吃得饱饱的，随时随地都在玩，想睡多久随我高兴。哭泣，愤怒，欢笑，活下去，活下去，活下去。

男生总会误解女生的14个地方

2010-12-24T01:15:00.000+08:00

1.如果你对喜欢的女生告白了，她拒绝了，不代表她不喜欢你，可能是她比较害羞，或是想看看你的诚意；她同意了，不代表她很随便，是因为她也同样喜欢着你，正在等你开口。

2.如果一个女生喜欢你，你要明确自己的感情，喜欢她就和他在一起，但不要脚踩多条船，去玩弄她的感情，那样会得不偿失；如果你不喜欢她，不要因为自己无聊或是无所谓而答应，那样你会伤害到她，说不定还会伤到自己。

3.她对你任性甚至无理取闹，不是她真的不讲道理，而是她想向你撒娇，让你哄她，让她有种被宠的感觉。并且你要知道，她是因为很信任你，很依赖你，很在乎你，才会这么做的。

4.她不主动发信息或打电话给你，不代表她不在乎你，不想你，只是想你主动找她，让她觉得你很在乎她，会第一时间想到她。

5.她在某些节日送你东西，说是随便买的，你一定要感谢她，因为那是她花了很多心思去准备的，只是怕你不喜欢，才装做无所谓。

6.她如果在你面前夸奖别的男生或是看别的男生，不是她见异思迁，而是她想你为她吃醋，想知道她在你心中的地位有多重要。

7.如果她不开心了，不一定要你买东西给她，或是安慰她说很多连你自己都听不懂的话，只要你抱着她，让她感觉到有你的存在，感觉到你的温度，她就会莫名地塌实，感到安心。

8.如果你频繁地和别的异性联系，她知道了，虽然表面装做不在乎，但其实内心已经酸到极点了，只是不想表现出来，怕你会说她神经过敏，不讲道理，然后开始争吵。

9.你对她的好，她并没有表现得如你想象中那么高兴，不是她感觉不到你的好，而是她不知道要怎么表达，但内心一定因为你的好而感动着。

10.如果你发觉她有意欺骗你，那是善意的谎言，因为她怕越瞄越黑，让你误会。你要相信她，她爱你，就不想你受到伤害。

11.如果你们有发生争吵了，她还留泪了，不是她想耍赖，不讲理，而是她妥协了，你试着去哄哄她，她会对你百依百顺的(合理要求)

12.她不问你的过去，不是她不想知道，而是怕你心中没有完全放下，因为你能坦然面对自己的过去，那你一定会告诉她。

13.如果她总拿自己和你过去交往过的女生比较，那你千万不要觉得她计较你的过去，只是她对自己没有足够的信心，你要告诉她你有多么爱她，让她放心。

14.你问她要吃什么或是去哪里，她说随便，不是在敷衍你，而是她想迁就你，让你决定。

宝贝看完之后别再说合不合适

2010-12-23T01:18:00.000+08:00

不管你有没有男朋友，有没有女朋友，都过来把它读完，写的真是那么回事

你发觉了吗？

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，

总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，

你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、

恋著你，不论做什么事情，

只要能一起，就是好的....

...

....但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，

你开始发现了对方的缺点，

於是问题一个接著一个发生，

你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，

有人说爱情就像在捡石头，

总想捡到一个适合自己的，

但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？

他/她适合你，那你又适合他/她吗?

其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，

或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，

但是记住人是有弹性的，

很多事情是可以改变的，

只要你有心、有勇气，

与其到处去捡未知的石头，

还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮，你开始磨了吗？

很多人以为是因为感情淡了，

所以人才会变得懒惰。

错！

其实是人先被惰性征服，

所以感情才会变淡的。

在某个聚餐的场合，

有人提议多吃点虾对身体好，

这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候,她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！

现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！」

听到了吗？明白了吗？

难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，

却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。

因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。

如果每个人都

懒得讲话、

懒得倾听、

懒得制造惊喜、

懒得温柔体贴，

那么夫妻或是情人之间，

又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？

*所以请记住：

有活力的爱情，

是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，

谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，

可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了，

当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟，

他的男朋友很不高兴的说：

你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了，

我以後再也不会等你了！

刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了，

她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了

同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境；

女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，

他的男朋友说：「我想你一定忙坏了吧！」

接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上，

此刻，女孩流泪了

但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。

你体会到了吗？

其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！

爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，

很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！

懂了吗？

当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。

那并不代表你会选择他。

我们总说：「我要找一个自己很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。」

但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，

你却无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。

可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。

假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？

其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。

或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，

但是你有没有想过『在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？』

所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！他或许已经等你很久了

当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。

所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。

如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，

完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。

所以请记住，

喝酒不要超过六分醉，

吃饭不要超过七分饱，

爱一个人不要超过八分

如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：

爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；

要道歉，也要道谢；

要认错，也要改错；

要体贴，也要体谅；

是接受，而不是忍受；

是宽容，而不是纵容；

是支持，而不是支配；

是慰问，而不是质问；

是倾诉，而不是控诉；

是难忘，而不是遗忘；

是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；

是为对方默默祈求，

而不是向对方诸多要求；

可以浪漫，但不要浪费；

`*不要随便牵手，

`*更不要随便放手

是谁把心情写得如此透彻！

2010-12-17T01:17:00.000+08:00

1.生活里，有很多转瞬即逝，像在车站的告别，刚刚还相互拥抱，转眼已各自天涯。很多时候，你不懂，我也不懂，就这样，说着说着就变了，听着听着就倦了，看着看着就厌了，跟着跟着就慢了，走着走着就散了，爱着爱着就淡了，想着想着就算了。

2.其时，我很累了，我习惯假装坚强，习惯了一个人面对所有，我不知道自己到底想怎么样。有时候我可以很开心的和每个人说话，可以很放肆的，可是却没有人知道，那不过是伪装，很刻意的伪装；我可以让自己很快乐很快乐，可是却找不到快乐的源头，只是傻笑。

3.有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。有时候，夜深人静，突然觉得不是睡不着，而是固执地不想睡。有时候，听到一首歌，就会突然想起一个人。有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。------ 丢了的自己，只能慢慢捡回来。

4. 没有人有耐心听你讲完自己的故事，因为每个人都有自己的话要说；没有人喜欢听你抱怨生活，因为每个人都有自己的苦痛；世人多半寂寞，这世界愿意倾听，习惯沉默的人，难得几个。------ 我再也不想对别人提起自己的过往，那些挣扎在梦魇中的寂寞，荒芜，还是交给时间，慢慢淡漠。

5.假如爱情可以解释，誓言可以修改。假如，你我的相遇，可以重新安排。那么，生活就会比较容易。假如有一天，我终于能将你忘记。然而，这不是随便传说的故事。也不是明天才要上演的戏剧。我无法找出原稿，然后，将你一笔抹去。

6. 有人告诉我，鱼的记忆只有7秒，7秒之后它就不记得过去的事情，一切又都变成新的。所以，在那小小鱼缸里的鱼儿，永远不会感到无聊。我宁愿是条鱼，7秒一过就什么都忘记，曾经遇到的人，曾经做过的事，都可以烟消云散。可我不是鱼，无法忘记我爱的人，无法忘记牵挂的苦，无法忘记相思的痛。

7 一个人总要走陌生的路，看陌生的风景，听陌生的歌。最后你会发现，原本费尽心机想要忘记的事情真的就那么忘记了。

8.所谓练习微笑，不是机械地挪动你的面部表情，而是努力地改变你的心态，调节你的心情。学会平静地接受现实，学会对自己说声顺其自然，学会坦然地面对厄运，学会积极地看待人生，学会凡事都往好处想。这样，阳光就会流进心里来，驱走恐惧，驱走黑暗，驱走所有

9.心理学家推荐的能让你开心的事：每天拍几张照片；看快乐的电影；在周末的清晨做白日梦；给朋友寄卡片；在水边散步；偶尔吃一顿大餐；每星期坚持做一次锻炼；一边开车，一边大声歌唱；一边喝咖啡，一边读小说；一边打电话，一边信手涂鸦；一边洗澡，一边唱歌。

10.你见，或者不见我，我就在那里，不悲不喜；你念，或者不念我，情就在那里，不来不去；你爱，或者不爱我，爱就在那里，不增不减；你跟，或者不跟我，我的手就在你的手里，不舍不弃。------ 来我的怀里，或者让我住进你的心里，默然相爱，寂静欢喜。

11.曾经在某一个瞬间，我们以为自己长大了，有一天，我们终于发现，长大的含义除了欲望还有勇气和坚强，以及某种必须的牺牲。------ 在生活的面前我们还都是孩子，其实我们从未长大还不懂得爱和被爱。

11.因为爱过，所以慈悲；因为懂得，所以宽容。

12.一生至少该有一次，为了某个人而忘了自己，不求有结果，不求同行，不求曾经拥有，甚至不求你爱我，只求在我最美的年华里，遇到你。

13.有些伤口，时间久了就会慢慢长好；有些委屈，受过了想通了也就释然了；有些伤痛，忍过了疼久了也成习惯了……然而却在很多孤独的瞬间，又重新涌上心头。------ 其实，有些藏在心底的话，并不是故意要去隐瞒，只是，并不是所有的疼痛，都可以呐喊。

14.最佳的报复不是仇恨，而是打心底发出的冷淡，干嘛花力气去恨一个不相干的人。

15.遇到一件事，如果你 ------ 喜欢它，那么享受它；不喜欢，那么避开它；避不开，那么改变它；改不了，那么接受它；接受不下，那么处理它；难以处理，那么就放下它。------ 其实，人最难的是“放下”。放下了，就释然了。

16.可以一个人唱歌，一个人喝咖啡，一个人涂鸦，一个人旅行，一个人逛大街，一个人在雨中漫步，一个人听音乐，一个人自言自语，一个人发呆，一个人跳舞，一个人看电视，一个人翻杂志...... 只有爱，是自己一个人做不到的。

17.人一简单就快乐，一世故就变老。

18.感情再深，恩义再浓的朋友，天涯远隔，情义，终也慢慢疏淡。------ 不是说彼此的心变了，也不是说不再当对方是朋友，只是，远在天涯，喜怒哀乐不能共享。------ 原来，我们已是遥远得只剩下问候，问候还是好的，至少我们不曾把彼此忘记。

19.世界上最凄绝的距离是两个人本来距离很远，互不相识，忽然有一天，他们相识，相爱，距离变得很近。然后有一天，不再相爱了，本来很近的两个人，变得很远，甚至比以前更远。

20.如果你看到面前的阴影，别怕，那是因为你的背后有阳光。

爱没有合不合适，只有珍惜不珍惜！！

2010-12-15T01:16:00.000+08:00

刚搬进这个房子的那天，她整理完全部的东西，最后拿出一个非常精致的玻璃瓶，对他说道：“亲爱的，3个月内，你让我每哭一次，我就往里面加一滴水，代表我的眼泪。要是它满了，我就收拾我的东西离开这房子。”

　　男人不以为然，有点纳闷：“你们女人也太神经质了吧！就这么不信任我么，那还有什么可谈？我让你搬过来和我一起生活，是为了照顾你，不是欺负你的！”

　　女人说：“好男人不会让心爱的女人受一点点伤，我会记录下我为什么流泪，不会是莫名其妙的。”

　　“那好吧，抱抱～！”

　　两个月后，女人把那瓶子给男人看，说：“已经满一半了，在两个月内，我们是否有必要查看一下是什么问题呢？”说完递了一本精致的小笔记本给男人。

　　男人没有马上打开来看，他的表情里有一丝惊讶，还有点哭笑不得的意味，似乎没有想到女人的眼泪可以这么多，盛得这么快，又觉得女人是小题大作了，但是很可爱。

　　他打开本子开始看，惊讶女人怎么写了那么多。男人一边看着，女人一边说话：“第一次吵架，是在第3天，而且还是一大早，你刚醒来有点懵懂，挤的牙膏不知道怎么的飞到镜子上了，那是我刚擦干净的，我说你连挤牙膏都不会啊，你就来脾气了，然后吵起来……”

　　男人沉默着。女人继续说：“有天晚上我让你帮洗下那几件衣服，因为水太凉，你只顾着玩游戏迟迟不肯动，后来吵起来，我很失望你忘记了我的生理期不能碰冷水，委屈……”

　　“还有一次，我很累了，你还不肯去洗澡睡觉，明明知道我特敏感，有点神经衰弱，哪怕一点点敲键盘的声音都能让我难以入睡，我一情急就说了你这个人自私的话，我们吵起来，你说了一大堆辩论自己不自私自私的人是我之后甩门出去上网通宵，我打你电话你没拿我又不敢自己一个人去找你……”

　　女人这时候有点激动了，眼球开始泛红，说：“还有一次……”男人打断了她的话，“亲爱的，别说了……”

　　沉默…长久的沉默……

　　还是女人打破了沉默：“是不是我们真的不合适？如果是这样，结婚了还是会离婚吧？我们的个性都那么强，谁都不肯退让。”

　　气氛有点尴尬。

　　本子里记录的事情都是那么细小的事情，每次吵架的原因都是那么的简单，男人看着这本子，似乎在体会着女人的心情，大男子是不会去计较这些小事，原本觉得每次和好之后都没事，女人就爱拿这些来说事，但是当他认真去看的时候，他也开始难过了，女人很细心，把事件、心情都写了，还自己总结了一下原因。原来最微小的事情累积起来是很让人痛苦的，他看得出，女人从失望慢慢变成绝望。

　　他想，大概是因为每次吵架，两人都是喜欢在吵架中找出对方不爱自己的证据。他突然意识到，这是个很严重的问题！而且每次吵架，双方都是在心情不稳定的时候，就是还有别的烦心事的时候，把不好的情绪带进了两个人的生活里。

　　“亲爱的别难过……”男人终于说话了：“我请个假，我们去旅游吧。”

　　他们去了第一次一起旅游的地方，太多美好的回忆被唤起，原来彼此是那么深深地爱着对方，这时的女人特别温柔，这时的男人特别体贴。

　　“亲爱的，你还认为我们结婚的话，会离婚么？”男人问。

　　“我想不是我们不合适，像现在，我们是那么快乐，一切都那么美好，可是一回到我们的现实生活里，为什么就变了呢？”

　　“亲爱的，难道我们现在不在现实里吗？”

　　“……”女人楞了。

　　“因为那时候我们都把注意力集中在负面的事物上并且放大了那些负面的心情。并且喜欢找对方不爱自己的证据，然后彼此个性都很倔不肯服输太要面子。”

　　女人觉得确实是如此，原来，双方只是需要一点点忍让，一点点包容。男人带她回顾这初次旅游的地点，是真的用心了，想起那时候他们在一起还不久，为了让对方觉得自己好，都表现出自己最好的一面。

　　“还有半个月，如果那瓶子还是半瓶，那么，亲爱的，嫁给我吧！”

　　女人钻进男人怀里笑开了颜

　　后来他们结婚了。很少再吵架。如果粗心的男人不小心碰掉了杯子，女人不会再开口就骂，因为在女人开口之前，男人已经在道歉，说对不起，都是我不小心的，赔两个给老婆！老婆尽管去选你喜欢的！女人就笑了，然后说，不用买啦，反正还有杯子，再说也不都是你的错，怪我自己没把杯子放好，让你碰到啦！

　　原来真的没有合适不合适，只有珍惜不珍惜，能一起走一起进步是幸福的！

男生总会误解女生的14个地方

2010-12-10T01:15:00.000+08:00

4.她不主动发信息或打电话给你，不代表她不在乎你，不想你，只是想你主动找她，让她觉得你很在乎她，会第一时间想到她。

5.她在某些节日送你东西，说是随便买的，你一定要感谢她，因为那是她花了很多心思去准备的，只是怕你不喜欢，才装做无所谓。

6.她如果在你面前夸奖别的男生或是看别的男生，不是她见异思迁，而是她想你为她吃醋，想知道她在你心中的地位有多重要。

9.你对她的好，她并没有表现得如你想象中那么高兴，不是她感觉不到你的好，而是她不知道要怎么表达，但内心一定因为你的好而感动着。

10.如果你发觉她有意欺骗你，那是善意的谎言，因为她怕越瞄越黑，让你误会。你要相信她，她爱你，就不想你受到伤害。

11.如果你们有发生争吵了，她还留泪了，不是她想耍赖，不讲理，而是她妥协了，你试着去哄哄她，她会对你百依百顺的(合理要求)

12.她不问你的过去，不是她不想知道，而是怕你心中没有完全放下，因为你能坦然面对自己的过去，那你一定会告诉她。

14.你问她要吃什么或是去哪里，她说随便，不是在敷衍你，而是她想迁就你，让你决定。

要知道他爱不爱你

2010-12-07T01:13:00.000+08:00

1、如果一个人天天给你打电话发短信，毫无疑问，他是爱你的，起码他心里有你。如果每次都是你给他打电话，那你不用问了，他心里根本没有你。千万不要相信什么他没有时间他很忙之类的谎言，一个人连打电话的三五分钟都没有，他得忙到什么程度啊？他还能活着吗？

2、如果一个人和你见面就带你去两个人私密的地方，那么他不是爱你的，相反，要是他还带你去公园啊一系列公共场合，那么他是喜欢和你在一起的。

3、如果一个人给你打电话发短信只是寒暄一下，而不带有一点暧昧的味道，那么不要傻了，他对你已经没有爱情了，可能问候你只是例行公事。

4、如果一个人爱你的话，他会主动跟你说想你的，而不用你去问。

5、如果一个人因为一点小事就跟你发脾气，那么说明他是很在乎你的，但是如果在你承认错误以后，他还是不搭理你，奉劝你，别理他了，如果他爱你，他会主动理你的，如果不爱你，就是以此为借口对你撒手了。

6、如果一个人爱你，他会包容你一切错误的，如果一个人不爱你，你做的再好，他最后还是会找你毛病离开你的。

7、如果一个人爱你，他会接受你一切的，而不是要你改变这个改变那个。

证明你喜欢他（她）的17条证据，第15条超准！

2010-12-05T01:08:00.000+08:00

一

你经常看他/她的空间。

二

当你和他/她打电话后，你会看下通话时间。

三

你一遍又一遍读他/她的短信。

四

你和他/她一起走路的时候，走得很慢很慢。

五

他/她在你周围的时候，你会故意装作不在乎他/她，但当他/她离开的时候你会着急的找他/她。

六

当你想到他的时候，你的心跳一会跳得快，一会跳得慢。

七

你听到他/她的声音的时候会笑。

八

当你和他/她在一起的时候，你看不见周围的所有人，你的眼中只有他/她。

九

当你想到他/她的时候，你会听抒情的慢歌。

十

你看到他/开心的时候，你会不自觉的扬起一丝微笑。

十一

你闻到他/她的气味就很兴奋。

十三

你意识到当你看着他/她的时候，你就在内心盘算和他/她说什么，很紧张。

十四

为了见到他/她，你会为他/她做任何事。

十五

当你读这篇文章的时候，有个人一直在你的脑中浮现。

十六

你不停的想他/她，以至于你都没有发现这里没有第十二条。

十七

你翻上去找第十二条，然后默默地笑自己....

许个愿吧，你想....

Taking off~~

2010-11-04T15:22:00.002+08:00

Boring~~ watching Bloody Monday..

