Shingeki no Kyoujin cos test (*≧▽≦) + SnK OST

Went to friend's house to check out his SnK props and give advice on how to improvise and MOD on it.

So confirm must cos test it as well hahaha  (★^O^★)

My hair looks similar to Eren so... let me cosfuck for abit here. *syok sendiri max* ＼( ｀.∀´)／

Not gonna cosplay SnK, too lazy to make the props haha.

So this is just nice for me to have a slight feel of being the army ufufufufu   ヾ(@°▽°@)ノ

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Oh and the SnK OST is out last night too.
Downloaded it and listening already, damn awesome wei.  ≧(´▽｀)≦

Smurf Global Day

22nd June was Smurfs Global Day, something like a celebration for the creator of Smurf.

This one is my little part time job lol, as the mascott. （〜^∇^)〜

Gotten the cookies from the organizer. Its from Delectable ヾ(｡´･_●･`｡)☆

Taste pretty sweat LOL but oh well, free food is NICE haha └（★ｏ★）┐

Nothing much to blog today orz...

seems like the haze is going down~

bought the bus and train ticket to Singapore Cosfest next week.  d=(´▽｀)=b

Need to start packing the costumes and camera~ *(*´∀｀*)☆

丫头～玩累勒就请回到我身边

Oh haii everybadii.. sorry for not updating blog orz.

Many many things happened.

No worries, my ankle is fully recovered n has already been back to Karate class n badminton.

Attended Video Game Live Malaysia 2 days ago sitting 5th row, middle seat, most expensive zone. XD

the orchestra concert is super f-ing awesome sauce! recorded whole show in video. Borrowed a camera from fren n use it for recording(that's 10.1 Mpix!), my cam (7.1 Mpix) use for taking a bit photo n 2 vids. each hand doing diff stuff haha. My stupid bro sitting beside me dont want help me take vid, SUAN LER~

Total spent RM400 for VGL lol.. *broke*

RM253 for ticket alone, RM60 for their official VGL shirt, RM40 sharing half the CD with my bro(ori RM80), RM15 for their super cool VGL lanyard. including transport to go KLCC, round up RM400 liao. But it is worth it, since i rarely spent money haha. n the CD is signed by Tommy Tallarico, Jack Wall, Norihiko Hibino and Laura. JEALOUS la~~ >: D

but i forgot to buy an extra lanyard for my fren who dint afford to attend vgl orz. n i not willing to give out mine.. T_T

I actually did game character cosplay! debut at VGL. like first ever... It is Final Fantasy XIII FTW! Sorry i'm kinda HOPEless cause i only has 2 weeks to prepare. only decided to do Hope early this month. Then go buy cloth n all the material. This costume is fully handmade(with a bit of help from my fren's mom), n also shoe, scarf, glove, n boomerang. Wig is the only HOPEless part for this cosplay. cause last minute decide on this chara n i wont have time to order one so i go around n bought a 2nd hand wig within that 2 weeks. but its a total spike wig, so its damn hard to style. i took 2 days to press them n only 50% got pressed down but still look puffy. I ish sad i cant help with it n I felt sorry for my frens who helped rushing the costume n weaopon for me.

But i totally love the scarf, jacket n shoe cause it is super nice. handmade stuff sure is epic. 8D My overall costume is at 95% accuracy. the orange scarf i'll search for that perfect material, n silver zip, cause this 2 things dont have in Malaysia orz. My boomerang is nice too. Within it actually has 13 layers of various material, just fit FF 13 wahahahaha. Its merely coincident thou~ Wig i gonna get a new one orz, this current wig i'll debut another chara haha. just nice i memang want to do him. n this failed wig for Hope is actually PERFECT for this chara lol.. YES its another SHOUTA too! xDDD

Exam in less than 10 hrs time n i'm only study less than half of it lol..cause was having very bad days b4 this. few weeks of not able to sleep nicely, weather super hot, the rushing my cosplay stuff for VGL. Hopefully i can get over this. As this is gonna be my last time sitting exam, next sem will be my final semester n my final 3 subjects are all 100% coursework.

