Showing posts with label emo. Show all posts
Showing posts with label emo. Show all posts

Monday, October 5, 2009

Starts new sem with emoness?

Blog cause someone -> *LKW* is complaining I not updating my blog so here I am~ XD
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Yea, I emo-ed when i having semester break at my home(right after i reach penang), and i emo-ed on first day of the new semester. What the hell is this? T_T

Story to be tell, and updates on my 'missing days'. XD Well, I right after my final exam, the next day(12 sept) I kena kidnapped by my parents to Melaka. Meet with my bro there and have a dinner together. Spend a day there.

Next day (13 sept) head up to Genting Highland Hotel for a day there. It was quite hard for me cause on this very same day my 'darling' Shiomaru is joining the Anicom Singing competition and I couldnt make it. Jeez I should have tell my parents to drop me at Time Square then I go support my dar, stay a night at Sam's house, next day get my parents to fetch me back. Ok so Shio joining the competition, alot of her supporter and fans were there, except me. So you should understand how I feel, its so near but yet its so far! T_T She even vomited before the competition, luckily the acid never affected her throat. I get Sam to call me and 'hear' her singing live tru phone, but the line wasnt good so it is very lagging.. Even i'm not at the scene, even i'm at Genting, I felt the pressure and tension, funny. Then later Sam sent me a msg i'll nvr delete it: "Guess what, Shio won!". I was so trilled Shio won champion with RM1000 in her pocket. XD Congrats my darling! *although i know she wont read this* But then I felt sad again cause as her 'wife' I couldnt be there to cheer up, shout out and hug her not forgetting I also promised to give her a kiss if she won. Well, that kiss is purely just to calm her down, give her some motivation and award her for her effort. X3 Alright so at that night we talked on phone lor, for quite a long time, cause i too happy for her jor. XD

Next day we move down to Awana Genting, continue for 2 more nights there. Went swimming for only first day thou, cause 2nd day rained. Well, when we're at genting for holidays, we trully are! We just go there to chill up, refreshes ourself with the breezing weather there. No theme park, no gambling(except my dad), no night life. ^^;

On 16 sept, wednesday, I finally back my hometown, Penang. People all thought I'm already home after exam, I'm off for holiday, but not home yet, LOL. When I reach there, I realize I left my retainer at Awana. >_> So I very emo lor, my mom blame me for not remembring it. But that time she was taking the stuff in toilet and she saw it. I better attach a convo so it's easier.

Me: Erm, do you help me take my retainer at the hotel there?
Mom: No, dont tell me you left it there?!
Me: Yea
Mom: How come you cant even remember to bring your own stuff back, you expect me to help you take is it?
Me: But you saw it in the toilet right?
Mom: Yea
Me: Then if I were to bring it myself, you could at least just say out and remind me. Its not like i'm happy i left it there.

Seriously, she could have just remind me man. I admit i did do a check up b4 leave the hotel, but the light is off i cant see it, the retainer is so small. Dx
When I reached home I make tons of call just to get tru the right operator. and 2 hours later they had found it. Lucky my dad's friend is also going Awana so can help me collect it. Phew. Was so emo i scared they couldnt find it or they had thrashed it.

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Ok, today have my first day of my new sem, also my 5th sem, final year. Go classes and woah, the schedule is scary man, since its a short sem, all lectures are double in a week. Then after class at 12pm I went to apply leave, cause SOMEBODY is flying off to HK on wednesday. Its a short sem, only 7 weeks classes. I took 1 week holiday, literally missed 3 weeks worth of class. Arent me EPIC? Ok so i went to my Dean and get my result first, then get approval from her for my leave. The news said by her let me totally out of mood for my trip man...

Ya know, I hate accounts alot, and I'm also suck at it, that's why i choose over Marketing than Accounting. Last semester i finally finished my Finance paper, which I thought i can finally have my final year without account related subject. THEN, I actually FAILED the subject, she said I need to RETAKE this subject. Sucks man, dah la the lecturer is ahembadahem, I have to repeat my hatred subject on January. I actually did quite ok for the writting paper thou, the marketing and research paper. But account is something if you wrong, zero marks straight. Its all formula and rules, no sympathy marks. Dx My mood totally flushed down.

So I guess I might wont be able to finish my studies next year Sept as planned. Means delayed lor, because of this subject. and there might be some even worst news, I hope its all ok. >_<>

Friday, June 26, 2009

明白它们,你会发现你的人生在改变

人之所以痛苦,在于追求错误的东西。

如果你不给自己烦恼,别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心,你放不下。

好好的管教你自己,不要管别人。 你随时要认命,因为你是人。

这个世界本来就是痛苦的,没有例外的。

你什么时候放下,什么时候就没有烦恼。

每一种创伤,都是一种成熟。

当你烦恼的时候,你就要告诉你自己,这一切都是假的,你烦恼什么?

根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁,如果有一条疯狗咬你一口,难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗?

忌妒别人,不会给自己增加任何的好处。忌妒别人,也不可能减少别人的成就。

永远不要浪费你的一分一秒,去想任何你不喜欢的人。

得不到的东西,我们会一直以为他是美好的,那是因为你对他了解太少,没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天,你深入了解后,你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。

这个世间只有圆滑,没有圆满的。

不要刻意去猜测他人的想法,如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断,通常都会有错误的。

你要感谢告诉你缺点的人。

时间总会过去的,让时间流走你的烦恼吧!

不要因为小小的争执,远离了你至亲的好友,也不要因为小小的怨恨,忘记了别人的大恩。

感谢上苍我所拥有的,感谢上苍我所没有的。

当你手中抓住一件东西不放时,你只能拥有这件东西,如果你肯放手,你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念,不肯放下,那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。

如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天,那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳,多少人在今天已经成了残废,多少人在今天已经失去了自由,多少人在今天已经家破人亡。

恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中,不管他有多坏,有多恶。你愈骂他,你的心就被污染了,你要想,他就是你的善知识。

你不要常常觉得自己很委曲,你应该要想,他对我这样已经很好了,这就是修行的功夫。

世界原本就不是属于你,因此你用不着抛弃,要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用,但非我所属。

学会用理解的,欣赏的眼光去看对方,而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。

成熟的人不问过去;聪明的人不问现在;豁达的人不问未来。

发光并非太阳的专利,你也可以发光。

你可以用爱得到全世界,你也可以用恨失去全世界。

爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切,却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。

人总是珍惜未得到的,而遗忘了所拥有的。

如你想要拥有完美无暇的友谊,可能一辈子找不到朋友。


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Found this in one of my emails. I apologize for those who cant read chinese, i lazy to translate them. ^^; For those who can read chinese, learn it, its really good. =)

Read it when i was very emo. But then its not easy to achieve this, thats why i'm quite failed.
Eventually i found this before i did an emo post, so i guess you ppl still no chance to see me do emo-emo poste yet.