Suppose to be going to airport around 4+, then fly to KLIA, and take off to Japan at 11.40pm. XD

Yea, JAPAN!! 8D

If you want to say show off I cant say anything else.. Alot of my friends love Japan so much thats why they're like 'woah, japan!!'

I tell you what, the currency now is 15 years most expensive... oTL

We bought Malaysia Airline and 2 weeks later Air Asia release 1k round ticket..

Now will you be joyed? >_>

Oh well, other than that, this is one of the destination for our annual backpack travel.. so yea~

Will be away from today till 15th Nov, actually will reach midnight so 16th Nov.

Mom allowed me to bring 1 cosplay so I packed Kida's wig n jacket(can wear casual too XD). Wont be doing a very accurate cosplay cause its not convenient with all our luggage lol. Dint bring his bracelet, ignore the earring(cant see one..), no chain n bag~ I only want to take 1 good photo cosplaying Kida at Ikebukuro　池袋駅 Btw Kida's from Durarara!!

As for photography stuff I packed my 550D DSLR, 18-135mm standard zoom, cleaning kit, lens hood, 2 8Gb sdhc, 1 4Gb, and 1 2Gb memory cards. 8Gb and 4Gb pendrive for photo transfer and storage, card reader, charger, battery. Not bringing my 50mm cause I dont think its neccessory and my 135mm is way good enough for travel use haha..

Cant guarantee to bring back any souvenir cause luggage so heavy scared cant carry too much stuff~ and budget is very limited.

Yea you say I bluff, go japan sure rich la etc. But the rates so high and everything in Jpn is so damn expensive man.. a bread cost RM12-25, cheapest noodle RM40 to abit nicer one cost RM60+? Now you tell me how to eat alot n shopping? T_T

Will try to do some LIVE update when i'm in Japan, just like last year trip haha. Hopefully can access Blogspot or Xanga, otherwise i'll have to update at DA(last year china block everything except DA lol)

Jungle visit & Animangaki 2010

2010-11-02T14:21:00.001+08:00

Prior b4 the event, I returned to my jungle college. Apparently after I left Nilai is building Tesco, just beside Giant! >_> and the hostel has security gate with cards~~ why are all these fun stuff only happened after i left.. T_T

Neways, I stay for a couple of days at my junior's room. LP on the very first day already.. jiong.. finish at 4am went back room continue till 7am. and make 33 skipped class, for TWO days. Hey if i would know she couldnt wake up i wont allow her to LP ade la..i even wake her up, but she doze back. orz

Neways, I also make it to my club meeting, got alot new members woot~ and i drag my poor victims for a very random n crap photoshoot. Mainly to test my cam haha. XB also brought along his one n play too~

Met up with my Kizu, supposingly to practise our skit for Animangaki OTP but when I saw her, she havent ready her costume, accessories, and that she just finish her exam. So I decided to cancelled our participation and just head to the event and have fun. XD

Next day morning I rushed down to Mlk, supposingly to fix my new zip on, scarf and restyle the wig. But Jerry n Sheng is busy preparing their own costume and bcoz the thing above needs his help, i went to make the necklace for Lighting. In the end, i style wig myself, handsew the scarf till 3am, and no chance to make the zip. Its like WTF i rather do all these at home and i dont even need to go down Mlk..

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So next day morning fetch Fang2, Ivy, met up with Kuro, Tania n Icecream to go Sunway. Reach at 10.30am lol so damn early. Go prepare up meanwhile keep COD with ppl till i'm finally ready at erm, 12pm? LOL

The event is superb this year, totally overwhelmed GACC already haha. With over estimate attendees, level of cosplay and crowd.

Not suppose to attend this event cause by the time i get home, i'll need to fly off 2 days later. Argue with parents just to go down. What to do, I received a msg and i just had to get down haha.

I passed my cam to SJ, thank god i pass to her if not i wont have any photos.. D= Out of boredom Kizu and I exchanged costume and its so KUSO few ppl who knows FFXIII went WTF. XD

So sad Kizu aka my lover of the day has to leave early.. I scared she gastric again and she got family summore so better dont force her la. So ended up my photoshoot with her kaboom again. T^T So I went to take my cam from SJ and shoot, then i realize i lost the mood to shoot already.

Since i'm following my frens back melaka n leave early morning back to hometown, i havta leave early. God knows after all the rush to get home, our car's tyre got punctured.. Change a spare tyre but the moment the car get outside of the Uni, it cant move anymore.. Poor Kuro have to stay with us cause they're following us back together.

Ya know what, the place we stopped by to settle the flat-tyre~ We discover whole row of cars got punctured their tyre x2! We're worried hoping its not one of the attendees cause we surely wont know its Taxi territory and we'll get flat-tyre by parking their place. While waiting the tyre to be fix, we saw the awesome Vocaloid Sandplay team walk towards us and... yea, one of the poor car belonged to them.

Thank god Lydia has another car to sent the team back first while 2 more stay with the car. I accompany Lydia to get her car. You know she wear that suit so damn nice, walking 2 blocks away in a no-light condition, seriously so dangerous. Luckily among us got 1 guy worked in car workshop b4 so he changed the tyre for the Vocaloid team and help settle the issue with them.

If only our car dint die off in front of their car, this whole team of girls +1 guy will be in troubled. Most attendees already went home and you never know what those taxi/repair guys will do to them (they havent changed out costume yet, thus look fabulous and dangerous)

and after settling this n that, got home at 11pm.. oTL dint have any dinner, only snatch a bread from Tania during tyre changing.. haiz what a bad day.

FML x2

2010-10-24T19:07:00.003+08:00

FML i had no luck for my 50mm FML glue gun has to explode for the 3rd time FML all of sudden they just burst their anger on me FML they had to always unsee my greatness and just keep shooting my other behavior FML FML FML

Everything they said has to be out of sincere trying to help

Everything I explain has to be rude, uneducated, selfish

What else can I do now?

I talk softly, you couldnt hear, I straight away talk louder, then I'm claim to be arguing and speaking rudely.

I sometimes just shake my head n nod, just that its easier for you to see. Then I'm also rude for not speaking in ur face.

I can have my bad time as well, just like you. I doesnt talk it out cause I used to keep it to myself. You're not the only one can be upset okay.

I dont talk in the first hour i wake up, cause i'm still blur n i dont feel like talking usually.

I'm rude for that.

Everything I must understand your situation, n its not neccessory for you to be in my shoe.

Must you be that NOOB? Morons!

You dont even know our frustration when you're not listening to what we said

You can just walk off

You can just ignore

Cause you're half deaf

And we must understand that

I cant even get happy for 2 days~ it last so shortly..

gotten back my lens, god knows how the hell the dust can be in it during the repair. N i'm so happy to receive it back after 4 weeks of delayed service.

Then when i was helping my mom to glue some spoilt thing, my glue gun has to explode again. How the fark is wrong? Is it my fault? or is it i'm not meant to use glue gun? my fren can use the same one for the past 10 years and i blow up THREE already..

oh yes FML

2010-06-20T00:22:00.002+08:00

Sorry guys, have not been active in blog, too many things to juggle around. But I'm still active in FB, you can actually get my life status update at FB. I'm already getting busy with my FYP aka the assignmentssss. I'm also organizing an ACG event, year 2 so it's super busy. Added in between are my TKD n Karate classes, Toastmasters, badminton, my anime club n random violin playing.

Here's the link to my event: http://forums.comicfiesta.org/viewtopic.php?f=5&t=5112&p=260570#p260570

Updating blog cause really is not in a good mood, slacking away from assignment research, typing this out. XD

As my FB latest status: "Due to several reasons, it started raining by the windows. The soul is again reset back to its initial stage. What stands before me, I still dont know how to judge it. In the worst case, I'll have to let it go. Regrets? It's just part of my useless life."

Today my friend told me that I should just stop doing my martial arts n sports, should just switch to music instead. My friend said dont have the proper health or body or structure to do those sports. It's because I got so many injuries n bruises everywhere. This week alone I got bruises from 2 badminton games. 1 I hit on my left hand(Monday), the other I hit on my leg(thursday). Then on Tuesday when I'm learning to play with a long stick, my low knowledge on it makes a bruise on my hand for continuously hitting the same spot. Oh well its just to get my posture right! Then Thurs morning I having an event promotion at Uni compound where I play my Hope's boomerang n I hit it on my right hand. Both injuries on my hands hit the bone so its wound is quite bad.

Oh well, how much did he knows me? If my friend ever heard how I play my music, I bet he did tell me to just stop doing all this unnecessary stuff n just live a normal life. You know how I play my music? I dont even know how to do pauses properly, i donno how to count the beats n I play songs the way I want it to be. SO WHAT? I cant do that?

Nevermind, forgive them. Its not like its the first time it happens to me. In fact for my past 20 yrs, nobody ever support or acknowledge whatever I'm doing. N unlikely its going to be the last one anyway. I just move on my life and continue them. It's MY LIFE afterall. You know my family always look down on me, thinking whatever i'm doing has been useless and that i just cant do things right. When I manage to pass my martial art exam, I happily bring back the good news n what they said is: "oh well, its been 'changed', of course you can get it pass.", then the 2nd time I pass a much higher grade, again they said: "ah, the exam is so easy, its just like cheating up anyway". I join badminton competition:"for what you join? confirmed lose one!" I bought a violin:"10 yrs ago you stopped your piano half way n now you want to learn another thing? I assure you sure leave it there after 3 times playing it"

See how they react to me? I know I'm not special, I aint genius, I dont have a healty body, good structure to do all these sports or do it well. I'm not a perfect person or good enough to be the best among others. I'm just so ordinary that I'm only able to do the best I could. With no support and acknowledgement on my doings, I still in persue with what I like the most. Cause I know if I try my very best, I'll be able to be at least better than others, even I'm not the best, even I'm not going to be outstanding at all.

If I were to give up if somebody told me off, look me down, I'll never able to achieve anything. N I'm confirmed to be forever being looked down. I dint give up learning violin, despite the horrible way of me playing them. Hey at least now when I'm moving my fingers around, SONGS came out! Not those typical horrific ear-soaring tunes came out.

I dont mind ppl call me useless, no capability on doing things... I have a life and I can live on with it, be it with a partner or not.

Time to do research already, till next time!

what a day

2010-05-13T23:24:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry for being such USELESS kid.

Sorry for not being a CLEVER person.

Sorry for forgetting to lock the door.

Sorry for unable to DRIVE the car, despite having license for 3 fucking yrs.

Sorry for wasting your 21 years for raising me.

Sorry for wasting all your MONEY feeding me.

FINE, I not going to anywhere this weekend.

I'll just wear my costume and sleep throughout this saturday and sunday then.

Sorry to my friends that came all the way from the South just to attend this event.

Sorry to my hometown friends that awaits to meet up with me.

Sorry for all, I'm just very useless anyway.

PS: I have car accident so I have phobia driving, sorry I damn scared to drive now.

Appreciate the guy beside you

2010-05-09T15:23:00.006+08:00

Found another great story posted by another friend of mine. Read it! and hope you all will appreciate your friend beside you, especially those quietly help you around.

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有一个女孩名叫茜，在她还没有出生的时候她的爸爸就已经去世了，她和妈妈、姥姥、还有继父生活在一起，可是姥姥和继父都不喜欢她。于是，在她上高中时妈妈给她送进了一所私立学校。私立学校都是有钱人家的孩子，在这一群富家子弟中，茜显得是那样的另类，她每个月的生活费只有123.5，这些钱只够她一个月吃饭的花销，所以，她每天都等同学吃过饭后，躲在一个角落里吃馒头和咸菜。但女孩从就要强的性格让她在学习方面很突出，她每一次考试都是全年级的第一名，许多有钱人的家长都希望她能给自己的孩子补课，但是，她看不惯有钱人家孩子的样儿，所以，都被她拒绝了。

没多久，班级里一个名叫巩的男孩对茜说：“你帮我补补课吧？”茜不屑的笑笑，说：“我为什么给你补课？”巩理直气壮的说：“因为我成绩差！”这句话使茜多看了他一眼，就是这么一眼让茜觉得巩与众不同，因为巩和别的有钱人家的孩子不同，他身上总是穿着一件破旧的大衣，而且也没有贵族人的傲气，于是便答应了给他补课。每天茜都给巩补习功课，同时也增加了茜的收入。渐渐地，他们熟悉了，得知巩的生日是12月31日一年中的最后一天，而茜的生日是1月1日一年中的第一天，巩开玩笑的说：“我比你大了整整一年啊！”茜冷淡地回了一句：“仅一天而已！”这一天放学，学校门口停了一辆宝马，许多有钱人家的孩子都没有见过，那是巩的家人来接他了，茜看着巩走向了车的方向，心想：“为什么他们可以那么有钱？为什么他们就可以开宝马？”就在这时，巩回头对茜淡淡地一笑便上了车。茜回过神来想：“我为什么要羡慕他？他又没有我学习好！”日子就这样一天天的过，尽管茜每天都给巩补课功课，可巩的成绩一直也没有明显的进步，离高考的日子越来越近了，他们都顾着自己的总复习，也不再补习了。茜一心就想考上清华，因为她不想被别人看不起。考试成绩出来了，茜如愿地考上了清华大学，并且是高出全校第二名整整50分的优异成绩考入了清华大学。

由于学校还没有开学，茜想回家看一看妈妈，她们母女已经很多年没有见过面了。可她刚进家门，继父见了她就又打又骂的，妈妈把她护在身后，无奈之下茜离开了家，当她走到楼下抬头看着自己家的阳台时，她多么希望在临走前再见妈妈一眼，可等来的却是姥姥把她所有的行李丢了下来，她伤心的离开了家，又回到了北京。

茜回到北京后，准备死处找房子，正在这时她看见一个老奶奶在收拾一个库房，她走上前去问：“老奶奶，您这房子租吗？”老奶奶笑眯眯地说：“小姑娘，你想租房子吗？”茜点了点头，“那就100块钱吧！”老奶奶回答她。茜正收拾房子的时候，见到了很久不见的巩，茜不想让别人看见自己落魄的样子，生气地问：“你怎么在这儿？”巩还是和以前一样穿得随随便便的，表情怪异地说：“我来看我姑奶奶！”茜像被看穿了一样，一直沉默不说话。巩问：“听说你考上了清华，恭喜你啊！”茜也不是那种不识价的人，就说：“谢谢！那你呢？”巩不高兴地说：“我爸爸让我出国！”茜冷冷地看着他，狠狠地说：“哼！你们有钱人家的孩子就是这样！”巩又接着对茜说：“你愿不愿意帮我一个忙？”茜疑惑地问：“什么事？”巩说：“愿不愿意到我妈妈的公司做打字员？”茜立刻就生气地说：“你是在同情我吗？”巩急忙解释：“不是的，我妈妈的公司最近效益不好，许多员工都走了，现在正好缺人，你就当是帮帮我，好不好？”茜答应了，每天都去巩妈妈那上班，一个月发600元的工资，这对她来说已经很满足了。巩就要出国了，在巩走之前茜请了他吃顿饭。

巩出国了，茜依旧每天一边上课一边工作，现在每个巩月的工资已经可以达到2000元了，并且巩的妈妈怕她跑来跑去的不方便，给她配了一个笔记本电脑，在别人看来都以为她很有钱，当然了，茜没有承认，也没有否认过。

在茜的寝室有一个北京的女孩，个性比较刁蛮，但是从来不欺负茜。茜还是同以前一样的要强，受不得别人的学习比自己强，可这一次她遇到了对手。有一个叫林的男孩，每次的成绩都要比她高，茜很不服气总想超过他。在一次复习课上，茜心里想：下一次考试我一定要超过他！就在这时，老师问了一个问题并叫茜来回答，可由于茜精神没集中连问题都不知道是什么，所以，摇了摇头。老师又问：“有没有人会这道题？”……林主动地站了起来回答了这道题并受到了表扬。茜恨恨地想：你以为我不会吗？用你来告诉我？下课了，茜把林截住说：“下次考试我一定会超过你！”当时在场的同学都感到很惊讶。考试成绩出来，茜果然取得了第一名，茜在成绩单上寻找着林的名字，却发现林的每科成绩都是零分，她很生气：不愿意和我比就直接说嘛！宿舍的女孩告诉茜，林在校园的湖边等她，她愤愤地跑过去说：“你什么意思？这算什么？”林没有说话，只是把手中的卷子递给了茜，茜疑惑地问：“你怎么会有卷子？”林说：“我姑姑是教务处的……”还没等他说完茜就打断了：“你们有钱人都是这样！怪不得每次成绩都那么高！”林不慌不忙地解释：“可我从来就没有动用过这种关系，卷子我已经答完，你可以合一下分数！”茜拿卷子算了一下总分还是比她高，她很是不解……林突然抱住了她，对她说：“我喜欢你！”一个女孩被男孩抱在怀里，她所有的骄傲都没有了，于是他们开始交往了。没多久他们就发生了关系，每一次出去茜都要给林钱，因为两个人出去男人付钱总是有面子，时间久了，她每次都会给林零花钱，这在他们之间也成了很普通的事情。茜的生日就要到了，茜幻想着林会送她什么礼物，心想：给他的零花钱已经足够给我买一个项链或钻戒的了。她想想就觉得很开心！

茜生日那天，林一天都没有联系她，她以为是林故意的，为的是给她一个惊喜。这时电话响了，茜拿起电话说：“你死哪儿去了？”只听见对方惊讶地说了一声：“啊？”她问：“你是谁啊？”“我是巩！”她生气地说：“怎么是你呀？”巩淡定地说：“祝你生日快乐！”“谢谢！没有什么事先挂了！”巩说：“那好吧！再见！”巩并没有等到茜的回答，而是对方那边传来嘟嘟嘟嘟的声音……电话又响了，是林打来的，接过电话后，茜急急忙忙的跑到楼下，可是，林看起来很不开心的样子。茜心想，可能是他想给我一个惊喜吧！林问茜：“晚上可不可以不回去？陪陪我！”茜犹豫了一下还是答应了！到了酒店，茜才知道原来悲伤、痛苦的表情是不可以伪装的。林对茜讲了一段她最不想听到的故事：林原本有一个女朋友叫蕊，在一所电影学院，他希望他的女朋友和其他的女孩不一样，希望她不被世俗所感染，但当他去找蕊的时候，她却和一个有钱人走在了一起，说着贬低自己的话，可林并不甘心。上午，林用积攒下来的零用钱给蕊买了一个钻戒，结果却被蕊丢了回来。茜手中拿着那枚钻戒，看着上面刻着一个“蕊”字，这一刻，茜好恨自己，恨自己为什么要那么努力的读书？为什么要认识字？如果她不认识字，她会认为那个字是她的名字，可是，茜忍住了泪水，安慰着林说：“没事，没事的！”没多久，茜不在巩的妈妈的公司工作了，由于她所学的市场营销管理正是巩的爸爸公司所缺少的，所以，她又到巩的爸爸公司上班。眼见就要毕业了，大家就要各奔东西，茜和林也就分手了。

茜随着巩的爸爸来到了深圳发展，几年的努力茜已有了很出色的表现。经过各种关系，现在茜已经是英国总公司在中国分公司的经理。茜为自己买了房子、买了车，她只是为了证明别人有的东西自己也会有，但只是时间的问题。