Is missing my dear fiancé n potter.. have already been a month dint go sunway liao.. although i did met them at events.. after this i busy exam till 30th this month, go home holiday(and collect my uncollect angpaos). its gonna be like 5 weeks i cant see them n be with them.. T_T i wanna sing k n watch movie~

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Found this very nice story, share it with u all. =D

丫头～玩累勒就请回到我身边
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刚恋爱时，他和她都很狂热，一日不见如隔三秋。有一天晚上她失眠，忽然非常想念他。已经是午夜了，她猜想这会儿他一定睡得正香，却还是忍不住拨了他的手机。没想到，电话通了，那端正是他清醒的声音：“宝宝你怎么了？是不是又失眠了？”她惊异地问：“你晚上怎么不关机啊？”他笑着说： “我怕关了机，你想我的时候找不着我啊！”
　　后来，两人分手了，她很快有了新的男友。新男友帅气洒脱，对她呵护备至，她很满足，常常幸福地笑倒在他的怀里。只有一点缺憾，她常常找不到他，他的手机通常都处于关机状态。她埋怨他：“你怎么总是关机啊！”他振振有辞： “关了机可以不被约束，如今关机也是时尚，谁还傻瓜一样 24小时开着手机啊。”他和她约会时，也总是先把手机关了，说是怕别人打扰他们的幸福。直到有一天，她意外地发现，他背着她还和另外一个女孩儿来往着。
　　她一下子找到了他关机的理由。
　　再次分手后，她的心情坏到了极点，夜里常常失眠，不断地做噩梦。有一次被噩梦惊醒后，惊悸和恐惧逼得她无处可逃，情急中她打了他的手机，电话那一端是冰冷的声音：“对不起，你所拨叫的用户已关机。”她的心冻成了一块冰，无措中忽然想到了最初的男友，下意识地就拨了那个已经被尘封了的号码。电话通了，她只轻轻地“喂”了一声，他关切的话语便从话筒的那端传过来：“宝宝是你啊，怎么了？又失眠了？”
　　她没有说话，泪却流了出来。她听到他在那端着急地问： “宝宝你别哭啊，到底怎么了？是不是做噩梦害怕了？不怕不怕，有我在呢！”
　　她哽咽着问：“你怎么不关机呢？”
　　他说：“我怕你想找我的时候找不到我啊。”
　　仍然是那样，她的心被这一句话轻轻打动。
　　只有怀着最深的爱，才能为你时时守候。就像此刻，这深深的夜里，那个为你开着的手机，承载的是一份随时随地的守候和企盼；而那个为你开着手机的人，才是你生命深处最真的爱啊..

The LAST GACC 2010! Are you going?

Yea you read it correct, it is the LAST GACC. At first they called it Project Slingshot: Phase 2, after 2009 GACC's Phase 1.
"Project Slingshot : Phase 2" Announcement Teaser:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ykgCmLMP2aw

Now because the core committee are leaving and they wanted to end it epicly, so this is going to be the last year ever you will have GACC.
GACC2010 Special Announcement: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x2T4N9_TCpw
GACC2010 Announcement Teaser: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BSroQxmj74E&feature=related

Donno what GACC is? They had brought to you the first ever Seiyuu appearance in South East Asia at 2007 and 2008 is Bleach's Ichigo Kurosaki/FFX's Tidus seiyuu Masakazu Morita.

Official website: http://whatisgacc.com/


This is it folks! Everything that has a beginning has an end, and let's make it epic.


Event: GACC 2010 (Games, Anime, Comic Circle)
Date: 20 & 21 March 2010
Day: Saturday & Sunday
Venue: Multimedia University Melaka Campus
Ticket: FOC!!
Cosplay: Duh~ Yes of course!
Doujin: Yep, but limited no.
Competition: Cosplay, games, gundam, art, doujin, others~


Are you coming? Are you going to make this event the most EPIC ever GACC?

