1 more week to certain people to get OLD. oTL
I'm nothing special or great enough for ppl to willing think of various stuff, buy expensive things for me. and people forgets my BD, so well yeah, i doesnt mind. I think i can just sing BD song to myself and oh yea, with something new, play BD song on violin to myself. It did be cool, playing it at 12am (sorry neighbour) and self-entertain(syok sendiri).
Remember that i cannot celebrate last year? so this year techinically i'm skipping 19th and go for 20th BD. Its been 2 years since last celebrated. I still remember its my first time celebrate without my family. Instead its with my new collegemate (Just get in college for 3 months only), i'm pretty touched they do so for me. Throughout the years i keep celebrating for ppl, but not mine. I already lost the feeling of how it feels like to open present. haha i'm dreaming. I does want to get back home to celebrate. Last time during my BD was my sem break, i was so thrill but mom said it should be forgotten cause its not good luck. This year i'm in college, but its a Saturday, and next year is Sunday. Guess if it falls on weekends i'll be able to spent this day silently in my room alone. Nevermind, silent night is holy night, i can play this song too. Great. Actually BD is just another normal day, its just slightly special cause you gets older by 1 year on this day officially and technically.
Jeremy told me to do my Toastmasters #10 last speech at HELP uni then i can get my trophy there, as a present for myself. LOL. sedih giler. X'D
Still, birthday is still birthday, i wanna make a wishlist, though i know it wont happen. So just let me day dreaming abit can? XD
1) DSLR camera with external flash + fish eye lens.
- haha, has been wanted one, but its so bulky and no video function makes me hate it. and that i also donno how to operate old model, new ones with buttons are easier. XD But nowadays i been doing more diff and higher standard type of photo(or so i wish to), my prosumer cant produce picture i wanted. T_T heavy noise, aperture not good, macro not sharp.
--ah well i really dont wish anything one usually as i am the type of person dream of anything and it WONT happen, or sumting terrible happen. therefore in order to keep what i want i stripe not to think of it XD--
2) Gingerbread plushie.
-ever since i watch Shrek i have been falling in love with the gingerbread. XD and that i saw my friend got a giant gingerbread for her BD make me envy her alot. Hers is around 100cm tall? I saw it at a shop nearby my home's Jusco. I hint it very obviously to my mom but its very expensive, 80 bucks for big and 30 for small? Nah, let me dream and drool here la~ XD
--actually i have alot of stuff and that i'm satisfy and appreciate with what i have so i dont usually demand for stuff. Its actually quite hard to list down things, i donno what i want. I dont dream for things its impossible to get or expensive ones since i wont be able to own them anyway. We cannot forever live in the dream do we? XD ahah, thought of something while writting~--
3) New set of harddrive for my PC.
-New CPU casing, better graphic card, new mother board, power supply. i want a LCD monitor!(yea mine is still the CRT bulky monitor =_=) DVD burner. Speaker no need since i got new Altec Lansing 2.1 this year. XD
4) Headset with mic needed!
-LOL, cause some while ago was having video call with friends. My mic failed me, i have to scream and the sound is so soft. It aint sensitive. Headset is when i'm back home next year i can use it without disturbing my parents at night. Usually i hate it and use speaker instead, it hurts my ears.
5) Demanding a bigger External Harddisk. 1.5Tb, or 2Tb? XD
-Liek, i thought i have TWO Ex-HDD already? One 250Gb, and 500Gb? my 500Gb is full in half year time, my 250 wiring got problem, always got error. So its dangerous to store things in there, it might failed you when u need it.
6) Shaker, jiggle, stirrer cocktail set
-haha, i've been pretty much hook up with cocktail ever since 'that day'. But without shaker especially, you basically cant do much at all. A set of these will make things come true and you can start making cocktails YAY!
-Look at the set, its so amusing! Cocktail travelling set!! *__* i cant find good set or that its not even selling. maybe i havent try specialise shop, if not sure can find. XD
-ah i wanted the BOOK, not only recipe (its so easy to find especially 'Cocktail 101' or Best recipe etc. but i want a book explains the history and origin of each spirits (brandy, gin, vodca, rum, whiskey, cocnac) and other countries' alchohol like Sake of Japan, matai of China~~ Its pointless if you know how to mix and drink without knowing the history, origin and the meaning behind it. =D
7) Yukata
-has been wanted one ever since i first atten Bon Odori festival. Its expensive so i always let it go. This year almost buy one already but its RM250, it comes with a set of yukata + obi + geta + kinchaku. but its not well spent for something wearing once a year so i let it go. and to prevent my mum to strangle me buying unnessecary stuff again
Haha i think thats all kua~ readers sorry for reading my day dreaming post. ^^; I wished them but i cant get them since i'm not that wealthy to spent on stuff like these. In love with Laptop too but since i'm graduating next year and i'll be moving my PC back home so its not neccessary unless my work needs it~
Thanks for reading, have a nice day. =D
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