巩在国外回来了，请家里人在一起吃饭也包括茜。茜看见巩还是和以前一样没有什么变化，还是那种拉里拉遢的，没有什么上进。吃过饭后，茜问：“你去哪儿？”巩回答：“白天鹅！”茜又讽刺的说：“你们有钱人总是住那种星级酒店。”巩并没有回答茜的问题，而是问她：“可不可以陪我上去？”“为什么？”巩哀求着说：“就算是求求你了，陪我上去，好不好？”茜想了想答应陪他上去，刚进屋门，巩说：“把眼睛闭上！”倒数5个数！当茜睁开眼睛的时候，在屋的角落里跳出了许多的小丑为她弹琴、唱歌。这时，巩推出一个五层的大蛋糕走到茜的面前：“生日快乐！”茜好感动，因为她已经好多年没有过生日了。巩手中拿着钻戒单膝跪在地上认真地对茜说：“嫁给我，好吗？”茜说：“给我个理由！”“我爱你！”巩回答。茜点头答应了，但她自己也不知道这样是对是错，因为她还是没有办法忘记林，但是，巩的父母对她也很不错。没多久，巩和茜结婚了。

结婚以后的茜还是同以前一样整天的忙于工作，而巩却是在家养养鱼、养养花、上上网，这让茜很看不惯，有一次茜不平地说：“为什么我整天的在外面奔波，而你却整天在家闲着没事！”巩笑嘻嘻的说：“要不我们都在家吧！反正，我爸妈挣的钱够咱俩花一辈子的了！”话音刚落，茜就生气地吼道：“为什么要花你爸妈的钱？难道我们没有能力挣吗？”巩见老婆生气了，急忙连笑带求饶的哄茜。每一次都是这样。一天，茜的QQ上有一个陌生男人加她，她隐约地感觉到那个男人是林，但她还是加了。结果真的是林，他们聊了很久，茜得知林在西北的一家公司当经理，她就觉得自己的老公太没出息了。回到家以后，茜看见鱼缸里有一只鱼腹朝上了，她就捞出来扔了。巩回来以后发现少了一条鱼，就问老婆：“我的‘二姨太’呢？”茜冷淡地说：“我看见它腹朝上就扔了。”“不是，它每天都这样休息一会儿的！”茜听了以后气急了：“你整天就知道在家呆着，就不和别人一样？”巩听了以后，没有一丝表情的问：“你说的‘别人’是他吗？”茜伸手给了巩一个大嘴巴，巩没有说一句话，把门轻轻地带上离开了家。已经两天了，巩都没有回家，茜也知道自己确实有些过分了，但又不好意思主动打电话，她忽然想到了巩的那本日记，巩一直都不让她看，这一次她可以看看了。

打开日记,第一页:

年X月X日，我们班有一个女孩她和别人不一样，每次同学吃过饭后，她都躲在角落里吃馒头、咸菜，我很想去帮帮她，可是，她好象很讨厌有钱人家的小孩，我得想一个好办法！”

“今天我让爸爸给我弄了一件破旧的大衣，我想这样就容易接近她，她也不会讨厌我了。她已经决定给我补课了，为了能和她在一起的时间久一点，我故意每次都考不好，虽然每次她都说我笨，但我还是很开心。可就是无法向爸妈交代。”

…“我的生日到了，爸爸开车来接我，我有点不高兴，因为我怕她会因此疏远我。明天是她的生日，我多希望叫她一起上车，但我知道她一定不肯，所以，我只能送给她一个无奈的微笑。上了车以后，我脱下了破旧的大衣，换了一件新衣服，爸爸还说我是不是有毛病，总爱穿这件破旧的大衣。”

“我觉得我已经喜欢上她了！”

……“爸爸妈妈知道我喜欢她了，但爸爸说只要我考上清华就同意我们在一，所以，我开始努力的学习，但是，她有那么要强，我不能超过她的分数，所以，我把每一科都少答了几道题，就这样，我比她少了整整50分，考了全校的第二名。可爸爸让我出国，如果我不同意，他会把我帮助她的真相全部告诉她，所以，我答应了！”

……

“出国前我见到了她，我邀请她到我妈妈的公司做打字员，我怕她知道我是故意帮她，所以就和妈妈商量了一下说公司效益不好。在我走之前，她说要请我吃饭，我说我吃牛肉面，她不同意，我就说我最喜欢吃牛肉面了，因为我知道即使我们两个人都吃才要3块钱，那样的话这个月她还有597块钱的零花钱。吃过饭后，她回学校了，没走多远我就吐了，因为我从来就没有吃过这么难吃的饭。”

……“太巧了！她宿舍有一个女孩是我的初中同学，我告诉过我同学不许欺负她，不然，我就不客气了！”

……“在同学的口中得知她有了男朋友，我很想问问她最近好不好？但是，我却找不到打电话的理由！”

……“今天她的生日，我终于有了一个打电话的理由，但是，听她的生意觉得很急，好象在等人，所以匆匆的就把电话挂了。同学告诉我，她今晚没有回宿舍，我好害怕，我真不敢想象会发生什么事情！我心好乱！”

……“在国外，我努力地奋斗，但是，我却不能告诉她我的成就，我怕她会因此不理我。我经过了一番打拼终于使自己的公司在中国有了分公司，而总经理就是她，我自然就放心了！我就要回国了，我却不能告诉她这些年我的努力。但是，不管她现在还有没有男朋友，我都要向她求婚。”

……“我向她求婚了，她答应了我！”

……“结婚的那天晚上，我故意把自己的手指割破，把床单染红了，尽管我和她的心里都明白她已经不是第一次了，但是，在我的心里，她永远都是那个我要珍惜的人。”

……“结婚以后，她依旧整天忙于工作，而我不能一天见不到她，所以每天只用电脑和总公司的副经理联系，尽管在她眼里我没有出息，但只要不伤害到她比什么都好。”

……“我感觉她又和他联系了，我好怕我会失去她，因为我现在真的不能没有她，我想就这样和她过一辈子。”

……“老婆，我真不想失去你，因为我真的不能没有你！”

……茜已泪流满面，身边这个男人为了帮助她是多么地用心良苦，付出了那么多！她再也不顾忌面子，给巩打了电话，说：“老公，我知道我错了，回来吧！”“给我个理由！”巩问。“我爱你！”

好男人往往找不到女朋友

2010-04-19T23:56:00.002+08:00

Another one.. very true lor~~

好男人往往找不到女朋友

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坏男人往往脸皮厚，大胆，善于撒谎，不太受道德约束，花招诡计多，不负责任。而这些特点恰恰击中了女人的软肋。假设硬件条件相似的好男人和坏男人遇到同一个女人，坏男人的杀伤力要强出N倍。

首先，好男人的出手概率要小得多，因为好男人开始追求之前就要考虑负责任的问题，所以不完全中意的不会去追，条件不成熟的目前不能追，对方已有男友的不能追，未来前景不看好（例：在不同城市）的不能追，限制极多。而坏男人反正也没打算负责任，只要对方有点姿色，或是触手可得，一概先追了再说。

　　第二，好男人诚实，没钱没关系就实话实说，对女方的缺点也坦诚相告，往往让女人很失望。而坏男人随便编两个故事就可以显得自己实力超群；对女人花言巧语又很容易让她们心花怒放，认为找到了知己伯乐。在这个浮躁的社会背景下，好男人多年的辛苦努力换来的成果多半还不如一个坏男人用 3分钟时间编出来的故事更能让女人心动。

　　第三，好男人总想着尊重对方，不会找机会调戏非礼。而坏男人通过调笑，酒精，跳舞等方式随时刺激女人的荷尔蒙，一有机会就把对方占为己有。女人一旦被调动起来，反而很快会爱上这个男人。坏男人一次调情的效果往往超过好男人默默的多次付出。有些傻女人认为男人上了她就是爱上了她；更傻的女人认为一旦被男人上了，她就必须爱上这个男人。女人的本性中隐含着逆来顺受的基因。

　　第四，好男人真心付出，把双方的感情看得很重，心态容易不平衡，为一些小事和女友争吵。而坏男人心想：反正我不过是做一场游戏，找点刺激罢了，哄哄她得了，生个什么气啊？心态更平和，反而显得成熟个性好。

　　第五，坏男人的约会经验通常比好男人多的多。参照第一条，坏男人一有机会就出手，即使不成功也积累了经验，逐渐了解了女人的心理。坏男人通过大量的实战经验在约会时把这些表面工作做得很好，而好男人却懵然不知，被唰了都不明白为什么，还以为是自己实力不够。

　　第六，双方发生争执时，好男人自尊心，原则性强，不会轻易迁就对方，往往为些小事谁都不让步，最后只能分手。而坏男人脸皮厚，认个错比喝稀饭都容易，往往轻而易举就能哄得对方回心转意；当然，那是在他还没有玩腻的时候，否则即使女方让步他也能找出借口分手，有时候女人反而会一再让步，彻底沦为坏男人的玩物。

　　第七，好男人原则性强，循规蹈矩，往往显得乏味。而坏男人一心追求刺激，变化多端，常常给女人以新鲜感。不知不觉中，女人就被坏男人迷惑住，控制住了。

　　第八，大部分女人对生活的期望值不现实（爱情小说，电影看多了的后果）。造成的后果是诚实的好男人达不到她们的期望值，只有坏男人才能编造出一个她们心目中的理想世界。

　　另外，对于多数女人来说，上床造成两人关系的质变。占有她身体的男人比起其他男人有太多的优势（亲密程度大大增强，对方无形之中多出很多操纵女方身体及行为的权力等）。

　　坏男人能做到的，好男人为什么做不到呢？对于好男人，你是他生命中的重要组成部分，他对你的过去，现在，未来都在意。而坏男人更能容忍你的缺点，因为他只需要容忍几天，一两个月；而好男人却要计划一辈子的前景。

　　但是女人往往对好男人努力为她所做的事认为理所当然，不屑一顾，所以好男人要变坏，才会得到女孩子的青睐。。。

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很认同！我在看这篇文章的时候，心里还是很自豪的，每一条 “好男人”都被你占据。。

这个社会确实是这样的。很多女孩子把“好男人”当作“傻男人”。其实她才是真正的傻瓜。把这篇文章送给所有单纯的傻女孩子！！

丫头～玩累勒就请回到我身边

2010-04-19T21:54:00.005+08:00

Oh haii everybadii.. sorry for not updating blog orz.

Many many things happened.

No worries, my ankle is fully recovered n has already been back to Karate class n badminton.

Attended Video Game Live Malaysia 2 days ago sitting 5th row, middle seat, most expensive zone. XD

the orchestra concert is super f-ing awesome sauce! recorded whole show in video. Borrowed a camera from fren n use it for recording(that's 10.1 Mpix!), my cam (7.1 Mpix) use for taking a bit photo n 2 vids. each hand doing diff stuff haha. My stupid bro sitting beside me dont want help me take vid, SUAN LER~

Total spent RM400 for VGL lol.. *broke*

RM253 for ticket alone, RM60 for their official VGL shirt, RM40 sharing half the CD with my bro(ori RM80), RM15 for their super cool VGL lanyard. including transport to go KLCC, round up RM400 liao. But it is worth it, since i rarely spent money haha. n the CD is signed by Tommy Tallarico, Jack Wall, Norihiko Hibino and Laura. JEALOUS la~~ >: D

but i forgot to buy an extra lanyard for my fren who dint afford to attend vgl orz. n i not willing to give out mine.. T_T

I actually did game character cosplay! debut at VGL. like first ever... It is Final Fantasy XIII FTW! Sorry i'm kinda HOPEless cause i only has 2 weeks to prepare. only decided to do Hope early this month. Then go buy cloth n all the material. This costume is fully handmade(with a bit of help from my fren's mom), n also shoe, scarf, glove, n boomerang. Wig is the only HOPEless part for this cosplay. cause last minute decide on this chara n i wont have time to order one so i go around n bought a 2nd hand wig within that 2 weeks. but its a total spike wig, so its damn hard to style. i took 2 days to press them n only 50% got pressed down but still look puffy. I ish sad i cant help with it n I felt sorry for my frens who helped rushing the costume n weaopon for me.

But i totally love the scarf, jacket n shoe cause it is super nice. handmade stuff sure is epic. 8D My overall costume is at 95% accuracy. the orange scarf i'll search for that perfect material, n silver zip, cause this 2 things dont have in Malaysia orz. My boomerang is nice too. Within it actually has 13 layers of various material, just fit FF 13 wahahahaha. Its merely coincident thou~ Wig i gonna get a new one orz, this current wig i'll debut another chara haha. just nice i memang want to do him. n this failed wig for Hope is actually PERFECT for this chara lol.. YES its another SHOUTA too! xDDD

Exam in less than 10 hrs time n i'm only study less than half of it lol..cause was having very bad days b4 this. few weeks of not able to sleep nicely, weather super hot, the rushing my cosplay stuff for VGL. Hopefully i can get over this. As this is gonna be my last time sitting exam, next sem will be my final semester n my final 3 subjects are all 100% coursework.

Is missing my dear fiancé n potter.. have already been a month dint go sunway liao.. although i did met them at events.. after this i busy exam till 30th this month, go home holiday(and collect my uncollect angpaos). its gonna be like 5 weeks i cant see them n be with them.. T_T i wanna sing k n watch movie~

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Found this very nice story, share it with u all. =D

丫头～玩累勒就请回到我身边
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刚恋爱时，他和她都很狂热，一日不见如隔三秋。有一天晚上她失眠，忽然非常想念他。已经是午夜了，她猜想这会儿他一定睡得正香，却还是忍不住拨了他的手机。没想到，电话通了，那端正是他清醒的声音：“宝宝你怎么了？是不是又失眠了？”她惊异地问：“你晚上怎么不关机啊？”他笑着说： “我怕关了机，你想我的时候找不着我啊！”
　　后来，两人分手了，她很快有了新的男友。新男友帅气洒脱，对她呵护备至，她很满足，常常幸福地笑倒在他的怀里。只有一点缺憾，她常常找不到他，他的手机通常都处于关机状态。她埋怨他：“你怎么总是关机啊！”他振振有辞： “关了机可以不被约束，如今关机也是时尚，谁还傻瓜一样 24小时开着手机啊。”他和她约会时，也总是先把手机关了，说是怕别人打扰他们的幸福。直到有一天，她意外地发现，他背着她还和另外一个女孩儿来往着。
　　她一下子找到了他关机的理由。
　　再次分手后，她的心情坏到了极点，夜里常常失眠，不断地做噩梦。有一次被噩梦惊醒后，惊悸和恐惧逼得她无处可逃，情急中她打了他的手机，电话那一端是冰冷的声音：“对不起，你所拨叫的用户已关机。”她的心冻成了一块冰，无措中忽然想到了最初的男友，下意识地就拨了那个已经被尘封了的号码。电话通了，她只轻轻地“喂”了一声，他关切的话语便从话筒的那端传过来：“宝宝是你啊，怎么了？又失眠了？”
　　她没有说话，泪却流了出来。她听到他在那端着急地问： “宝宝你别哭啊，到底怎么了？是不是做噩梦害怕了？不怕不怕，有我在呢！”
　　她哽咽着问：“你怎么不关机呢？”
　　他说：“我怕你想找我的时候找不到我啊。”
　　仍然是那样，她的心被这一句话轻轻打动。
　　只有怀着最深的爱，才能为你时时守候。就像此刻，这深深的夜里，那个为你开着的手机，承载的是一份随时随地的守候和企盼；而那个为你开着手机的人，才是你生命深处最真的爱啊..

The LAST GACC 2010! Are you going?

2010-03-08T13:43:00.004+08:00

Yea you read it correct, it is the LAST GACC. At first they called it Project Slingshot: Phase 2, after 2009 GACC's Phase 1.
"Project Slingshot : Phase 2" Announcement Teaser:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ykgCmLMP2aw

Now because the core committee are leaving and they wanted to end it epicly, so this is going to be the last year ever you will have GACC.
GACC2010 Special Announcement: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x2T4N9_TCpw
GACC2010 Announcement Teaser: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BSroQxmj74E&feature=related

Donno what GACC is? They had brought to you the first ever Seiyuu appearance in South East Asia at 2007 and 2008 is Bleach's Ichigo Kurosaki/FFX's Tidus seiyuu Masakazu Morita.

Official website: http://whatisgacc.com/

This is it folks! Everything that has a beginning has an end, and let's make it epic.

Event: GACC 2010 (Games, Anime, Comic Circle)
Date: 20 & 21 March 2010
Day: Saturday & Sunday
Venue: Multimedia University Melaka Campus
Ticket: FOC!!
Cosplay: Duh~ Yes of course!
Doujin: Yep, but limited no.
Competition: Cosplay, games, gundam, art, doujin, others~

Are you coming? Are you going to make this event the most EPIC ever GACC?

I'll be bringing my so-called EPIC group and debuting it at this GACC too, on Day 1. Day 2 you MIGHT have a surprise from me. XD or just the same character from Day 1~

See you all there!

PS: Singaporeans please comment if you are going. >w

Big swollen on leg, can barely walk now T_T

2010-02-24T02:58:00.009+08:00

Not because this lazy ass has started to be active writing blogs... is because alot things happen these few days haha...

I injured mah leg.. like the title said.. cause today I has my first karate sparring.. xD Actually I had some basic la (from TKD lol) but I had nvr know how to spar in Karate b4, not even seen one. Sensei insisted me to make contact with opponent n spar however we want. For me who dont even know how, just simply go bash the person up. Cant even use leg much, encourage on punching (which I actually can do a very fast+powerful punch XD)

At first I partner with a malay girl, I was suppose to just do defends n she attacks. I was scared but she dare not hit me lol. I defense time already accidentally hit her mouth until her lips bleed. O_o

So after that is my turn to attack n she defends. I go all out n use my fast punch. Sensei kinda like it n later decided to let us girls to oppose the guys (cause they busy chit chat haha).
I admit I'm a lil ganas/fierce, sir said this is how we suppose to spar... more energy. In fact all 3 chinese girls in the class are 'high class' abit. The new girl is from Judo, another my friend is karate black belt 1st dan (she dint have uniform so no one knows haha), n myself lo(no need explain mine *skips*).

So i got turned to 'bash' 3 guys (all guys here newbie lol). Sir let us do it one! cause he say they're guys, just go ahead n hit. XD The last guy, the biggest size la.. So i continue to bash like the previous 2 guys. but the guy block my kick too hard liao... damn pain man.. after that i cant spar ade, hit the bone or something.. but haha, so long dint experience like this liao. so long nvr spar, n to pain like this, at least few years dint feel like this lor..

You think i'm good? Hell no! Its just i usually dont use much power, n since its diff with TKD, so its dangerous haha. That guy damn power lo, hit until my leg swollen like this. Last time i spar with girls also bruise nia, wont until so terrible one.. *sobs*

Ok now u know the situation haha... lemmie show u the 'result'.

Forgive me for being 'sampat' to measure how big the swollen is haha. cause seriously, i nvr get it swollen till this big, or at least not in 5 yrs time... 8cm x 4cm size, big right?

See the right leg there.. see the both leg shape is diff? especially right leg front part, the curve is very abnormal haha...

Seriously, my friend advice me NOT to massage it, cause it seems serious, for it to swollen until so big.. if i massage, might make it worst. So he ask me to get some massage oil + cotton and wrap with a cloth(leftover from cosplay material XD)..