I'll be bringing my so-called EPIC group and debuting it at this GACC too, on Day 1. Day 2 you MIGHT have a surprise from me. XD or just the same character from Day 1~

See you all there!

PS: Singaporeans please comment if you are going. >w

Video Games LIVE in Malaysia!!

Woah, seriously? Another great concert in Malaysia?!

ARGH!!!#!#@^@$^#&%^($@*^

I'm so so so going to this with my bro!!!!

This time Malaysia is having the greatest Video Games concert in the whole world!

Video Games LIVE in Malaysia!!

Official website: http://www.videogameslive.com/index.php?s=info

Date: April 17, 2010
Venue: KL Convention Center, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

Ticketing: TBA COMING SOON! (approx. RM100-RM300)
Event/Orch: National Symphony Orch.

BGM/Songs from Games that they will play include:
Mario™
Zelda®
Halo®
Final Fantasy®
Warcraft®
StarCraft®
Diablo®
Sonic™
Metal Gear Solid®
Kingdom Hearts
Chrono Trigger™
Chrono Cross™
Mega Man™
Myst®
Tron
Castlevania®
Metroid®
Interactive Frogger
Interactive Space Invaders
Interactive Guitar Hero™
Interactive Donkey Kong™
Medal of Honor™
God of War™
BioShock™
Civilization IV
Tomb Raider®
Beyond Good & Evil™
Advent Rising
EverQuest® II
Mass Effect™
Shadow of the Colossus
Silent Hill™
Crysis®
Monkey Island
Earthworm Jim
Portal™
Pac-Man
Lair
Conan
Command & Conquer: Red Alert
Headhunter
Splinter Cell®
Ghost Recon™
Rainbow Six®
Jade Empire
Contra
OutRun
Gears of War
Need For Speed®: Undercover
Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix™

PS: There are a number of youtube videos on past VGL orchestra if you wanna sample what will be coming in THIS April

OMG my bro and my fav's HALO, Final Fantasy!! OMG!!! HYPER!!

Nevertheless Please all thanks to Deidara, my friend who actually requested the organizer to have VGL in malaysia. XD

Hahaha,one of the reasons they actually decided to come here was cause I bugged them about it in London and Singapore. Told them that Malaysia actually has a huge gaming community and that they should come over for a show~ -Dei-

Btw, just to warn you ya, 17th April will be the day having PCfair, so the place will be super packed with gamers, possible cosplayers, and concert-goers. Haha I wont cosplay no game related costume to be exact

I'm going to VGL, are you? =D

CNY super random photoshoot

Thursday I went for a very random shoot with Sin, Drag n Aoi(super random tagging along from FB). You know why this shoot is so random? Cause the night before, wednesday la, Sin MSN me say wanna be their model for shoot anot. Cause this 2 guys keep nagging want to photoshoot with me very long already.. So I say, ok On On! then we randomly get a place, cosplay, costume, n time..It's just the casual Gokudera lor~

On thursday Sin came pick me, but was late 1 hour cause TAKA SLEPT IN BATHROOM FOR AN HOUR OMG.. but dropping him at Sunway, then we both go Ikea eat meatballs, meet up with Aoi. Then i want go buy a tie cause i forgot it.. go Daiso buy cheap black tie which is written as 'FUNERAL tie'. After that go Damansara pick up Drag. donno where to shoot... so simply find an alley, found place jor then go nearby Giant get change then head back n shoot. Shoot finish jor go dinner then continue drive over to Putrajaya n shoot night scene. OMG damn siao can. haha. I never have solo photoshoot with 3 photographers, n shoot at 2 very different places(very far!).. Lucky my clothings is simple and casual so its comfortable and easy. =)

Our shoot dint set time or place... damn random one haha. at first we said go Ikea shoot, then Drag was late so we change to random alley near his place. After that they say night scene at Putrajaya is nice, so I say 'want go anot?' They say dont mind, so we okok, go lor.. haha, random right?

The shoot at Putrajaya quite short n not that nice cause 2 photographers run out of batteries. So left Drag shooting there, no fun liao.. I suggest to shoot something related to CNY. So was shooting me throwing the angpaos.. I tell you ho, its so damn tiring... throwing it up is no problem, but picking it up again n again can die wei...that one shoot for at least 20+ shots. At first Sin got the shot d, then Drag want shoot also, then need throw again. T__T ended up throwing+picking angpaos around 50 times. >_<

Angpaos falling down from the sky~~

I posted this on Facebook, so sad some ppl thought the angpao is photoshopped in. *CRIES* The angpaos are REAL, NOT photoshopped in.. T__T

The chinese character on angpao is actually GOLD colour, but due to the angle it looks like black. I guess that's y the angpao near my shoulder looks like being burn. but actually it should be due to the flash light reflecting the golden word on angpao. With a slower shutter then it drags longer lor..my teory la. XD And also so COINCIDENTALLY all angpao facing the same side OMG.. talk about luck man... and the floor right behind me became POND already. Drag says it is the pond of fortune woh~ XDDD

Was suppose to JUMP while throwing them, but after few tries think it is bad idea so I just stand there... Drag has a different shoot where I kneel on ground, need wait him for the photo.

But very sad la due to some reason we called off the shoot earlier and dint manage to catch the shoot at the bridge. All in all it was super fun and enjoying... first time having shoot like this. Summore shoot from afternoon till night (ok i'm quite sampat cause i dont have much shoot at all).

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Next day, I suppose to go movie marathon alone, then Drag n Sin wants to tag along, n also drag's gf. So we meet up at Mid Valley but only watch Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief. cause other movies' review not good. The movie is good! go watch it haha. Also met up with Aoi which Drag n Sin keep saying is my bf like WTF i only know him on thursday.. to get photos from him.. cause he leaving to NZ on sunday liao. We have Sushi Zanmai which the guys dont like sob.. then Sin sent me back Uni..

The CNY hols ended with some randomly added on fun... now time to jiong assignments.. test coming soon too. OMG >_<

CNY & Valentine's day approaching...

Do you already have your plan, activities for these 2 celebration? =D

Ya know, everyone in the class is discussing when are they going home, going where and stuff. Me? I'll stay at Uni till this Saturday, then I'll head up to KL to meet my parents. I think the Uni will be dead quiet on Friday... ^^; Everyone's home already, minus those foreigners (but I bet they're hanging out too).

Not able to go home for CNY like every other colleagues, not having valentine to celebrate the day of the year. haha, somehow I felt a little sad la. I dint even have the chance to go home help mom clean the house, decorate the house, shop for CNY clothings. I wouldn't even get to see how my house looks like after the decorations done. T___T

Right now it seems that I have NO plans for the CNY week yet. People ask me go up Ipoh, down to Melaka and even Singapore. Why no one invite me to hang out at KL one? T__T No photoshoot I can join meh? Or open house leh~

I think I go for movie marathon and look at the happy couple, family shopping at shopping mall.. Then play some VERY SAD songs on my violin & cello. Cause I never found any CNY songs to play, the only one I had is Chirstmas songs lol. Watch animes, remake props, do assignments.

I ish SAD desu. Single and Desperate and sedih. X'D

Piercing

I realise once I start writing back, the usual readers are coming to read so I better continue to write more hehe... ^^;

So, last weekend I finally went to pierce 2 more earrings on both side of my ears. This is actually my second time pierce. The first time I had was when I'm about grade 1 or 2. But because I dont wear any earrings usually, most of my friend dint know I already had piercings. *fails*

I had always wanted to pierce more since early last year, but I keep missing the chance whenever I'm back home holiday. And when I'm finally got chance, the stall my mom insist they had the service actually dont have it. >_> So I missed it again.