This is my current leg looks like. Hopefully by afternoon later it'll be better. Cause i can barely walk now... T_T Imagine later I need to go class, climb down 4 storey staircase from my hostel n climb 3 storey up to the classroom. oTL Fortunately I only had 1 class..

Later at night if it feels better then can massage abit, but cannot touch water. >_<>

Weekend coming, needa go shopping at Melaka n go Sunway for gathering.. die lo, now walk like granny haha..at least need 3-4 days to recover man.

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update:

yesterday when i go sleep right, the leg swollen even more. It spread downward.. cant even see my ankle already. T_T

today woke up felt slightly better, cause b4 sleep, i cant even move a little, so damn painful! >_<

but still walking is very very difficult..

Video Games LIVE in Malaysia!!

2010-02-22T23:29:00.007+08:00

Woah, seriously? Another great concert in Malaysia?!

ARGH!!!#!#@^@$^#&%^($@*^

I'm so so so going to this with my bro!!!!

This time Malaysia is having the greatest Video Games concert in the whole world!

Video Games LIVE in Malaysia!!

Official website: http://www.videogameslive.com/index.php?s=info

Date: April 17, 2010
Venue: KL Convention Center, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

Ticketing: TBA COMING SOON! (approx. RM100-RM300)
Event/Orch: National Symphony Orch.

BGM/Songs from Games that they will play include:
Mario™
Zelda®
Halo®
Final Fantasy®
Warcraft®
StarCraft®
Diablo®
Sonic™
Metal Gear Solid®
Kingdom Hearts
Chrono Trigger™
Chrono Cross™
Mega Man™
Myst®
Tron
Castlevania®
Metroid®
Interactive Frogger
Interactive Space Invaders
Interactive Guitar Hero™
Interactive Donkey Kong™
Medal of Honor™
God of War™
BioShock™
Civilization IV
Tomb Raider®
Beyond Good & Evil™
Advent Rising
EverQuest® II
Mass Effect™
Shadow of the Colossus
Silent Hill™
Crysis®
Monkey Island
Earthworm Jim
Portal™
Pac-Man
Lair
Conan
Command & Conquer: Red Alert
Headhunter
Splinter Cell®
Ghost Recon™
Rainbow Six®
Jade Empire
Contra
OutRun
Gears of War
Need For Speed®: Undercover
Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix™

PS: There are a number of youtube videos on past VGL orchestra if you wanna sample what will be coming in THIS April

OMG my bro and my fav's HALO, Final Fantasy!! OMG!!! HYPER!!

Nevertheless Please all thanks to Deidara, my friend who actually requested the organizer to have VGL in malaysia. XD

Hahaha,one of the reasons they actually decided to come here was cause I bugged them about it in London and Singapore. Told them that Malaysia actually has a huge gaming community and that they should come over for a show~ -Dei-

Btw, just to warn you ya, 17th April will be the day having PCfair, so the place will be super packed with gamers, possible cosplayers, and concert-goers. Haha I wont cosplay ~~no game related costume to be exact~~

I'm going to VGL, are you? =D

MAY’N BIG☆WAAAAAVE ASIA TOUR 2010!!

2010-02-22T23:16:00.015+08:00

May'n BIG WAAAAAVE ASIA TOUR 2010 in KL!

Yes you see it right! May'n is coming to Malaysia!!! @%@#%!^#$&%^*

Official website: http://www.mayn.asia

Venue: KL Live

Date: 7 March 2010

Time: 8pm (7pm doors open)

Ticket Pricing: RM198 (outlet purchase), RM218 (at the door)

Note: It is a free standing event and is a first come, first serve basis

Ticket Sales Info: Sogo Shopping Mall KL Live (Concert Venue) & All Anime Tech Outlets in the Klang Valley and Ipoh

Those photos up there you is actually print screen from the website haha.~~and also for lazy ppl's convenient sake~~ You can have a better view at the site I attached.

Dont know who is May'n? OMG you are outdate. XD

She sang most of the songs for Macross Frontier (my fav being Lion!) and she also sang the OP for Shangri-la (I just started watching it now...) She is young but her voice is power and nice!

She is now finally make her way to Malaysia! After she have a mini concert at Singapore's AFA for the last 2 years. So what are you waiting for? Go grab the ticket NOW!

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MAY’N BIG☆WAAAAAVE ASIA TOUR AUTOGRAPH GIVEAWAY!

Not 20, not 50, but 80 autographs to be given away! Yes that’s right! Get your tickets before the 23rd of February 2010, and you could be one of the lucky ticket holders to win an autograph session with May’n!

Special Prize! What, there's more?

Yes, we are also giving away 1x 1/8 Scale Megahouse Alpha x Omega Excellent Model Series Macross Frontier Sheryl Nome to one lucky winner! More details about the figure:
http://www.megahouse.co.jp/products/fig ... index.html

The above offers is strictly available to May’n ticket holders who have purchased their tickets from one of our ticket vendors before 11:59pm on the 23/02/10.

Don’t be late! Get your tickets now!
Visit http://www.mayn.asia for purchasing details!

FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS:
Q: So what can one expect from the May’n autograph session?
A: As a winner of the lucky draw, May’n herself will give you a pre-signed autographed May’n Asia tour concert poster, and a handshake!

Q: Can I bring my own items in to be autographed?
A: No. May’n herself will give winners a pre-signed autograph poster.

Q: Are the artistes allowed to autograph any items outside of the autograph session?
A: No. The artist will only be allowed to sign autographs during these sessions.

Q: If I can buy tickets after 23/02/10 and on the day itself, why are those tickets not entitled to autograph?
A: We are treating the chance to win the autograph sessions as early bird rewards. Only tickets bought before 23/02/10 are entitled to win the autographs.

Q: Will there be any other chances to get the May’n autographs?
A: No. We are limiting this to concert attendees only.

Q: How will I know if I am the winner?
A: If you are one of the 80 winners, your 4-digit serial number will be published after 26/02/10 on the official May’n Facebook Fanpage.

For enquiries, contact info@mayn.asia

CNY super random photoshoot

2010-02-21T02:28:00.007+08:00

Thursday I went for a very random shoot with Sin, Drag n Aoi(super random tagging along from FB). You know why this shoot is so random? Cause the night before, wednesday la, Sin MSN me say wanna be their model for shoot anot. Cause this 2 guys keep nagging want to photoshoot with me very long already.. So I say, ok On On! then we randomly get a place, cosplay, costume, n time..It's just the casual Gokudera lor~

On thursday Sin came pick me, but was late 1 hour cause TAKA SLEPT IN BATHROOM FOR AN HOUR OMG.. but dropping him at Sunway, then we both go Ikea eat meatballs, meet up with Aoi. Then i want go buy a tie cause i forgot it.. go Daiso buy cheap black tie which is written as 'FUNERAL tie'. After that go Damansara pick up Drag. donno where to shoot... so simply find an alley, found place jor then go nearby Giant get change then head back n shoot. Shoot finish jor go dinner then continue drive over to Putrajaya n shoot night scene. OMG damn siao can. haha. I never have solo photoshoot with 3 photographers, n shoot at 2 very different places(very far!).. Lucky my clothings is simple and casual so its comfortable and easy. =)

Our shoot dint set time or place... damn random one haha. at first we said go Ikea shoot, then Drag was late so we change to random alley near his place. After that they say night scene at Putrajaya is nice, so I say 'want go anot?' They say dont mind, so we okok, go lor.. haha, random right?

The shoot at Putrajaya quite short n not that nice cause 2 photographers run out of batteries. So left Drag shooting there, no fun liao.. I suggest to shoot something related to CNY. So was shooting me throwing the angpaos.. I tell you ho, its so damn tiring... throwing it up is no problem, but picking it up again n again can die wei...that one shoot for at least 20+ shots. At first Sin got the shot d, then Drag want shoot also, then need throw again. T__T ended up throwing+picking angpaos around 50 times. >_<

Angpaos falling down from the sky~~

I posted this on Facebook, so sad some ppl thought the angpao is photoshopped in. *CRIES* The angpaos are REAL, NOT photoshopped in.. T__T

The chinese character on angpao is actually GOLD colour, but due to the angle it looks like black. I guess that's y the angpao near my shoulder looks like being burn. but actually it should be due to the flash light reflecting the golden word on angpao. With a slower shutter then it drags longer lor..my teory la. XD And also so COINCIDENTALLY all angpao facing the same side OMG.. talk about luck man... and the floor right behind me became POND already. Drag says it is the pond of fortune woh~ XDDD

Was suppose to JUMP while throwing them, but after few tries think it is bad idea so I just stand there... Drag has a different shoot where I kneel on ground, need wait him for the photo.

But very sad la due to some reason we called off the shoot earlier and dint manage to catch the shoot at the bridge. All in all it was super fun and enjoying... first time having shoot like this. Summore shoot from afternoon till night (ok i'm quite sampat cause i dont have much shoot at all).

Next day, I suppose to go movie marathon alone, then Drag n Sin wants to tag along, ~~n also drag's gf~~. So we meet up at Mid Valley but only watch Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief. cause other movies' review not good. The movie is good! go watch it haha. Also met up with Aoi ~~which Drag n Sin keep saying is my bf like WTF i only know him on thursday..~~ to get photos from him.. cause he leaving to NZ on sunday liao. We have Sushi Zanmai ~~which the guys dont like sob..~~ then Sin sent me back Uni..

The CNY hols ended with some randomly added on fun... now time to jiong assignments.. test coming soon too. OMG >_<

CNY came and going off..

2010-02-21T01:52:00.005+08:00

Soon CNY hols will end... then its the horrible time to rush assignments and test. OMG...

Neways, like I said earlier in the previous post, I'm back to Uni on Wed. Room was full of CNY cookies my mom got for me. Seriously man.. the amount of cookies my mom gave me enough for me to open a party already...

See how many of them? Oh god i donno how long to finish it haha... I already substitude few meals eating the cookies, not even able to finish that tin of cookies on the far right with purple cover. (The DOMO-kun & Ginger bread man is NOT edible haha)

Was watching 5 centimeters per second few hours ago... cause my bro said is nice.. But after watch finish I dont understand... My bro said I'm STUPID thats why I dont understand.. T_T After everything finish, after the ending song, only I realise its all about the same guy in different age stages and different encounter. Perhaps I'm really stupid haha.. but nevertheless, the art and details are amazing man... so nice!

I probably watching it again so I can understand better. XDDD

Now listening「医龍 Team Medical Dragon」OST, cause I just only copied them to my PC from my Ex-HDD. Watched this drama end of last year, really really love the soundtrack. and some of them is very dramatic n emotional.. sob sob. Really like it! Oh yea, it is a japanese drama about doctors and mainly talking bout surgery. The lead actor damn cool one.. you guys should watch it! got 2 season, but I think 1st one story nicer. 2nd one is surgery more epic.

CNY & Valentine's day approaching...

2010-02-10T15:28:00.004+08:00

Do you already have your plan, activities for these 2 celebration? =D

Ya know, everyone in the class is discussing when are they going home, going where and stuff. Me? I'll stay at Uni till this Saturday, then I'll head up to KL to meet my parents. I think the Uni will be dead quiet on Friday... ^^; Everyone's home already, minus those foreigners (but I bet they're hanging out too).

Not able to go home for CNY like every other colleagues, not having valentine to celebrate the day of the year. haha, somehow I felt a little sad la. I dint even have the chance to go home help mom clean the house, decorate the house, shop for CNY clothings. I wouldn't even get to see how my house looks like after the decorations done. T___T

Right now it seems that I have NO plans for the CNY week yet. People ask me go up Ipoh, down to Melaka and even Singapore. Why no one invite me to hang out at KL one? T__T No photoshoot I can join meh? Or open house leh~

I think I go for movie marathon and look at the happy couple, family shopping at shopping mall.. Then play some VERY SAD songs on my violin & cello. Cause I never found any CNY songs to play, the only one I had is Chirstmas songs lol. Watch animes, remake props, do assignments.

I ish SAD desu. Single and Desperate and sedih. X'D

Piercing

2010-02-04T11:57:00.003+08:00

I realise once I start writing back, the usual readers are coming to read so I better continue to write more hehe... ^^;

So, last weekend I finally went to pierce 2 more earrings on both side of my ears. This is actually my second time pierce. The first time I had was when I'm about grade 1 or 2. But because I dont wear any earrings usually, most of my friend dint know I already had piercings. *fails*

I had always wanted to pierce more since early last year, but I keep missing the chance whenever I'm back home holiday. And when I'm finally got chance, the stall my mom insist they had the service actually dont have it. >_> So I missed it again.

When I'm back Uni, I go annoy Sam since I heard they want to pierce for CNY too. The week before last weekend, Sam and I pass by the shop but I wasnt ready so I cowardly give a pass. Then last week, I finally get it done! Mainly because Sam went to pierce first, then I'm ready to do it after her... Seriously had to thank her for taking the first step, otherwise I would have gone home regretting it again. Dx

Hmm, it does felt a little sting on the first night, but the next day I could barely feel I had just pierced the day before. Actually 1 of the reason why I'm so afraid is the aftermath. When I was young, I had infection after I pierce, and my mom need to buy real gold earrings to stop that. Right now, it seems ok so far, no itchiness or pain. *touch wood*

Wait for the wound to recover then I cant wait to change earrings. XD Hopefully before next cosplay event (GACC) at March it's completely cure, otherwise I have to cosplay with earrings. Dx WHY THE CHARACTERS I COSPLAY DONT WEAR EARRINGS!! T___T

Chinese New Year plans..

2010-02-03T18:39:00.003+08:00

Alot people ask me why I'm not going home for CNY and I had to explain it everytime... orz So I better announce it so I no need to repeat again and again..

So well yea, for the 3rd year this time, I'm NOT going back to my hometown to celebrate CNY. My parents will be coming down, my bro going up and we all will meet up at KL and head to Genting for that few days. It has became a trend and our CNY destination for these few years. We're merely there to escape the crowd and have a relaxed holiday with the family. (We dont even go to the theme park and all, just stay at Awana hotel..)

Usually during these days(I can predict cause it's always the same) we'll have steamboat, mahjong, swimming and even made 'tang yuan'. This is how we holiday at Genting, mainly just for the breezing weather...

As for why I'm not going home, its because my mom said it'll be packed taking bus home, and having trouble coming back to Uni so rejected it... 3 years ago before I came to KL to study, my bro actually reach home midnight on the reunion night. Hence when I go far to study, instead of waiting my bro and I to come back, my parents came down. So now you get the reason? I'm graduating soon and my bro is graduating this year too, so I hope after this year I can celebrate back home, finally...

However, another sad thing bout not going home is that, I'm having a week long holidays (cause everyone applied leave and thus lecturers decided to cancelled whole week's classes), but I'm already back Uni at the 4th day.. So I basically has nothing to do. For most of us here, it is 1 week holiday, including the foreigners even they dont celebrate CNY. I wonder what I can do here alone with this empty Uni that time..

I'm meeting up my parents on Saturday, 13th Feb and will be back Uni on following Wednesday, 17th Feb. I have around 5 days left with nothing to do (I too want to enjoy the holiday without head-aching for assignment Dx). Anyone has open house, cosplay photoshoot or gathering I can join along? T___T

CNY decoration with Gokudera dynamites?

2010-01-23T00:17:00.006+08:00

Ah, Chinese new year is coming soon.. right now, it is exactly 3 weeks away. i was wondering how i want to decorate my hostel this year... Last year i just decorate it the midnight b4 i head out to meet my parents for CNY lol.. Last year I was writting some 'Chun Lian'(chinese couplets), making some angpao fishes and little lantern for deco.

This year i was thinking why dont I make some smaller dynamites, Gokudera style and hang it at the door...

...and of course the dynamite will be make flammable. XD

My proud dynamite production. XD Took this when I was testing the effect, the very first time I making the dynamites for Gokudera, back at 3 days before Cosfest 2009.

And this is when it is being used at GACC 2009. XD

As for CF2009 I had upgraded my dynamites from just pouring out sparkles into real exploding dynamites. Although the exploding power is very very little. Not enough to even kill a cat. XD

So for the CNY dynamites I gonna make it using the one explode-able...

I hope no one go lit it up and baaannnngggg....LOL

You think good idea? :D

New year cosplay resolution

2010-01-21T23:05:00.002+08:00

New year, new resolution for my cosplay plans~~

I'm proud to announce that 2010 year will be a shota year... XD

1. This year will ONLY consists shota characters from me. I dont consider myself chibi (although i have chibi body size Dx), so I consider those as shota. XD

2. Male crossplays again. NO FEMALE COSPLAY SORRY KTHXBAI. I'm just not fit as a girl la.. dont want spoilt your MOE characters~

3. Better poses. I sucks n very stiff. orz

4. Better quality props.. still sucks at making props.. and that my props are usually very small ppl hardly realize ^^; Oh my that reminds me to redo my Gokudera cannon for the 3rd time..

5. MORE functional props! like i always did...

6. MORE dynamites! fcuk ya. =D

7. MORE photoshoot! T__T My awesome 20 ppl full group VK team doesnt have photoshoot OMG.. and up till now I dont have any photoshoot for the costumes i owned...

8. Slim down... flappy arms n fabs orz...burn them off! Exercise!!

9. Join Singapore and oversea events more. AFA !

10. Meet more foreign cosplayers!

11. More GARR cosplay. although my cosplay line dont do big props or armour. but i will surprise u guys with another way. XD

12. Attend Comic Fiesta on friday again.. (for set up actually lols)

13. Torture cosplayers 'when the time comes'. You had been warned. >:D

14. Get more foreigners to attend CF! =)

Cosplay plan 2010-2011:
Shotas ~~and maybe mascot~~ cosplay.
Again not revealing what until i actually gotten my costume n finished my props.. ^^;
Having my final year in Uni so I most probably will be inactive until CF.

My proud flammable dynamites. XD

Sample of the shota character I did before~

However, I dont really have confident in doing shota.. Usually shotas are quite cute character... It has been very long since I did cute character, I wonder can I pull them off again like I did in my earlier days cosplaying..

ORZ Shotas has pika-pika, watery eyes! Needa change my makeup style to suit it...and my chubby face...not so nice for shota la.. T___T

Reviving blog~

2010-01-19T22:30:00.002+08:00

Opps, it has been 3 months I never blog ever since i came back from the HK-SZ-MC trip lol... I'm terribly sorry to all my readers. T__T

Basically October-Dec was quite terrible for me, for studies especially. I was living in fear for that 3 months about how my parents react on my result lol. That's why I was pretty stressed that whole semester. Luckily things goes better than I expected and I had move on on my life and final year for my degree. Many things, events happened during my absent in this blog. I attended few events, and COMIC FIESTA 2009 too.

CF09 was quite terrible for me, probably because this is the first time I ever join CF as a committee member. Unable to meet 90% of my friends, no time to relax and join the event peacefully, working, running for the event is tiresome. I finally understand how it feels to be a comm in CF. It is really a serious business(literally).

You are busy for the whole year planning things, and at the final month, everything must kick of and execute. A day before event need set up, packing over thousands of door gifts. By the event day itself, you already half dead. Day 2 you are completely knock off. But I'm glad i helped up and it is really a good experience for me and I had decided to stay and help for another year. (I was very tired after day 2 and thought:'I will NOT gonna help up again 2010, freaking tired!! but i changed my mind lol)

In fact during CF i already felt a lil sick, and PLUS with the cat Uri that goes with my Gokudera cosplay, i gotten even sick. YES I AM ALLERGY TO MY OWN CAT. *fails* I was sneezing the whole day.. oh god. Right after I went home holiday for semester break, I sick for a total of 10 days, just the day I came back to college..