When I'm back Uni, I go annoy Sam since I heard they want to pierce for CNY too. The week before last weekend, Sam and I pass by the shop but I wasnt ready so I cowardly give a pass. Then last week, I finally get it done! Mainly because Sam went to pierce first, then I'm ready to do it after her... Seriously had to thank her for taking the first step, otherwise I would have gone home regretting it again. Dx

Hmm, it does felt a little sting on the first night, but the next day I could barely feel I had just pierced the day before. Actually 1 of the reason why I'm so afraid is the aftermath. When I was young, I had infection after I pierce, and my mom need to buy real gold earrings to stop that. Right now, it seems ok so far, no itchiness or pain. *touch wood*

Wait for the wound to recover then I cant wait to change earrings. XD Hopefully before next cosplay event (GACC) at March it's completely cure, otherwise I have to cosplay with earrings. Dx WHY THE CHARACTERS I COSPLAY DONT WEAR EARRINGS!! T___T

Chinese New Year plans..

Alot people ask me why I'm not going home for CNY and I had to explain it everytime... orz So I better announce it so I no need to repeat again and again..

So well yea, for the 3rd year this time, I'm NOT going back to my hometown to celebrate CNY. My parents will be coming down, my bro going up and we all will meet up at KL and head to Genting for that few days. It has became a trend and our CNY destination for these few years. We're merely there to escape the crowd and have a relaxed holiday with the family. (We dont even go to the theme park and all, just stay at Awana hotel..)

Usually during these days(I can predict cause it's always the same) we'll have steamboat, mahjong, swimming and even made 'tang yuan'. This is how we holiday at Genting, mainly just for the breezing weather...

As for why I'm not going home, its because my mom said it'll be packed taking bus home, and having trouble coming back to Uni so rejected it... 3 years ago before I came to KL to study, my bro actually reach home midnight on the reunion night. Hence when I go far to study, instead of waiting my bro and I to come back, my parents came down. So now you get the reason? I'm graduating soon and my bro is graduating this year too, so I hope after this year I can celebrate back home, finally...

However, another sad thing bout not going home is that, I'm having a week long holidays (cause everyone applied leave and thus lecturers decided to cancelled whole week's classes), but I'm already back Uni at the 4th day.. So I basically has nothing to do. For most of us here, it is 1 week holiday, including the foreigners even they dont celebrate CNY. I wonder what I can do here alone with this empty Uni that time..

I'm meeting up my parents on Saturday, 13th Feb and will be back Uni on following Wednesday, 17th Feb. I have around 5 days left with nothing to do (I too want to enjoy the holiday without head-aching for assignment Dx). Anyone has open house, cosplay photoshoot or gathering I can join along? T___T

CNY decoration with Gokudera dynamites?

Ah, Chinese new year is coming soon.. right now, it is exactly 3 weeks away. i was wondering how i want to decorate my hostel this year... Last year i just decorate it the midnight b4 i head out to meet my parents for CNY lol.. Last year I was writting some 'Chun Lian'(chinese couplets), making some angpao fishes and little lantern for deco.

This year i was thinking why dont I make some smaller dynamites, Gokudera style and hang it at the door...

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...and of course the dynamite will be make flammable. XD

My proud dynamite production. XD Took this when I was testing the effect, the very first time I making the dynamites for Gokudera, back at 3 days before Cosfest 2009.

And this is when it is being used at GACC 2009. XD

As for CF2009 I had upgraded my dynamites from just pouring out sparkles into real exploding dynamites. Although the exploding power is very very little. Not enough to even kill a cat. XD

So for the CNY dynamites I gonna make it using the one explode-able...

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I hope no one go lit it up and baaannnngggg....LOL

You think good idea? :D

Ready, Set, Go! HK-ShengZhen-Macau backpack trip 7-15 Oct

Yep yep, SOMEONE going for a 9 days backpack trip with her uncle, bro and mom. and it happens on my short sem, taking leave for trip, i'm just EPIC. orz

I'm flying off to Hong Kong in 16 hours time. Later I'll go out and fly home first, cause its a direct flight from Penang. Amazing thing is that I'm still blogging here, I havent pack anything to bring home, although my mom will pack the cloth for me.