Haha alright enough~ I'll try to update my blog more.. =D

Ready, Set, Go! HK-ShengZhen-Macau backpack trip 7-15 Oct

2009-10-06T13:15:00.005+08:00

Yep yep, SOMEONE going for a 9 days backpack trip with her uncle, bro and mom. ~~and it happens on my short sem, taking leave for trip, i'm just EPIC. orz~~

I'm flying off to Hong Kong in 16 hours time. Later I'll go out and fly home first, cause its a direct flight from Penang. Amazing thing is that I'm still blogging here, I havent pack anything to bring home, although my mom will pack the cloth for me.

Hmm, I not sure how enjoy I am for this trip as I had found out my result yesterday (read previous entry). Yesterday tried to reach darling many times but couldnt get tru. Finally at 1am (today literally) she called back and we talked abit. Nothing much, just trying to find someone to talk to. You see, I'm having a trip 2mrw, supposingly to be anticipated, but the result strikes me hard. I couldnt find Sam since she must be tired after work and that she had her own problem too, I cant possibly bother her. So neways, Shio and I had quite a long talk, mainly is my rant and emo. I'm glad she willing to listen to me even she had just finished her practise/meeting and was tired. *hugs* Anata ga hontouni aishiteru yo! Boku wa no koibito AITAI! =D

No, I'm straight. She's just a close friend of mine and we play and 'play' alot. >:D

Ok sorry I'm writting stuff like those. So later i'm going off. I'm having my HK flight at 6am 2mrw. We'll mainly go to 3 places as the title written.

First stop is Hong Kong for 3 days, and will be at the Disneyland (gosh the entrace fee!). Gonna buy WIGS there too! and shop for ACG merchandise. Thanks alot to Paperrockstar, Cappy and Solomon for giving me some tips and guidelines. =) If not I also wont be able to know where to get those things. Just hopefully they got the colour I want. ~~My mom wants to buy wigs too. >_>~~

I so gonna get at least 2 new wigs for myself, and help my group to buy wigs. Then i gonna shop for ACG merchandise, buy boots, shirts, jackets! X3 ~~Of course part of it will be for cosplay *shhh* and part is for myself lor~~

I also heard from Shiro, Miychi, xrys and Lunaengrey that on 10th Oct will have an ACG event at Kowlong. I really wish I can make it there, although I wont be cosplaying, but I might able to bump into xrys and maybe Lina too, as well to witness HK ACG scene. X3 But I heard my mom said, we're staying at Kowlong for 3 days, 4th day which is the event day we'll head to Sheng Zhen already! O_o My goodness no! I wanna go la!!

Ok so 2nd stop and supposingly 4th day should be at Sheng Zhen for 3 days. Then we'll head to Macau for the last 3 days. Our backpack trip is usually sight-seeing and food trip. Hopefully I wont become FAT after 9 days. Will be land down at Penang from Macau on 15th Oct, 10.30am flight.

Oh yea before I forgot, just to make things clear. I have NO obligation to help YOU to shop for YOUR stuff. You need to understand we also got our own shopping list to do. The wigs, I'm buying them since it's my group and I think choosing it on the spot wont make you buy the wrong colour. However, I'll definitely get some souvenir for my closer friends here. =D

Well, thats all for now, gotta go pack up ade lol, later forgot stuff then die lor~ I'll try to on9 my facebook and do some mini live report if i can get internet access. Ciao!

PS: Will be bringing the Domo I bought with Shio(she also has one) to HK and do Domo channel. Sam will know what I mean. XD

Starts new sem with emoness?

2009-10-05T12:30:00.002+08:00

Blog cause someone -> *LKW* is complaining I not updating my blog so here I am~ XD
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Yea, I emo-ed when i having semester break at my home(right after i reach penang), and i emo-ed on first day of the new semester. What the hell is this? T_T

Story to be tell, and updates on my 'missing days'. XD Well, I right after my final exam, the next day(12 sept) I kena kidnapped by my parents to Melaka. Meet with my bro there and have a dinner together. Spend a day there.

Next day (13 sept) head up to Genting Highland Hotel for a day there. It was quite hard for me cause on this very same day my 'darling' Shiomaru is joining the Anicom Singing competition and I couldnt make it. Jeez I should have tell my parents to drop me at Time Square then I go support my dar, stay a night at Sam's house, next day get my parents to fetch me back. Ok so Shio joining the competition, alot of her supporter and fans were there, except me. So you should understand how I feel, its so near but yet its so far! T_T She even vomited before the competition, luckily the acid never affected her throat. I get Sam to call me and 'hear' her singing live tru phone, but the line wasnt good so it is very lagging.. Even i'm not at the scene, even i'm at Genting, I felt the pressure and tension, funny. Then later Sam sent me a msg i'll nvr delete it: "Guess what, Shio won!". I was so trilled Shio won champion with RM1000 in her pocket. XD Congrats my darling! *although i know she wont read this* But then I felt sad again cause as her 'wife' I couldnt be there to cheer up, shout out and hug her ~~not forgetting I also promised to give her a kiss if she won~~. Well, that kiss is purely just to calm her down, give her some motivation and award her for her effort. X3 Alright so at that night we talked on phone lor, for quite a long time, cause i too happy for her jor. XD

Next day we move down to Awana Genting, continue for 2 more nights there. Went swimming for only first day thou, cause 2nd day rained. Well, when we're at genting for holidays, we trully are! We just go there to chill up, refreshes ourself with the breezing weather there. No theme park, no gambling(except my dad), no night life. ^^;

On 16 sept, wednesday, I finally back my hometown, Penang. People all thought I'm already home after exam, I'm off for holiday, but not home yet, LOL. When I reach there, I realize I left my retainer at Awana. >_> So I very emo lor, my mom blame me for not remembring it. But that time she was taking the stuff in toilet and she saw it. I better attach a convo so it's easier.

Me: Erm, do you help me take my retainer at the hotel there?

Mom: No, dont tell me you left it there?!

Me: Yea

Mom: How come you cant even remember to bring your own stuff back, you expect me to help you take is it?

Me: But you saw it in the toilet right?

Mom: Yea

Me: Then if I were to bring it myself, you could at least just say out and remind me. Its not like i'm happy i left it there.

Seriously, she could have just remind me man. I admit i did do a check up b4 leave the hotel, but the light is off i cant see it, the retainer is so small. Dx

When I reached home I make tons of call just to get tru the right operator. and 2 hours later they had found it. Lucky my dad's friend is also going Awana so can help me collect it. Phew. Was so emo i scared they couldnt find it or they had thrashed it.

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Ok, today have my first day of my new sem, also my 5th sem, final year. Go classes and woah, the schedule is scary man, since its a short sem, all lectures are double in a week. Then after class at 12pm I went to apply leave, cause SOMEBODY is flying off to HK on wednesday. Its a short sem, only 7 weeks classes. I took 1 week holiday, literally missed 3 weeks worth of class. Arent me EPIC? Ok so i went to my Dean and get my result first, then get approval from her for my leave. The news said by her let me totally out of mood for my trip man...

Ya know, I hate accounts alot, and I'm also suck at it, that's why i choose over Marketing than Accounting. Last semester i finally finished my Finance paper, which I thought i can finally have my final year without account related subject. THEN, I actually FAILED the subject, she said I need to RETAKE this subject. Sucks man, dah la the lecturer is ahembadahem, I have to repeat my hatred subject on January. I actually did quite ok for the writting paper thou, the marketing and research paper. But account is something if you wrong, zero marks straight. Its all formula and rules, no sympathy marks. Dx My mood totally flushed down.

So I guess I might wont be able to finish my studies next year Sept as planned. Means delayed lor, because of this subject. and there might be some even worst news, I hope its all ok. >_<>

Happy belated Birthday Gokudera!

2009-09-10T15:55:00.005+08:00

Just felt like doing an entry for him. =3

Well OK I know it is yesterday, but then I having exam mar, so now doing (oik, like you dont have exam 2mrw!)

Yesterday morning 5.30am only i sleep, suppose to wake up at 7am and continue chew the Advertising & Promotion textbook, but i forgot to change the alarm from 6am to 7am.. So it rang at 6am, of course i turn it off for not getting enuf sleep yet...so i continue to dooze off...until i woke up at 8.30am,look at the clock, hmm 8.30am alright...just right before i doze of again, i realize i totally overslept! Immediately jump off the bed. XD

So I continue to eat the pages and head off for exam at 1.30pm. Thank god its in the afternoon.

We were given 100% (50% overall in this subject) to write about Google and Internet! You will never know how hard to write about them. ;A;

Actually i more focus on this chapter cause it is at the later part of the text book and i'm reading from the back LOL. But I dont think i can score cause i never finished the last question which has 30%! Screw UK for giving us all this theory papers with only 2 hours! Last time we have 3 hours paper.. T___T

Oh yea, i'm totally out of topic. XD As title said, yesterday is Gokudera's Birthday, as a Goku cosplayer myself, i decided to do something for him. Did a MEME on my Deviantart too. And yep, manage to get it done~ ( http://w4n1n0k0.deviantart.com/journal/27103767/ ) Since i'm still having exam, the 'yummy' photo of Gokudera will have to wait until my paper finish 2mrw, and prepare and snap it and shop it. X'D

Ah forgot to mention, is it because i'm Gokudera cosplayer, i'm having a pretty bad stomachache in the morning before my exam... Until I have to eat medicine to cure it. Or is it i smell my nee-chan's POISON COOKING? orz

OK, i think i have mood to study my exam now... Research ah research, Gokudera stripe to study how to complete CAI stuff... i also need to study and research too...Tomorrow's paper: Marketing Research... another horrible subject with crazy points for little writting. Either pass with flying in the cloud nine or fail badly. T_T

Gotta go study, will update when my exam finishes tomorrow!

Good or Bad, hard to say!

2009-08-27T19:38:00.002+08:00

This is a great story sent by a friend of mine, read it throught! =D

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Once upon a time, there was a king. The king liked one of his followers very much because he was very wise and always gave very useful advice. Therefore the king took him along wherever he went.

One day, the king was bitten by a dog, the finger was injured and the wound was getting worse. He asked the follower if that was a bad sign. The follower said, Good or bad, hard to say'. In the end, the finger of the king was too bad that had to be cut. The king asked the follower again if that was a bad sign. Again, the follower gave the same answer, 'Good or bad, hard to say'. The king became very angry and sent the follower to prison.

One day, the king went hunting in the jungle. He got excited when he was on the chase of a deer. Deeper and deeper he went inside the jungle. In the end he found himself lost in the jungle. To make thing worse, he got captured by the native people lived inside the jungle.

They wanted to sacrifice him to their god. But when they noticed that the king had one finger short, they released him immediately as he was not a perfect man anymore and not suitable for sacrifice. The king managed to get back to his palace after all. And he finally understood the follower's wise quote, 'Good or bad, hard to say'. If he hadn't lost one finger, he could have been killed by the native people.

He ordered to release the follower, and apologized to him. But to the king amaze, the follower was not mad at him at all. Instead, the follower said, 'It wasn't a bad thing that you locked me up.' Why? Because if the king hadn't locked the follower up, he would have brought the follower along to the jungle. If the native found that the king was not suitable, they would have used the follower. Again, the quote 'Good or bad, hard to say' stands.
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The moral of the story:
Everything that happens in this world, there is no absolute good or bad. Sometimes good things turned out to be bad things eventually, while bad things become a gain.

Whatever good things that happen to you, enjoy it, but don't have to hold too tight to it, treat it as a surprise in your life.Whatever bad things that happen to you, don't have to feel too sad or despair, in the end, it might not be a total bad thing after all..

If one can understand this, he or she will find life much easier.

Simple cheap lunch meal

2009-08-25T13:19:00.012+08:00

My first food journal woot! sorry if it doesnt looks good. XD

Have been wanted to make my blog more entertaining but always ended up emo LOL. So from now on I'll mix both personal + informative journal. *changes the subtitle of the blog~*

Ok, so I was asking what should I go along with my bread for lunch over at Facebook a moment ago. So I get feedback over for tuna and mushroom soup. So I'll have tomato tuna go with my bread + mushroom soup. Oh before I forget, my kiwi icecream. >:D

I rarely write blog so instantly, but because I trying to tease my friend at States now, which is 1.30am now, ~~to make her dripping sliva while sleeping. XD~~

Now for pictures that I hope to make you mouth-watery. Bwahahahaha~

This is the 'ice cream' I told you about. XD Actually it is just a normal kiwi who got frozen up that all. My hostel's fridge is very weird. =_=
Yea, I love to eat yellow kiwi, it is definitely sweeter and also more expensive too. Oh my moneh~ oTL

Kiwi from Zespri, it is really nice! =)

Coincidently my knife is also KIWI brand LOL. Cutting kiwi using kiwi knife. XD

My main course --> BREAD with tomato tuna~ oishi desu! =3

My dessert mushroom soup~ *still on my table now, drinking slowly~ *gulp gulp*

And lastly, a picture specially dedicate for you(just taken it), an emoticon for you Ren, don't be sad, cheers! =) The whole blog is specially written for you actually LOL.

Hope ya guys like my first food journal! I'll write more delicious one next time! =)

GACC Plans + Uber tight schedule

2009-08-10T15:16:00.007+08:00

MMU Melaka, Malaysia's 2nd biggest and very happening event GACC is going to be held this weekend. EPICness within.

However i had received and noticed several ppl cancelling the trip due to H1N1. Probably reason because Melaka is quite heavily infected with those virus.

Furthermore, without seiyuu coming to the event this year, people wont really missed out alot this year. Thus it makes more ppl deciding not to go. But GACC has always been EPIC, be it with or without seiyuu. We're going to enjoy the event not forcing urself to go. What's the point if they bringing a seiyuu but u dont even know right? If it is, its more like DaiCon already. GACC is a very warm and happening event where ppl and cosplayers get to have fun and gathering, as simple as that.

But i cant cancel cause i needa meet up my bro, pass his stuff and get my MONEH back(helped him buy book), bus ticket and accommodation paid, costume make. X'D And it is also gonna be last event gathering with my friends that are flying oversea for studies. So i need to make it! And also another 'reason'. You will probably know on GACC itself. ah, i had just been confirmed that i have something else to do on GACC too. haiz~ seriously got tied up already. T_T

Now gets on my tight schedule :
Mon :
Just now class ends 1 hour earlier, 5pm badminton, 7.30pm tkd? i heard class closed already. Help Sam help...i scared i cant do that kick. =_=
Night assignment

Tues:
Class 8-12pm, assignment, 7-9.30pm Toastmasters meeting, more assignments

Wed :
Sleep in the morning and chiong assignments, skipping class at 3-5pm since nothing to teach already. I'm so glad he actually postponed the test to monday, at least we can focus on the other assignment properly. night 7.30pm go class for practise of that ridiculous kick?

Thurs :
8-10am class, continue one last chance for assignment b4 5pm. Hand in assignment ade then 5-7pm meeting and briefing of the GACC trip. Go back, chiong props, wig cutting, research on poses and make up on character.

Fri :
Morning is pack-up(which i think will last for 10 mins again), gonna chiong and touch up my Goku cosplay propsSSS. Afternoon head down to Melaka with my club members. Meet bro(dinner mayb?), get into MMU do stuff.

Sat :
Should be getting back midnight on fri and head back sat early morning to help up. Then only i slowly go prepare my cosplay.

Sun :

Help up + cosplay. Night back college, should reach around midnight too? Damn tired ade, donno how to study for test. T_T
Mon: 8-12pm class, 1pm is the TEST! *dies*

GACC cosplays :
Day 1 : Suzaku Kururugi from Code Geass, uniform version
Group : Duo with my ~~MENTALLY DISORDER~~ Lelouch ~~(liek really, IRL. Dont RAEP me!)~~
Note : gonna practise the ridiculous spin kick of his. but wont be doing on left leg since i'm a right leg right hand person. 2 months no training, hope i can resume the fitness.. Kick is easy, but jumping + kick is another matter. later i slip and fell, Lelouch gonna laugh at me. /gg
Note 2 : Hmm, actually its pretty tension for me to cosplay someone that is so POPULAR and highly recognizeable by anime fans. I really scared to spoilt ppl's fandom. but i'll try my best to cosplay him properly, ~~with the epic stoned face~~ with my Lelouch ~~and cracking sadistic smiles with him LOL~~

Day 2: Gokudera Hayato from KHR, Sistema CAI version (again =_= )
Group : mini group same like cosfest, but i think got 1 more fella, noisy one
Note 1 : Dynamites alert! New exploding paowah! *yosh* Hope i wont be blacklist from the event. Gotten some new exploding stuff from friend. Its very tiny only, about 1 inch length, but my friend said the sound is loud and its dangerous, liek really. Gonna test run the power b4 GACC to see the potential harmful scope for this.
Note 2 : seriously NO IMPROVISE on props! like, seriously no time lor. but FYI, after GACC, i'll DISPART EVERYTHING from my skull cannon and improvise it to the EXTREME!(no its not a word from my mouth,damn ryouhei). Every other parts of the props will be fully improvise and it is really going to be EPIC. 8D ahemfunctionableskullcannonanddangerousd ynamitesahem 8D

Just now was chatting with Dei, suddenly we got very random LOL. Chatlog as below:

me: more dynamites paowah on gacc. >D

dei: oh

dei: bring

dei: plentyyyy

me: this time's might be dangerous

dei: lets get dangerous

dei: "pipe bomb!"

dei: waniiii go cosplay Zoey

dei: PIPE BOMBS here

me: melaka is highly infected by h1n1, we are to protect gacc, pipe bombs here!

dei: T-virus

dei: We masuk Resident Evil

dei: LAWL

me: then get an umbrella, umbrella company from RE

dei: then randomly
dei: sing umbrealla.

dei: Ella ella elaa

me: epic sial, we're so random

dei: hahahah

I'm very brain cracking, dei was also very random. XD

Well, hope everything goes well, H1N1 goes down. Lets go bombard GACC!

CosFest VIII Event Trip Coverage - Part 2

2009-08-08T04:52:00.009+08:00

And so the EPIC journey continues...

======First Day at SG======
Day 2, 10th July 2009, FRIDAY

I slept at 5.30am, Allen woke me up at 6.45am. Quickly wash up, clean up and head out at 7.00am. Yes, my bus is 7.30am. That time i'm still having quite a bad headache due to the alchohol. 1 hour sleep obviously cant clear off the aftermath well.

We're both quiet in the car, but in our heart there is this tension going on whether or not i will MISS another transport again. There is a slight traffic jam but lucky it isnt terrible. I reached Pudu at 7.25am. Without grabbing a breakfast for myself, since my stomach aint feeling fell, i quickly get into the platform. The bus is already there, got up and 5 mins later, it took off.

I'm off to SG by bus ALONE and FIRST TIME. I grabbed my sleep on the bus sitting on the very first row. The bus stopped at Johor around 10am and i grabbed a simple bread + choco milk to fill my stomach. I was so scared i did puke due to the aftermath and rushing around earlier.

~~fuck i want to write coding and i lost 9 paragraphs, need rewrite again fuck~~

At 12.25pm reached Johor's Custom checkpoint. I'm glad i dint get lost since this is my first time being there lol. The place is very big and nice. 8D Took abit of pics and hop back the bus.