Hmm, I not sure how enjoy I am for this trip as I had found out my result yesterday (read previous entry). Yesterday tried to reach darling many times but couldnt get tru. Finally at 1am (today literally) she called back and we talked abit. Nothing much, just trying to find someone to talk to. You see, I'm having a trip 2mrw, supposingly to be anticipated, but the result strikes me hard. I couldnt find Sam since she must be tired after work and that she had her own problem too, I cant possibly bother her. So neways, Shio and I had quite a long talk, mainly is my rant and emo. I'm glad she willing to listen to me even she had just finished her practise/meeting and was tired. *hugs* Anata ga hontouni aishiteru yo! Boku wa no koibito AITAI! =D

No, I'm straight. She's just a close friend of mine and we play and 'play' alot. >:D

Ok sorry I'm writting stuff like those. So later i'm going off. I'm having my HK flight at 6am 2mrw. We'll mainly go to 3 places as the title written.

First stop is Hong Kong for 3 days, and will be at the Disneyland (gosh the entrace fee!). Gonna buy WIGS there too! and shop for ACG merchandise. Thanks alot to Paperrockstar, Cappy and Solomon for giving me some tips and guidelines. =) If not I also wont be able to know where to get those things. Just hopefully they got the colour I want. My mom wants to buy wigs too. >_>

I so gonna get at least 2 new wigs for myself, and help my group to buy wigs. Then i gonna shop for ACG merchandise, buy boots, shirts, jackets! X3 Of course part of it will be for cosplay *shhh* and part is for myself lor

I also heard from Shiro, Miychi, xrys and Lunaengrey that on 10th Oct will have an ACG event at Kowlong. I really wish I can make it there, although I wont be cosplaying, but I might able to bump into xrys and maybe Lina too, as well to witness HK ACG scene. X3 But I heard my mom said, we're staying at Kowlong for 3 days, 4th day which is the event day we'll head to Sheng Zhen already! O_o My goodness no! I wanna go la!!

Ok so 2nd stop and supposingly 4th day should be at Sheng Zhen for 3 days. Then we'll head to Macau for the last 3 days. Our backpack trip is usually sight-seeing and food trip. Hopefully I wont become FAT after 9 days. Will be land down at Penang from Macau on 15th Oct, 10.30am flight.

Oh yea before I forgot, just to make things clear. I have NO obligation to help YOU to shop for YOUR stuff. You need to understand we also got our own shopping list to do. The wigs, I'm buying them since it's my group and I think choosing it on the spot wont make you buy the wrong colour. However, I'll definitely get some souvenir for my closer friends here. =D

Well, thats all for now, gotta go pack up ade lol, later forgot stuff then die lor~ I'll try to on9 my facebook and do some mini live report if i can get internet access. Ciao!

PS: Will be bringing the Domo I bought with Shio(she also has one) to HK and do Domo channel. Sam will know what I mean. XD

Happy belated Birthday Gokudera!

Just felt like doing an entry for him. =3

Well OK I know it is yesterday, but then I having exam mar, so now doing (oik, like you dont have exam 2mrw!)

Yesterday morning 5.30am only i sleep, suppose to wake up at 7am and continue chew the Advertising & Promotion textbook, but i forgot to change the alarm from 6am to 7am.. So it rang at 6am, of course i turn it off for not getting enuf sleep yet...so i continue to dooze off...until i woke up at 8.30am,look at the clock, hmm 8.30am alright...just right before i doze of again, i realize i totally overslept! Immediately jump off the bed. XD

So I continue to eat the pages and head off for exam at 1.30pm. Thank god its in the afternoon.

We were given 100% (50% overall in this subject) to write about Google and Internet! You will never know how hard to write about them. ;A;

Actually i more focus on this chapter cause it is at the later part of the text book and i'm reading from the back LOL. But I dont think i can score cause i never finished the last question which has 30%! Screw UK for giving us all this theory papers with only 2 hours! Last time we have 3 hours paper.. T___T

Oh yea, i'm totally out of topic. XD As title said, yesterday is Gokudera's Birthday, as a Goku cosplayer myself, i decided to do something for him. Did a MEME on my Deviantart too. And yep, manage to get it done~ ( http://w4n1n0k0.deviantart.com/journal/27103767/ ) Since i'm still having exam, the 'yummy' photo of Gokudera will have to wait until my paper finish 2mrw, and prepare and snap it and shop it. X'D

Ah forgot to mention, is it because i'm Gokudera cosplayer, i'm having a pretty bad stomachache in the morning before my exam... Until I have to eat medicine to cure it. Or is it i smell my nee-chan's POISON COOKING? orz

OK, i think i have mood to study my exam now... Research ah research, Gokudera stripe to study how to complete CAI stuff... i also need to study and research too...Tomorrow's paper: Marketing Research... another horrible subject with crazy points for little writting. Either pass with flying in the cloud nine or fail badly. T_T

Gotta go study, will update when my exam finishes tomorrow!

GACC Plans + Uber tight schedule

MMU Melaka, Malaysia's 2nd biggest and very happening event GACC is going to be held this weekend. EPICness within.

However i had received and noticed several ppl cancelling the trip due to H1N1. Probably reason because Melaka is quite heavily infected with those virus.

Furthermore, without seiyuu coming to the event this year, people wont really missed out alot this year. Thus it makes more ppl deciding not to go. But GACC has always been EPIC, be it with or without seiyuu. We're going to enjoy the event not forcing urself to go. What's the point if they bringing a seiyuu but u dont even know right? If it is, its more like DaiCon already. GACC is a very warm and happening event where ppl and cosplayers get to have fun and gathering, as simple as that.

But i cant cancel cause i needa meet up my bro, pass his stuff and get my MONEH back(helped him buy book), bus ticket and accommodation paid, costume make. X'D And it is also gonna be last event gathering with my friends that are flying oversea for studies. So i need to make it! And also another 'reason'. You will probably know on GACC itself. ah, i had just been confirmed that i have something else to do on GACC too. haiz~ seriously got tied up already. T_T

Now gets on my tight schedule :
Mon :
Just now class ends 1 hour earlier, 5pm badminton, 7.30pm tkd? i heard class closed already. Help Sam help...i scared i cant do that kick. =_=
Night assignment

Tues:
Class 8-12pm, assignment, 7-9.30pm Toastmasters meeting, more assignments

Wed :
Sleep in the morning and chiong assignments, skipping class at 3-5pm since nothing to teach already. I'm so glad he actually postponed the test to monday, at least we can focus on the other assignment properly. night 7.30pm go class for practise of that ridiculous kick?

Thurs :
8-10am class, continue one last chance for assignment b4 5pm. Hand in assignment ade then 5-7pm meeting and briefing of the GACC trip. Go back, chiong props, wig cutting, research on poses and make up on character.

Fri :
Morning is pack-up(which i think will last for 10 mins again), gonna chiong and touch up my Goku cosplay propsSSS. Afternoon head down to Melaka with my club members. Meet bro(dinner mayb?), get into MMU do stuff.

Sat :
Should be getting back midnight on fri and head back sat early morning to help up. Then only i slowly go prepare my cosplay.