Around 12.35pm reaches Woodlands Custom checkpoint. YAY i'm finally at Singapore!!

But if you think my epic journey ends here, you are so darn WRONG. Its only the beginning. LOL

So i follow ppl and get into the checkpoint, dint know i need to fill the embarking form so go and did one. Took some time over here as I donno how to fill them. T_T Then went to declair and scan luggage, get out there to the bus stop. Most passengers drop off at Woodlands, but Allen said the bus will also go to Beach Road, so i suppose to hop it up again. To my surprise, i think i witnessed my bus took off.

HOW? my bus LEFT ME. T__T

Luckily Sg's transportation system is super efficient and user friendly. That time was around 1pm. I hop on the bus stated Queens Road. Bus fare is $1 but all i had is $5 bill. Luckily i get a kind girl to exchange some coins for me. So i was happy get on a bus to my destination. Allen told me Beach Road is near Bugis and taught me how to get there on a map. So i started to sight seeing in the bus. Ya know, the first thing i realize in SG is that the school uniform is of various colours! 8D I saw brown, green, blue, purple, etc colour. And i think i saw nurse type uniform for secondary student.

Haha, yea, by now i think some of you realize something.. YES, i took the WRONG bus LOL. oTL half way tru in the bus i realize it is Queens Road bus i took, not Beach Road. argh~ *&%$#@!

A little panic i am, dropped off at Queens Road station. Looking around i found Harbour Front station so without any hesitation i hop on it. $1.90 but since i dont have coins so its $2 for me. The journey is very very long, it took me around 1 hour to reach Harbour Front. Meanwhile i discovered Convent stuents! (haha, i'm always hype up on discovering other Convent students XD)

Upon arriving at Harbour Front bus station around 2.30pm, i have no idea where i'm suppose to go and that Sam told me they're at Marche eating. So i look around and took the bridge and croosover to the opposite buildings. I saw Star Cruise Virgo!! Star Cruise had stopped stopping at Malaysia for years now. T__T Ok, continue i shall. When the bridge finished, i came to this junction: left to Harbour Front centre and right to some office thingi place. I think there is a higher chance Sam should be in the Centre so i went left. So i randomly walk and found the info counter, but no directory so i SOS-ed Sam. I texted her since i cant call without roaming, can only text. "I reached already, saved me."

Yea, my mouth is full with gold that i'm so shy to ask where Marche is located lol. 15 mins later SW called me where was I. I was actually at Harbour Front MRT entrance, but apparently they're at Vivo city's MRT entrance. 10 mins later i finally saw familiar faces! \(*_*)/ SW and Shio came pick up this pathetic lost child at the corner. T__T

So SW guide me back to Marche. Actually i really donno how to get there myself, seeing there are actually several elevator ride and few turnings.

At 3.00pm sharp i finally joined back my gang! YAY. But that time i'm so so blur due to the culture shock, half speed faster elevator and the things happened since Woodlands. SW said its actually quite amazing i can take bus all alone and arrive here without getting lost, for a first timer visitor. I'm so blur i donno what to talk that time. Shio called it "International Roaming" not activated yet. LOLOL.

When i arrived they're almost finish eating thou, so i basically just helping them to eat up the extra food there. A Polar puff SW got me, a piece of remaining Pizza, and Pizza Kun rice pizza(sorry SW i dint eat it in the end ><)
Actually the food there quite expensive lol so i also dont dare to eat. SW bring me ordered a Rosti, but i nvr go get it since they get me food already lol. Funny thing SW said:

SW: no no, you need go get it, cause that chef CAN recognize ur face one ar~
me: oh, ok (still having trouble for international roaming)

but in the end we dint go get it, then i ask her..

me: if i dint get it, isnt the chef gonna recognize me?
SW: Nevermind one, the chef CANT recognize you one~ so many ppl around..just sneak out later me: arent you said earlier he CAN?

LOL. she is so contradic la. XDDD

After that we head up and take abit of pics around Vivo City. ~~We went to see sea.~~ Then we went nearby the harbour where we can see the Sentosa opposite us. We sit down at the bench of wooden floor there and enjoying the sea wind. Crazy girl Shio did crazy stuff and start singing there~ Took some pic b4 we head back into Vivo City. We went to Daiso! Always $2 =3 Actually it is slightly cheaper in SG. The exchange rate makes it RM4.92 only while Malaysia's Daiso is RM5, 8 cents cheaper LOL. We also went to Discovery, inside got alot of nice jacket(yes i'm quite of a jacket/vest fanatic XD)

Around 5.30pm, we go to MRT and head back to Tampines to find Shiro while SW go back Jurong and Chris back to Little India to his hotel. The MRT here is super efficient! its 3 - 4 mins per train, the frequency is around 4 or 5 times more than Malaysia, and that it is very on time. We reach Tampines quite early so we sat there waiting for Shiro. One thing about MRT in SG is that it is so frequent to the point when the last passenger steps on the elevator, another train arrives. After 10 mins when we're ready to leave the platform, we spotted the passenger is getting less and faster get on it when the next train arrives. (Damn sampat here lol) EXACTLY the last passenger get on elevator the train arrives, super accurate man~

We waited around 15 mins when Shiro finally arrives about 6.40pm. His hair was much shorther compare to last year December when he came to Comic Fiesta and stayed with us (and this is how we know each other. XD) From there we walked to his apartment (forgot which block ade), his house is at 12th floor LOL. But very windy at the balcony there and you can overlook Tampines MRT station and Tampines mall from there.

We settled down, bathed then went out catch our dinner. We had chicken rice, not bad. =3
Then we headed back and start chiong-ing props finally. Sam and Shio were styling her Lambo wig while i making the 'flames' for my Gokudera's 5 rings. Sam also help me sew + tape my blue shirt then dozzed off. Shio helped me touch up the boxes and clip all of them on the white stripes. Cause i need ppl to help me pin them up and measurer the length of the stripes. We finished 2 rows of boxes at 1am. I finished making the buckle head of my white belt while Shio help me to make the skull cannon's flame. Shio took some pics of Sam sleeping then dozzed off too at 2am. I was sewing the red belts/stripes on the Skull Cannon and add some details on the cannon. Shiro went out around 12.30am to meet some friend. By the time i sleep, i think around 3.00am or later, he hasnt back yet.

=======Part 1 finished, part 2 continues another entry=======
Another long entry~ Really gonna make several parts of it haha~ O_o Another 1.6k words just for Day 1. =_=
This time is from 4.50am till 7.10am

CosFest VIII Event Trip Coverage - Part 1

2009-08-08T00:00:00.005+08:00

Coverage for the EPIC CosFest trip, liek, FINALLY, after almost a MONTH. oh Gosh~ *slaps head*

ok, i'm giving myself excuse by slacking away from my assignment. I'm so so die LOL.

Ok, lets start it off SLOWLY, yea, the whole trip is so epic i think i will write 3 parts of it on separate days, i'll see how it goes~

I'll start by crediting people who makes this trip epic and the success of cosplaying Gokudera.

======CREDITS======
-Yee Ling and Ah San for chiong-ing the props together with me. >_<><
-Allen who saves me from planting mushrooms ALONE at Seremban bus station at 12am, sending me around and get me on bus to SG. ><
-Shiro who is so kind to accomodate us 4 girls. You saves us alot of money! Thanks! ~~and also let me sneak viewing those photoshoot pics~~ =)
-Deidara who follows me around at CF day 1 to scare ppl with my dynamites. XD
-Jesuke who willing to take pic with me. You make my day. >_<
-Lynn and Lenneth who take pic with me 8D
-Lynn who are able to recognize my name (i sounded pathetic here but i'm actually surprise she does know my name, n i still wonder how~ LOL)
-Adam who borrows me his lighter + free cigarrete
-Sotong who takes pictures of our trio (sorry to both you and Adam that i couldnt accompany you guys enough Dx)
-Shan Wen who tours us around ~~and also get lost~~, help carry bags
-Sam who borrows me her DSLR and dissapear with it XD
-Shio who makes us have an even epic journey, helping me on Gokudera's boxes

-Super super awesome cosplayers that let me take ur pics, talked to me(like i actually talk alot =_=) .
-Awesome and Epic photographers that took my group and my pictures
-Great Malaysian cosplayers friends that we hang around together
-Reno who created the tagline "I NEVER REGRET GOING TO COSFEST!!" at the end of day 2

======Pre event-trip======
8th July 2009, WEDNESDAY night, A day before the trip starts
i have class till 5pm, then have a club party afterwards, so my ACTUAL propSSS making starts around 10pm. Both Elaine + San came by to help this broke-down pathetic girl to make props.

Props list entry over here: http://waninokocym.blogspot.com/2009/07/cosfest-cosplay-planning.html

Things need to make/do/buy/sew:
1) 16 red boxes ~~+ 1 beige/green box~~ cancelled of due to lack of time
2) 5 rings [got them when meet up with Sam]
3) 6 brown dynamites with wordings on it + sparkles lit
4) skull cannon. [Done at 2 minutes b4 taking off from hostel LOL, sprayed 4 times in half hour's time, EPIC giler]
5) a cross with diamond shape necklace [Allen helped origami the diamond, Sam help sew them together, done on friday night itself]
6) Thick white belt with 2 more hang on both side of the waist [done on friday night with Shio's help]
7) Punk/Jrock style wristband [borrowed from Shio, no time make them. Dx]
8) Black shortsleeve jacket [borrowed from Shio too, and getto the zips n white patch on sleeve]
9) sky blue elbow level sleeve shirt [modify, helped by Sam]

We make stuff from 10pm till sun rise. YES u see it right, until morning MY GOD. Its 7.30am when we Elaine + San went back to their rooms. I felt guilty i keep on asking them to go back but they still staying with me. In fact 3 of us having 8am class later. oTL

Props status:
-6 Dynamites finished loaded with sparkles lit + 1 dynamite for loading the Skull Cannon
-Skull cannon process at 7.30am = 10% (only have a frame)
-16+2 spare red boxes = 20% (only finished making the silver edges without painting them yet)
-Belt = 0% nothing is make at that time

======EPIC Journey starts======
Day 1 : 9th July 2009, THURSDAY night, a LONG night

Since i still have class from 8-10am, after class i rush back room and start continue to chiong props. I hot glue alot of stuff(like as usual, sorry sam xD) I was so confident that i have another pack of glue refill till at night it actually finished! O_o 6 of them + initial 2 sticks. Get dinner and free drinks for my poor ~~slave~~juniors Elaine and San up my room and continue the work.

Props status at 9.55pm (took off at 10pm):
-Dynamites done earlier
-Skull cannon = 90% (all main stuff is done except detail colouring, fire and abit on the red stripes) Spray 4 times in half hour's time, it is a MIRACLE the paint dint come off at all! Amazing. *__*
-16+2 boxes = 80% (silver edges done and painted, skull heads moled but not stick on yet)
-White belt = 0% (nothing was done again, can still continue at SG)
-Sky blue shirt modification = 0% (lol no time, i brought the clothes & cloth i bought to SG lol)

My room is having a TORNADO lvl 8 LOL, seriously no time to clean. Packing done in 10 minutes time, props are SWEPT into plastic bags. orz

My friend who suppose to arrange transport for me as i had triple duplet confirmed with him was delayed. He suppose to get car for me but cant so get a taxi. He said he gonna call a cab once i hang up. Stupidly he only call when i met up with him. and i thought i have 10 minutes (for the driver to drive to my college) to properly double check anything i left out especially the SG dollars and passport. At this very moment Sam called me they missed the train at KL Sentral. Funny thing is that they assumed it was 10pm where its actually 9.35pm. I was pissed they nvr check it, so they got on a cab n rush down to Seremban to meet me (i boarding here).

The cab is very late, 10 mins for Sotong to wait me(which he sud have called the moment i hang the phone), 10 mins for driver to come. I was jokingly telling Sotong that Sam they missed train, later i missed it also. but this CAME TRUE! I reached Nilai KTM station, waited 25 mins and the train suppose to come but it aint. Then I saw our SG train passed by me. If the SG train came b4 the usual train, obviously i will missed it cause a station cant accomodate 2 trains at the same time. I was panicked but it obviously wont stop for me.

I devastated and called Sam if they can get the train to stop for longer which i know its impossible. Train finally came, hop on, waiting and praying i wont missed it. Sam called they reaches Seremban already and the train came. Uberly panicked. then i got a call that COMPLETELY broke my heart:"we're in train now, but it took off already.."

Silent remains on my side, i'm on the way to Seremban, reached the station only 5 mins late. but it aint important anymore, MY TRAIN LEFT ME. T_T

There is actually 1 more last train from Seremban back to KL, but everyone ask me to try get a bus. I hurriedly walked to bus station nearby hoping to get ticket, alone, walking a long path in midnight. Arrived at bus station, checked, but the only bus will reach at a ridiculous 3am at Langkir, Johor. Bus to KL no more opperating at midnight. DOOM I AM. i called Allen, he fetch me all the way from Cheras-Seremban-Cheras back to his home. [If he was fetching Sam them, he wouldnt need to travel to the same place and saved their money too] Its 40 mins drive from his house, i waited. Imagine i'm STRANGED ALONE at the station MIDNIGHT, it sucks. A lot of things came in my mind: scared, terrified, dissapointed, sad, lonely. I nearly wanted him to just drive me back college, sleep for the day and go Daicon at Cyberjaya, Malaysia instead.

Around 1am Allen arrived, drove me to Pudu and manage to get myself earliest bus on Friday morning to SG. Yes i'm so EMO i hardly utter a word the whole trip back his house. Then we headed back Allen's house at 2.30am, settled down, continue with my props. Allen brings in his collection: 3 bottles of White wine, Rum and something else. We had the Australian white wine while i continue make props and him helping to fold a diamond for me. The white wine is only 30% alchohol i think, but just 1 glass i go tipsy already lol, i had 2. =_= He accompanied me and chat while i unpack all my luggage and arrange them properly, do a little touch up on the props ONLY. He taught me abit on how to get around SG once i drop off and borrowed me a map.

I slept at 5.15am, my bus is 7.30am =_=

=======Part 1 finished, part 2 continues another entry=======
Damn i write it as long as a story! i think just 1 night's coverage is longer than the whole trip coverage by Sam. O_o
1.5k words just for a night's story. My goodness. =_=
writes from 12am till 4.20am lol

Cosplay plan?

2009-08-07T20:49:00.005+08:00

Recently i had been inspired by some male cosplayers. Yea, biologically MALE CROSSPLAYERS. Why ah why, they are so godly feminine and pwetty than a real girl. *___* I'm jealous, i'm envy, i'm totally amused.

Therefore, although it is very rare, and to the point it is very shocking to even myself, i think i MIGHT try out some FEMALE cosplays next time. XD

But i wont guarantee it will looks nice thou, or even moe or cute. >__<

I donno when i'll did it, or even actually execute what i had said, but there's no harm to stay tune over this? You guys do remind me to do this FEMALE cosplay if i tend to forget and continue doing male cosplays. X'D

Btw, what FEMALE cosplays do you think i can do?? I had done Yuuki from VK(replacing friend), Apache from Bleach(also replacing friend) and Cho Chang from HP. All of them are NOT nice to me actually, i really failed to become a girl LOL. hahahahaha~ T__T

Do suggest! Any of them you think fits me. Since i'm quite short n small size, i think can fit a few kua~ DO NOT gimme those with big boobies one ok~ ~~no super moe~~ i think moe is quite a good new challenge for me? XD Ganas/Aggressive girl is more suitable for my personality though.

I MIGHT go for the one you suggest oh. Cause seriously right now my mind is blank LOL. Assignment tension. oTL

Journal/blog/cover up that I still OWE:
Cosfest VIII trip and event coverup
-YES i still friggin OWE everyone this entry! and that GACC in Melaka, Malaysia is next week >__<>

Comic Fiesta entry back at December 2008?!
-orz i totally failed, to the point this old entry is still not written. ;A; Since everytime i have holidays i'm back hometown and no internet+PC at home so i cannot utilise the free time to write. >_<

1 more week xD

2009-07-26T03:27:00.010+08:00

Haha, yea some of you might seen this tagline at my MSN already~

1 more week to certain people to get OLD. oTL

I'm nothing special or great enough for ppl to willing think of various stuff, buy expensive things for me. and people forgets my BD, so well yeah, i doesnt mind. I think i can just sing BD song to myself and oh yea, with something new, play BD song on violin to myself. It did be cool, playing it at 12am (sorry neighbour) and self-entertain(syok sendiri).

Remember that i cannot celebrate last year? so this year techinically i'm skipping 19th and go for 20th BD. Its been 2 years since last celebrated. I still remember its my first time celebrate without my family. Instead its with my new collegemate (Just get in college for 3 months only), i'm pretty touched they do so for me. Throughout the years i keep celebrating for ppl, but not mine. I already lost the feeling of how it feels like to open present. haha i'm dreaming. I does want to get back home to celebrate. Last time during my BD was my sem break, i was so thrill but mom said it should be forgotten cause its not good luck. This year i'm in college, but its a Saturday, and next year is Sunday. Guess if it falls on weekends i'll be able to spent this day silently in my room alone. Nevermind, silent night is holy night, i can play this song too. Great. Actually BD is just another normal day, its just slightly special cause you gets older by 1 year on this day officially and technically.

Jeremy told me to do my Toastmasters #10 last speech at HELP uni then i can get my trophy there, as a present for myself. LOL. sedih giler. X'D

Still, birthday is still birthday, i wanna make a wishlist, though i know it wont happen. So just let me day dreaming abit can? XD

1) DSLR camera with external flash + fish eye lens.
- haha, has been wanted one, but its so bulky and no video function makes me hate it. and that i also donno how to operate old model, new ones with buttons are easier. XD But nowadays i been doing more diff and higher standard type of photo(or so i wish to), my prosumer cant produce picture i wanted. T_T heavy noise, aperture not good, macro not sharp.

--ah well i really dont wish anything one usually as i am the type of person dream of anything and it WONT happen, or sumting terrible happen. therefore in order to keep what i want i stripe not to think of it XD--

2) Gingerbread plushie.

-ever since i watch Shrek i have been falling in love with the gingerbread. XD and that i saw my friend got a giant gingerbread for her BD make me envy her alot. Hers is around 100cm tall? I saw it at a shop nearby my home's Jusco. I hint it very obviously to my mom but its very expensive, 80 bucks for big and 30 for small? Nah, let me dream and drool here la~ XD

--actually i have alot of stuff and that i'm satisfy and appreciate with what i have so i dont usually demand for stuff. Its actually quite hard to list down things, i donno what i want. I dont dream for things its impossible to get or expensive ones since i wont be able to own them anyway. We cannot forever live in the dream do we? XD ahah, thought of something while writting~--

3) New set of harddrive for my PC.
-New CPU casing, better graphic card, new mother board, power supply. i want a LCD monitor!(yea mine is still the CRT bulky monitor =_=) DVD burner. Speaker no need since i got new Altec Lansing 2.1 this year. XD

4) Headset with mic needed!
-LOL, cause some while ago was having video call with friends. My mic failed me, i have to scream and the sound is so soft. It aint sensitive. Headset is when i'm back home next year i can use it without disturbing my parents at night. Usually i hate it and use speaker instead, it hurts my ears.

5) Demanding a bigger External Harddisk. 1.5Tb, or 2Tb? XD
-Liek, i thought i have TWO Ex-HDD already? One 250Gb, and 500Gb? my 500Gb is full in half year time, my 250 wiring got problem, always got error. So its dangerous to store things in there, it might failed you when u need it.

6) Shaker, jiggle, stirrer cocktail set

-haha, i've been pretty much hook up with cocktail ever since 'that day'. But without shaker especially, you basically cant do much at all. A set of these will make things come true and you can start making cocktails YAY!

-Look at the set, its so amusing! Cocktail travelling set!! *__* i cant find good set or that its not even selling. maybe i havent try specialise shop, if not sure can find. XD
-ah i wanted the BOOK, not only recipe (its so easy to find especially 'Cocktail 101' or Best recipe etc. but i want a book explains the history and origin of each spirits (brandy, gin, vodca, rum, whiskey, cocnac) and other countries' alchohol like Sake of Japan, matai of China~~ Its pointless if you know how to mix and drink without knowing the history, origin and the meaning behind it. =D

7) Yukata
-has been wanted one ever since i first atten Bon Odori festival. Its expensive so i always let it go. This year almost buy one already but its RM250, it comes with a set of yukata + obi + geta + kinchaku. but its not well spent for something wearing once a year so i let it go. and to prevent my mum to strangle me buying unnessecary stuff again

Haha i think thats all kua~ readers sorry for reading my day dreaming post. ^^; I wished them but i cant get them since i'm not that wealthy to spent on stuff like these. In love with Laptop too but since i'm graduating next year and i'll be moving my PC back home so its not neccessary unless my work needs it~

Thanks for reading, have a nice day. =D

Badminton Tournament report

2009-07-25T03:02:00.000+08:00

I LOSE.

yea, i did, in a very SAD way. T_____T

my single starts first, but opponent never come so i walked over. fine.

then i waited 3 hours for next match: mixed double. My friend is terribly strong they keep smash us we lose in less than 10 minutes time. I think there's only 6 or 7 mins only? and the worst is that i dint even get to hit much at all. They're all aiming my friend. It sucks when you are standing there, witnessing your friend getting hit and you cant help it. In overall i think i only use up to 5% only. Not even a good smash or skill or technique is been used AT ALL.

Due to the 'lucky' walked over for my single, i have to go on day 2. My opponent is a Laos state level player. Damn i almost lost in a 21-0 game man. but at least this time i get to hit more than 42 balls. But skill used about 15-20% only? SAD giler. oTL

Guess i'm really LAME. should train more so i can be better next year! Found a very very cool girl who is able to play as well as a guy, totally adore her! She gaves me a very good motivation and inspiration to become better! *__*

They got mixed double champion, the match is epic. Caught some shots that i'm satisfied but due to the lousy lighting in the hall PLUS with high shutter picture, the ISO had to be set high. Hence the noise is so much and the quality suck big time. >_>

In this tournament are some Laos national players (the bro and sis pair is awesome), taiwanese, malaysia KL state player and the rest i not sure but there are several very good as well, better than last year.

Group photo tiem~

Peter and Yong Kian for men's double

Laos players for mixed double final, they got 2nd. he has a very EPIC jumping smash. my fav shot of the day, too bad the quality sucks. Really needa a good DSLR to overcome these problem. T__T

Trophies~ wish i have them. *day dreaming* xD

Mixed double trophie owned by champion Peter and Desiree

Badminton Tournament

2009-07-22T00:48:00.003+08:00

Yea, for the first time ever, i joined college's closed badminton tournament. Rest assure, i join not because i'm that super awesome, in fact, i'm LAME. LOL. You see, i dont have the strength to hit it hard, i dont know how to smash... i guess i'm already losing half before the match starts. ^^;

Had been wanting to join a mixed double match since the guy will be able to cover my weaknesses. Randomly found one and to my surprise he plays for his school last time. Well, this doesnt mean he is superb too, that was at least 5 years ago. ^^;

Why am i downgrading myself before the tournament? I joined both Women single and Mixed double. For women single, i'm playing the first match. =_=
As for Mixed double, is the 7th match. and its against my very own friend/classmate. XD But from what i know and experience, both of my friend is power player. Meaning they hit the ball very hard and both knows to smash. and that on monday 8 of them went for training for 5 hours!! crazy sial~ and that they were train for smash and tapping. I'm finished. T__T

I only train 4 times nia. First was about 2 weeks ago, about half - 1 hour warm-up practise. Then 2 hours there and 1.5 hr on Sun and 2.5 hrs on Mon. Not enough man~ too rush jor, and all are play at random floor and road. >_> all were fully booked by participants. oTL

Hope luck will be with me since all the practise was not done in a court. So i'm fearing the technique and speed are there but keep getting off court, then it did be useless. oTZ

Cosfest~ a brief one XD

2009-07-18T03:26:00.005+08:00

Alright Cosfest is over last week and i seen ppl that went had already make the report about it. But i'm just too busy to even write it. Gah the assignments. oTZ Photos from the event also just gotten them from my friend's camera 2 days ago.

Will update it properly as i'm really happy of the outcome. I'm glad i make it to the event. Daicon wasnt that good from the feedback i saw.

I NEVER REGRET GOING TO COSFEST!! =D

sorry if you had already read this tagline at here and there. i cant help it cause it's really make of awesomeness. XDD

Cosfest is trully 'A VERY HAPPY EVENT'. everyone was happy, tomodachi are happy, i'm happy. =3

CosFest Cosplay Planning

2009-07-02T02:04:00.004+08:00

CosFest is next week and 3 of us are yet to confirm what to cosplay yet. Dx

But most probably gonna do KHR on day 1 and VK on day 2. Researched at SGcafe a lil, surprisingly all groups did KHR on day 2 and VK on day 1. So no crashing with the groups. As for KHR, should be no ppl doing the version we plan. Works or not have to see how i chiong the things out. oTZ Making a list below so i can keep track on what things i need to do..

Things need to make/do/buy/sew:
1) 16 red boxes + 1 beige/green box
2) 5 rings, lucky 1 no need to buy/make, can borrow~
3) brown crackers with wordings on it, should be making 6 only, dont want pressure myself. Dx
4) skull cannon. Oh gosh i wonder is it even workable. I found a person make it awesomely, but she took months to make it. I have relatively 1 week, how... oTZ
5) a cross with diamond shape necklace
6) Thick white belt with 2 more hang on both side of the waist
7) Punk/Jrock style wristband
8) Black shortsleeve jacket (oh nooes, all my jacket is either long or sleeveless T_T)
9) nice sky blue elbow level sleeve shirt

Haha, i'm technically listing out what i need to prepare for this character. I bed it has enough hint on who i'm doing right? XDD

But i guess its not really possible to chiong all props out for next week. DAMN you, so many stuff! Dx Seeing i still need to do my assignments and also a speech presentation on next tuesday, a party on next wednesday.

Maybe i'll redo this character back in malaysia with FULL GEAR! =D

As for another character, need to style the wig. But then travelling around will make the condition bad since i dont have a manequin head. Maybe i go over SG only style.

Very doki-doki with it, since this will be my first time go to Sg event. Dont know what to expect. But thinking can meet up with some of the cosplayer that i know gets me excited a little. X)

Tribute to Michael Jackson [August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009]

2009-06-26T13:12:00.011+08:00

Michael Joseph Jackson (August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009)

Michael Joseph Jackson (August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009) was an American recording artist and entertainer. The seventh child of the Jackson family, he debuted on the professional music scene at the age of 11 as a member of The Jackson 5 and began a solo career in 1971 while still a member of the group. Referred to as the "King of Pop" in subsequent years, five of his solo studio albums are among the world's best-selling records: Off the Wall (1979), Thriller (1982), Bad (1987), Dangerous (1991) and HIStory (1995).

In the early 1980s, he became a dominant figure in popular music and the first African-American entertainer to amass a strong crossover following on MTV. The popularity of his music videos airing on MTV, such as "Beat It", "Billie Jean" and Thriller—credited for transforming the music video into an art form and a promotional tool—helped bring the relatively new channel to fame. Videos such as "Black or White" and "Scream" made Jackson an enduring staple on MTV in the 1990s. With stage performances and music videos, Jackson popularized a number of physically complicated dance techniques, such as the robot and the moonwalk. His distinctive musical sound and vocal style influenced many hip hop, pop and contemporary R&B artists.
One of the few artists to have been inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame twice, his other achievements include multiple Guinness World Records—including one for "Most Successful Entertainer of All Time"—13 Grammy Awards, 13 number one singles in his solo career—more than any other male artist in the Hot 100 era. Cited as one of the world's most famous men, Jackson's highly publicized personal life, coupled with his successful career, made him a part of popular culture for almost four decades. Jackson died on June 25th, 2009 at the age of 50 due to a cardiac arrest.

Today morning received a sms from my mom saying MJ is dead. I thought I was dreaming but it wasnt. It does shocked me a little to suddenly hear about his death. He's such a legend. His songs, dances are beyond awesome. Hope he have a good afterlife.

How I know this guy
So it comes to the question how I know this guy. Its way back years when i'm only a little kid. It all started from both my mom and elder brother. They're fans of MJ. At that time i always thought MJ is actually a girl. With his long wavy hair, he does looks like one. ^^; Then I can always hear his songs play in my house, as well as MTV. But I'm not a fans of his, sorry. =3

I also learned that he bleach himself from black to white, plastic surgery on his face. Actually he looks very handsome with his black self. I like the way he his. I wonder why he wanted to make himself white and go through all those surgeries.

See the different of his very first old time till he changes from time to time? (Picture according to 'whiteness') 2nd and 3rd form is nice~

Thats all I had for our legend MJ. We, my family and I will miss you, your dances and songs.

Rest In Peace Michael Jackson!

明白它们,你会发现你的人生在改变

2009-06-26T01:59:00.006+08:00

人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。

如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心，你放不下。

好好的管教你自己，不要管别人。你随时要认命，因为你是人。

这个世界本来就是痛苦的，没有例外的。

你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。

每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。

当你烦恼的时候，你就要告诉你自己，这一切都是假的，你烦恼什么？

根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁，如果有一条疯狗咬你一口，难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗？

忌妒别人，不会给自己增加任何的好处。忌妒别人，也不可能减少别人的成就。

永远不要浪费你的一分一秒，去想任何你不喜欢的人。

得不到的东西，我们会一直以为他是美好的，那是因为你对他了解太少，没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天，你深入了解后，你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。

这个世间只有圆滑，没有圆满的。

不要刻意去猜测他人的想法，如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断，通常都会有错误的。

你要感谢告诉你缺点的人。

时间总会过去的，让时间流走你的烦恼吧！

不要因为小小的争执，远离了你至亲的好友，也不要因为小小的怨恨，忘记了别人的大恩。

感谢上苍我所拥有的，感谢上苍我所没有的。

当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，你只能拥有这件东西，如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念，不肯放下，那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。

如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天，那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳，多少人在今天已经成了残废，多少人在今天已经失去了自由，多少人在今天已经家破人亡。

恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中，不管他有多坏，有多恶。你愈骂他，你的心就被污染了，你要想，他就是你的善知识。

你不要常常觉得自己很委曲，你应该要想，他对我这样已经很好了，这就是修行的功夫。

世界原本就不是属于你，因此你用不着抛弃，要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用，但非我所属。

学会用理解的，欣赏的眼光去看对方，而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。

成熟的人不问过去；聪明的人不问现在；豁达的人不问未来。

发光并非太阳的专利，你也可以发光。

你可以用爱得到全世界，你也可以用恨失去全世界。

爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切，却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。

人总是珍惜未得到的，而遗忘了所拥有的。

如你想要拥有完美无暇的友谊，可能一辈子找不到朋友。

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Found this in one of my emails. I apologize for those who cant read chinese, i lazy to translate them. ^^; For those who can read chinese, learn it, its really good. =)

Read it when i was very emo. But then its not easy to achieve this, thats why i'm quite failed. Eventually i found this before i did an emo post, so i guess you ppl still no chance to see me do emo-emo poste yet.

Imma going Cosfest VIII YAY!! \(_)/

2009-06-23T03:32:00.001+08:00

Yea, through some 'method', i've gotten green light from my parents to go Singapore. And so i'm able to go Cosfest next month, and for both days woot! 8DDDD
Yes they agreed me to go Sg but they dont know i go CosFest. XD but then since i can get passport to Sg = can go CF! wakakaka~ >D

Yes I'm going to Cosfest VIII! Here I come Singapore! 8D

They gonna pass me the passport in hours time ie afternoon later. But i just woke up at 1am so maybe will sleep abit later cause got class at 8am lol.

This will be my very first time to go Cosfest, but mayb will be the last seeing my parents wont let me go if they know i'm going there just for cosplay. T__T

Hmm, i dont know what to cosplay yet. Maybe i'll make a poll for it. Or that u ppl can help me decide? But definitely is recycle costumes since i only confirmed going last saturday, which left 3 weeks, how to tailor-made new one.. Dx (i normally do new costume planning minimum 4 months ahead)

For those malaysian that are going, lets go rock cosfest! and also i'm pretty much anticipated to go this Cosfest as i can meet up those awesome singaporean cosplayers in Singapore! *__*

The problem is that i know no one there, and i doubt i can recognize who is who tru their DA or SGcafe name. oTZ

Anyone that goes do help intro them to me yea~ XD
Or singaporean that is reading this, do help me intro urself too. XD

======Update/Edit 4pm=======
Damn the farking connectiion in college! i have to retype all the updated stuff. FARK. ;A;

Ok, my parents just left, gotten the passport YAY! and also went to exchange some Sg dollars ade. 8D

Passport - checked
Sg money - checked
Accomodation - checked [FOC, thanks to Shiro] 8D

Cosplay plan - uncheck
Transport tix - uncheck

Hmm, so now whats left is the transport, gonna settle with the rest by end of this week.
Cosplay planning donno yet, since i'm going with and Shiomaru, and maybe my collegemate. we 3 plan to do a mini trio team so we wont be lonely. Dx

Cosplay tentative plan (advice me ok? ):
1) Aidou Hanabusa - Vampire Knight
2) Zero Kiryuu (Black/white ver.?) - Vampire Knight
3) Cho Chang - Harry Potter
4) Ron Wesley - Harry
5) Jun Yamamoto - Special A
6) Aidou Hanabusa (vest ver.) - Vampire Knight
7) Haninozuka Mitsukuni - Ouran High School Host Club (i dont have usa-chan T_T)
8) Sawada Tsunayoshi - Katekyoushi Hitman Reborn
9) Gokudera Hayato - Katekyoushi Hitman Reborn

*Remarks:
1) Potter as Shiki, Shio as Rima?
2) Potter as kaname?!, shio as yuuki?
3) potter as harry potter, shio as
4) potter as harry again, shio as hermione
5) potter as Tadashi, shio as Megumi aka my twins?
6) er, i go there sleep meh.
7) erm, potter n shio dont have costume woh. DDx
8) i dont fit as him. Dx potter as lambo, shio as goku?
9) erm, i dont look yeng enough. Dx potter as tsuna, shio as lambo?

Cosplay possible plan (need borrow costume ;A; ):
1) Ron Wesley - Harry Potter
2) Akito/Agito Wanijima - Air Gear [i dont wanna trip over there Dx]
3) Yuuki Kurosu - Vampire Knight [erm, no girl for me? xD]
4) Ciel Phan-chiong-hive - Kuroshitsuji [i suck la~ oTZ]

I guess worst case i solo and perhaps join Sg-ian group kua. XD *which i intended to do so initially* 8D

Blood: The Last Vampire - Live Action Movie Premiere + Event!

2009-06-05T11:27:00.008+08:00

Yeah, today when i checking my mail box, i got the invitation from Nuffnang to go for this movie premiere! \o/
Ok, i'm quite greedy i joined the one offered by Nuffnang to ge the invitation. But this 2 tix will go to my club members that i invited them to join along. x)

Oh and for the Nuffnang bloggers that also gotten this invitation, please do leave comment in here so that i can meet up with the you all at the event! This is the first time i’ll be able to go for event with other bloggers. =D
Yes, i’ll be dressing up as 1 of the Vampire Knight (anime) character. Lets take pics together. =D

Date : June 10 / Wed
Time : 7:30PM ( party / activities / cosplay / movie screening )
Venue : Cathay Cinneplex, Cineleisure Mall

About the story:

On the surface, Saya is a stunning 16-year old girl, but that youthful exterior hides the tormented soul of a 400 year-old “halfling”.Born to a human father and a vampire mother, she has for centuries been a loner, obsessed with using her samurai skills to rid the world of vampires, all the while knowing that she herself can survive only on blood like those she hunts. When she is sent onto an American military base in Tokyo by the clandestine organization she works for, Saya immediately senses that this may be her opportunity to finally destroy Onigen, the evil patriarch of all vampires. Using her superhuman strength and her sword, she begins to rid the base of its evil infestation in a series of spectacular and elaborate showdowns. However, it is not until she forms her first human friendship in centuries with the young daughter of the base’s general that Saya learns her greatest power over Onigen may well be her ability for human connection…

Hehe, thank you Nuffnang. This will be my 2nd time got the movie premiere, but will be my FIRST time attending. Previous one i'm busy so cant go. Dx

Orientation Night rush~ oTZ Tired la~

2009-05-28T11:04:00.001+08:00

Recently am travelling around places, helping out my juniors with their Orientation Night performance, with 4 classes on monday can really get me down. ^^;

===================Wednesday=================
Last wed i had yet another solo movie marathon, this time only 2 movies thou. Angels and Demon, and Star Trek. both movies only took 4 hours half, far from my previous record with is 7 and half hours (3 movies)! xD hmm, am i sounded very sadistic for enjoying watching movie all alone? lol

ok, so last wed i head for movies. bought the tix and pop corn for Angels first, then come out, grab McD cheap meal n sneak in 10 mins after first movie finished. The feeling of eating fries, burger and drink in cinema is just love. *__* muahaha, then after Star Trek, i went out to get a refill for my drink. buahaha~ XD

===================Friday===================
then Fri had a photoshoot outing with Ryukku, Sam, Shio and 'Nicole'. Dont wanna say bout it cause costume wasnt there. I was not inform by the owner that she took it back. no costume, its totally lacking on things. especially the night before i took so many hours to make the stuff. Dx
But oh well, at least we had some fun playing stupid stuff. xD not related to the shoot or cosplay itself. XD after that, we went back to Sunway Pyramid for Night at the Museum 2.

Frankly say i had not watch the 1st, so i was pretty blur with some of the stuff happen in there. The Dark Vader, bumberhead Einstein, Abraham Lincoln is just so funny! xD But sorry la i dint laugh almost the whole movie cause i'm almost mentally disconnected ade. Due to the prop making and busy with other college stuff, i stayed up for 41 hours in total. Dx

After the movie, we went to buy some beers, just for fun. i had a Tiger, 5 % but it is super hard to drink wei, harder to the Vodca i had. =_= 4 of us had 1 each. Sam fall sleep first, then Shio, Nicholas and finally me. cause i took pretty long to drink it. xD and in the end its 41 hours non-sleep. even when i'm rushing assignments also not this long lol. after the shoot i'm already half blur ade, and when it's the movie, even blur. it's as though i'm already drunk even before i drink. xD but i tell you what, once i start drink, i got awake even more. =_= oh and, well, the beer also kinda a random farewell 'party' for Nic as he's going to UK next week. >_<

===================Saturday==================
the next day, we went for Purikura with Nic, all 4 of us. Thats actually the reason why Nic stayed with us. My first experience taking Purikura is surely awesome. we did alot of stupid editing on the pictures. but sadly some of the very nice pictures we edited did not get printed out. i think is some error happen. >__<>

===================Sunday===================
morning had my 1 month long lost violin class lol. had fun with it although got tortured with some uber crazy slurs lol. xD supposely having badminton but due to some stupid reason with college system, it gotten cancelled and we went for jogging instead. i jog 2 rounds straight and 1 more afterwards, new record. xD

===================Monday===================
Monday i had 8-12pm, 1-5pm class. after that i meet up with my juniors, went back room at 6 and play my violin, like finally. till 7.30 went for tkd training. during the training also half monitoring the juniors doing their performance preparation. So after training i stayed with them awhile, then went to have my dinner. haha, gotten a free meal from 1 of my junior, thanks Sotong! xD got back room around 10.30pm and KO-ed. super tired man~

===================Tuesday===================
have 8-12pm class again. but after mah lunch i went back and KO-ed till i received a sms from a counselor then only i woke up lol. went for Toastmasters Club meeting + AGM. Then i meet up with my juniors to check up on their progress. but ended up till 3am LOL. was recording some new voices in, adding more interesting scenes for the ending etc~

===================Wednesday=================
Since today's class is on 3-5pm, so i slept till 11am. xD yesterday was super tired lol~ during lunch time i meet up with 3 ppl. and yea i found out that most of the time, i usually meet up with guys rather than girls. oTZ so i meet up with this guy to pass him stuff, then my junior to pass stuff too, and Jerm for mentoring my next Toastmasters speech. The mentoring session was pretty long cause i'm pretty undecisive on my speech choice. But we still come out with one. =) Ganbatteh ganbatteh, i'm so gonna finished all my 10 speeches! (am on the 8th for the next speech)

went back room afterwards, and realize i gotten a food poison, or so i assume. went for toilet several times b4 head for class. After class also rush for toilet. Dx but then i donno what food causes food poison. my last time was because i ate the food with flies in it, yeah, blame to myself finishing the food still. XD several ppl were concern on my condition. i'm glad and thankful for that. *_*

Oh yea, b4 i was blogging, i got a call from mom. Apparently they're at KL, which they will meetup with my bro 2mrw after he finishes his exam. I wanna go home. but not due to the fact my bro is there thou. XD i wanna eat bak-chang~ i like my mom's self-made bak-chang. nom-nom-nom~ it's like, so long since i last ate one. Dx especially my mom's, 2 years i think? Dx and my mom is actually asking me to go down kl 2mrw to join them for a lunch, which i CANT due to the orientation. big sacrifice man~

then here comes the very effing part and the reason why i wanna blog. ya know, i'm quite sick due to the food poisoning, even my juniors ask me no need to worry bout their performance stuff, but then the counselors itself is just.. =_= i was blogging half way when i received a msg asking me to go PH ASAP. so i settle up abit n rush down only realize that even the senior counselor themselves are not even there! new students? only one group. i'm pretty upset with this, the whole orientation night itself and the counselors. i'm sick so the mood wasnt that cheerful like usual, summore need to feed my blood to the mosquitors around. Dx

ya know, i dint even see the backdrop of 2mrw's event, i wonder how they gonna pull it thru. The stage arrangement is SAD, MC gotten changed? which the replaced one is even SAD, counselors performance got cancelled, SAD SAD SAD. then my group's performance is SAD too. they're not sporting enough, macam kayu ajer. so i lecture them abit, and since my mood is pretty bad already, i think my face is very scary. XDDD

okok, so after 2 rehearsals, i went back room carry more 'props' and went to check on them. at last it is slightly satisfying now. some need to go back early cause got 8am class (eh i also got k~). so left the 2 girls, 2 guys and me. we settle up the props and the girls went back. i request the 2 guys to rehearse on the last scene, and we came out another idea at 3am LOL. and dancing in the rain at 3am LOL. it's raining downpour suddenly that time. today stayed till 3.15am. Dx Went back, check on the on-going Barcelona vs Man. Utd.'s UEFA Final. it was 1 nil. Dx

===================Thursday==================
so darn reluctant to wake up today. super tired. i only had roughly 3 hours sleep. T_T check up the match today morning. MU lost 2 nil to Barca! OMFGBBQSAUCE! damn u MU, why why why! u can beat Arsenal 3-1 at the semi final for a guest, u cant beat Barca?! T___________________________T

alright enough with the sad. so i finally gotten myself to the 8am class. our lecturer refuses to let us go out even its finished. so i was chatting with my classmates SM and MK. we're talking bout the Barca vs MU match, bak-chang and going home~ yeah, so nice they can go home and eat home-made bak-chang. cause 2mrw night my hostel no electricity for 4 hours minimum. which means i gonna need to stay in the dark, with nothing else to do. cause i dont wanna go down Sunway this week. although i got invited to join Sam for Terminator tonight, which i rejected due to this orientation. 2mrw night CC is watching too, but still, i'm lazy to go. Dx wanna stay at college for a normal weekend. SM said even my penang classmates went home as well, which make me more sad, i wanna go home too. Dx

after class, went to OAR to book a room. where the EFFING OAR dont allow me to book it. i complained to DSA and teach me to complain back to OAR cause there are clubs able to book. i tried it but failed. FUCKING STUPID la! 2nd week is finishing and the class classhing issue is not settled and thus i cant book a place for our club's AGM dammit. you know, DSA wants us to inform them for AGM meeting 10 fucking working days in advance, which is 2 freaking weeks. hey i only need to take ONE day to make a passport and fly around the world and you fucking DSA need 2 weeks! our already-elected new comm need to sit down FOR FUN with u DSA and now everything is stuck with OAR and DSA.

ish, forgot bout them, i got a happy news to get. xD i called my mom and beg to go home. after some 'begging', they agreed to come fetch me 2mrw morning to go home! Yay!! >__<>

wah blog till 11am ade. gonna sleep first, then later go lunch, check the rehearsal with my junior, then go back relax, then at night prepare for the Orientation Night. Hope everything went well as i had sacrifice really alot for this day. =)

Moodless

2009-05-15T14:14:00.005+08:00

I'm very sad now. Feels like crying. Can i cry? nah, it is not like there will be ppl to bother about it. well yeah~

Recently, or could i say, the whole week i have been pretty down. Maybe due to the orientation programme that bored me. I mean, it was fun, but sometimes to wait for this and that annoyed me. Like wednesday one of the activity, i sat at canteen for 2 hours alone because i'm 1 of the station master and suppose to be there. i think thats the reason y a new student ask me why nvr see me smile. despite i only met him 4 days only.

Then just now the fucking college system makes things worst. i line up TRYING to do the payment, like after few days. Then they say cannot la i havta go A block to retrieve stuff. then i went there, it's their lunch hour, so i went to canteen for lunch with super slow speed. but bcoz i finished the meal in 5 mins, i watch the retarded movies in HBO. then i go to the A block, they dint get what my parents fax in. They gimme another no. but it aint working. i waited there half hour trying n calling n waiting like crazy. and it is still not done. the whole fucking process took me 1 hour and still not fucking done yet.

i nvr felt so down b4 n dissapointed, so i went back, write the blog n went out for a BD party later. i hope my mood will get better by then.

sorry to the readers of this blog come in to see me emo here. =_=
my next entry sud be back to normal ba~

Some updates~

2009-05-04T01:08:00.000+08:00

Alright, after 4 months of struggling with 3 100% coursework subject + with the only paper accounting~ i finally had my semester break! 8D
Haha, i finally get to relaks~~ but then during my study week i'm already like half sem break mood lol. ^^;

Not much of updates but just some add ons whats the latest news.
I'm at my grandma house now hijacking my uncle's PC~ hehehe, but 2mrw (today) going home ade. so it means no more interweb till the end of my sem break or when i'm back to mah college. But woah, i had been 2 years dint go back my grandma house since 2 years i did not celebrate Chinese New Year there. And there're some changes here and there~ but as i typing now, alone at midnight, in a big house...you get what i mean? 8D
Note: my hometown ie Penang has no PC and therefore no internet as the PC is brought down to my hostel.
Haha, thats y when u suddely see me no on9 for several days, it must be me out of my hostel or back home. But since i only went back home once a semester or 4 months, so it is usually i'm at friend's house. =D

But the sem break i can finally get my hands on the stuff i had been postponing throughout the semester. I usually did that when i got assignments on and to make myself focus, i stop watching animes, planning things etc. But still, the thing procastinating is still killing me. =`D

I got p...., o..., and other stuff need to do. Well usually i plan out alot of stuff to do, but usually it is TOO much that havta abandone some of them.

Lets rewind back a little when i have my study week break. I took bus back, get into the unexpected bus station, which makes my parents sending me back to college when i'm going back for exam. and they will stay at KL 2 days and immedietely 'kidnap' me back home so i wont go around hanging again. And also since i'll be back by bus after sem break, i havta bring my violin back. So my sem break wont be able to play it.... nuu~ i want mah violin. T__T
Nevermind, i can do other plannings and do what i wanted to do, what i had missed due to assignments. =D

Gah, and it seems i'm crapping lotsa stuff here. =_=

Hmm, lets move on~
The new sem, or season, will have lotsa movies i'm anticipating with. X-Men, Angels & Demon, Transformers, Terminator, Harry Potter.
Coming Soon is out of the list cause my mom borrowed the disk from her friend. But i test it just now, cant seems to open or view the subs....noooo~~ oTZ and the cinemas here only had hit movies. Dx
As for X-Men, i gonna watch with my mom on Wed (the cheap discount day XD)
My mom wants to watch Sniper thou, but i'm not that type for chinese movies. ahahhaha~ ^^;
I booked Sam for Angels and Demon when i'm going over her place. It's showing 7th May, where it's late for me to watch as i'm going back college earlier.

Yea, i'm going back college a week earlier cause i had passed the application as new student's counselor. It is like, throughout 2 years, i applied 3 times. Lol. cause early last year, right after they changed the top comm, my name got 'slip' off the name list. I wonder~
And since i'm kinda busy last year, i dint bother to apply. After this year's first sem, i'm kinda free, so i apply again. I actually had missed the interview session thou, i thought i will drop out again, but i was informed i get it. So i'll be heading back early to make it for the orientation for new students. However, since i got drop off and get in, i'm going in as new counselor now. So i can now act noobie. kakaka~ and.. Watch out new students! 8D

You see, i typed this much again. prolly because i'm typing n watching tv, thats y i can type so long lol~
haha, so i guess i'll be off now. Will update my next entry with photos (i hope).
See ya~

Durex condom

2009-04-11T02:34:00.012+08:00

just a random entry to let the followers of this blog know that I AM STILL ALIVE.

lol~

recently got tied up with another set of assignments again.

yesterday 8am we had the Durex condom assignment presentation. 4 months been tied up by condoms and few days of penis stuck in my room isnt that nice at all. Not to mention that we did alot of crazy stuff for the sake of this assignment. oTZ

money spent on this assignment is unspeakably. Lemmie list u what we have spent on. T_T

we're a group of 4 person.

Durex condom. 11 boxes including Extra safe, vibration ring. RM25.50 per person, Total of RM103.00

Printing of assignment report(super thick). RM2.00 each (total RM8.00)

Printing of proposal brouchure + presentation slides. RM11.00 each (total of RM44.00)

Binding for proposal brouchure. RM2.00 each (total of RM8.00)

Big total of RM40.50 per person and RM162 for this whole assignment.

Bloody hell expensive man~

Last time i heard Sam said their art/design assignment took up RM100++ for just 1 assignment/project. I thought that was super expensive and I thought it is understandably because they're art student, prining and the tools needed is expensive.

Now that my own assignment took up this amount of money wei..... oTZ

Not saying anything but normally our assignment took mostly 5 bucks? cause i print them using my printer then just need to pay for binding of the assignment.

However, i'm really greatful to be with HR, MK, SM. They're awesome ppl. Not to mention HR never fail to provide crazy idea to our group (yes, MK and I became the victims. T_T)

Lets move on about what we did for the presentation yesterday. Well, i guess our group pwned the other 7 groups, in short, all of the groups. You see, we have even proposal brouchure handling out. Bought a full set of product line for Durex condoms (well, almost, if include the lubricants we'll seriously bankrupt. T_T). i even make a PENIS with self modify condom(according to our propose new condom). Our slides is well design, presentation pwned them.

so we're obviously more AWESOME! 8DD *not showing off la, but really greatful of the teamwork*

oh and i'm a victim for the short video our group shot a night b4 the presentation, with HR edit it till 4am (8am was presentation). Actually it is not that funny, but after he edit it, it became more funny and i look more stupid. haha, but it is hard to recognize who is that thou. summore i keep facing down, so cant see my face that well. oh well~ No, i'm not telling what video we shot. xD but i'll prolly upload it when HR gimme the copy.

Lots of sacrifices for this assignment, and finally it is over now.

Now left Law on monday and i'll be free~~ 8D

PS: No, i'm not telling mah parents i did this Durex assignment. oTZ It is so odd and weird~

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Peektures time. (wei shez, here are the photos u want to peek, this way i no need sent u ade. 8D)

oh and i had successfully hit 10000 pictures ever since i bought my camera. ^^b

a picture of the condom that we bought~ oTZ They're real with condoms inside, not empty boxes, mind you. >:D

We no bluffing on the condom when we said we have 11 boxes of them.

vibrator ring, HR took it. i wonder what he gonna do with it. >:D

Our proposal brouchure that gave out during the presentation for our lecturer n classmates.

presentation slides

and here is the product we're proposing. I make this mock up. 8D design credits to Sam.

WARNING OF SEXUAL PICTURE, LOOK AT UR OWN RISK. (i'm sorry cause i cant put spoiler tag. T_T)

yeah, this is the penis i MADE. and this is the reason y i said there's a penis stuck in mah room. lol. gonna destroy it soon b4 i went back home for study week. destroy b4 throw n to avoid my parents see this lol.

This is our crazy groupmate, he insist to take this pic. (in fact he always done this kinda stuff ^^;) but nevertheless he is one hell of an awesome fella.

oh and i suggested him to bite the vibration ring lol.

(see how many condoms we had? xD)

our group members and lecturers. on the left: yee mun, miky, siu mun, evaluator, Mr. vincent, hong rui. poor Vincent got forced to have that 'penis' by HR lol.

and finally, the condoms that we divided and these are my pile. the bottom right is not mine. but it has such nice colour. T_T cause 1 pack only got 3, so i missed it. oTZ

PS: hmm, i realize if i separate the typing n pictures, it wont all cramp up like my previous post does. perhaps i'll do this way next time. xD and sorry if u think i'm slow, now only realize. oTZ cause i'm so darn lazy to upload pictures, especially when i need to host them in a server first. but due to this round i upload from my pc, it is way easier. 8D

Earth Hour

2009-03-29T20:41:00.001+08:00

Saturday 28 March 2009, 8:30PM local time, wherever you live on planet earth.

VOTE EARTH! you just need to switch off you light for an hour!

For more information you can check it over here~ http://www.earthhour.org/home/

haha, nothing to do so post it up lol.

want to go out and have a candle light thingi with friends, but all either is at home or stuck with assignments, like me, so nothing to plan about.

But since it is gonna be a special hour, i get my violin teacher to change the lesson time to 8.30pm, so at least can do something.

Both my teacher and i will switch off lights tv in my room, but during lesson at college i only cannot off the lights, if not how to see the notes woh. ^^;;

well, at least both of us turn off the lights for our room right? xD

So we had the session and enjoyed it. although it is just like the normal lesson day. but playing music at a silent night is fun! =D

and i found out i can play better song and harder skill now.

haha, well havta skip saying i still stuck over here n there n produce cracky sounds at times too~

So thats what i did for my Earth Hour, what did you guys done? =D

Off to do assignments~ oTZ

Get to know yourself better

2009-03-25T21:39:00.002+08:00

My classmates were talking bout this so i might as well do one too. When i am doing the first question, it feels so familiar, then i realize i had done this before. XD

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
Kinda true.
Hmm, i dont think ppl like me that i'm straightforward, it ended up hurt people's feeling. >_<

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Totally agreed. xD

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
Agreed.
Yea, thats what i always did, thats why everything is in a slow pace lol. XD

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Not so true.
I dint know i like to flirt or seduce?! xDDD
But i'm pretty serious in choosing one, thats why i'm still single up til now lol.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
Agreed.
I dont really like to study as i really not good in it. Not giving excuses but it's fact ~~or i'm just being too lazy to study~~. Thats why i'm taking Marketing now. =D

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
Agreed.
Get some money to secure a steady life first before doing anything else.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
Totally agreed.
Yes, this had just brought out few days ago. I really should changed this. xD

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Kinda true.
Hehe, i'll try to be a better person. ^^

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Absolutely true.
I really need to treat myself first before trying to help people solve their problem.

Well it is really true, so you might want to find it out as well~ =D
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

吃得饱饱的，随时随地都在玩，想睡多久随我高兴。哭泣，愤怒，欢笑，活下去，活下去，活下去。

男生总会误解女生的14个地方

宝贝看完之后别再说合不合适

是谁把心情写得如此透彻！

爱没有合不合适，只有珍惜不珍惜！！

男生总会误解女生的14个地方

要知道他爱不爱你

证明你喜欢他（她）的17条证据，第15条超准！

Taking off~~

Jungle visit & Animangaki 2010

FML x2

oh yes FML

Updating blog cause really is not in a good mood, slacking away from assignment research, typing this out. XD

As my FB latest status: "Due to several reasons, it started raining by the windows. The soul is again reset back to its initial stage. What stands before me, I still dont know how to judge it. In the worst case, I'll have to let it go. Regrets? It's just part of my useless life."

what a day

Appreciate the guy beside you

好男人往往找不到女朋友

丫头～玩累勒就请回到我身边

The LAST GACC 2010! Are you going?

Big swollen on leg, can barely walk now T_T

Video Games LIVE in Malaysia!!

MAY’N BIG☆WAAAAAVE ASIA TOUR 2010!!

CNY super random photoshoot

CNY came and going off..

CNY & Valentine's day approaching...

Piercing

Chinese New Year plans..

CNY decoration with Gokudera dynamites?

New year cosplay resolution

Reviving blog~

Ready, Set, Go! HK-ShengZhen-Macau backpack trip 7-15 Oct

Starts new sem with emoness?

Happy belated Birthday Gokudera!

Good or Bad, hard to say!

Simple cheap lunch meal

GACC Plans + Uber tight schedule

CosFest VIII Event Trip Coverage - Part 2

CosFest VIII Event Trip Coverage - Part 1

Cosplay plan?

1 more week xD

Badminton Tournament report

Badminton Tournament

Cosfest~ a brief one XD

CosFest Cosplay Planning

Tribute to Michael Jackson [August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009]

明白它们,你会发现你的人生在改变

Imma going Cosfest VIII YAY!! \(*_*)/

Blood: The Last Vampire - Live Action Movie Premiere + Event!

Orientation Night rush~ oTZ Tired la~

Moodless

Some updates~

Durex condom

Earth Hour

Get to know yourself better

Imma going Cosfest VIII YAY!! \(_)/