Sun :

Help up + cosplay. Night back college, should reach around midnight too? Damn tired ade, donno how to study for test. T_T
Mon: 8-12pm class, 1pm is the TEST! *dies*

GACC cosplays :
Day 1 : Suzaku Kururugi from Code Geass, uniform version
Group : Duo with my MENTALLY DISORDER Lelouch (liek really, IRL. Dont RAEP me!)
Note : gonna practise the ridiculous spin kick of his. but wont be doing on left leg since i'm a right leg right hand person. 2 months no training, hope i can resume the fitness.. Kick is easy, but jumping + kick is another matter. later i slip and fell, Lelouch gonna laugh at me. /gg
Note 2 : Hmm, actually its pretty tension for me to cosplay someone that is so POPULAR and highly recognizeable by anime fans. I really scared to spoilt ppl's fandom. but i'll try my best to cosplay him properly, with the epic stoned face with my Lelouch and cracking sadistic smiles with him LOL

Day 2: Gokudera Hayato from KHR, Sistema CAI version (again =_= )
Group : mini group same like cosfest, but i think got 1 more fella, noisy one
Note 1 : Dynamites alert! New exploding paowah! *yosh* Hope i wont be blacklist from the event. Gotten some new exploding stuff from friend. Its very tiny only, about 1 inch length, but my friend said the sound is loud and its dangerous, liek really. Gonna test run the power b4 GACC to see the potential harmful scope for this.
Note 2 : seriously NO IMPROVISE on props! like, seriously no time lor. but FYI, after GACC, i'll DISPART EVERYTHING from my skull cannon and improvise it to the EXTREME!(no its not a word from my mouth,damn ryouhei). Every other parts of the props will be fully improvise and it is really going to be EPIC. 8D ahemfunctionableskullcannonanddangerousd ynamitesahem 8D

Just now was chatting with Dei, suddenly we got very random LOL. Chatlog as below:

me: more dynamites paowah on gacc. >D

dei: oh

dei: bring

dei: plentyyyy

me: this time's might be dangerous

dei: lets get dangerous

dei: "pipe bomb!"

dei: waniiii go cosplay Zoey

dei: PIPE BOMBS here

me: melaka is highly infected by h1n1, we are to protect gacc, pipe bombs here!

dei: T-virus

dei: We masuk Resident Evil

dei: LAWL

me: then get an umbrella, umbrella company from RE

dei: then randomly
dei: sing umbrealla.

dei: Ella ella elaa

me: epic sial, we're so random

dei: hahahah

I'm very brain cracking, dei was also very random. XD

Well, hope everything goes well, H1N1 goes down. Lets go bombard GACC!

CosFest VIII Event Trip Coverage - Part 1

Coverage for the EPIC CosFest trip, liek, FINALLY, after almost a MONTH. oh Gosh~ *slaps head*

ok, i'm giving myself excuse by slacking away from my assignment. I'm so so die LOL.

Ok, lets start it off SLOWLY, yea, the whole trip is so epic i think i will write 3 parts of it on separate days, i'll see how it goes~

I'll start by crediting people who makes this trip epic and the success of cosplaying Gokudera.

======CREDITS======
-Yee Ling and Ah San for chiong-ing the props together with me. >_<><
-Allen who saves me from planting mushrooms ALONE at Seremban bus station at 12am, sending me around and get me on bus to SG. ><
-Shiro who is so kind to accomodate us 4 girls. You saves us alot of money! Thanks! and also let me sneak viewing those photoshoot pics =)
-Deidara who follows me around at CF day 1 to scare ppl with my dynamites. XD
-Jesuke who willing to take pic with me. You make my day. >_<
-Lynn and Lenneth who take pic with me 8D
-Lynn who are able to recognize my name (i sounded pathetic here but i'm actually surprise she does know my name, n i still wonder how~ LOL)
-Adam who borrows me his lighter + free cigarrete
-Sotong who takes pictures of our trio (sorry to both you and Adam that i couldnt accompany you guys enough Dx)
-Shan Wen who tours us around and also get lost, help carry bags
-Sam who borrows me her DSLR and dissapear with it XD
-Shio who makes us have an even epic journey, helping me on Gokudera's boxes

-Super super awesome cosplayers that let me take ur pics, talked to me(like i actually talk alot =_=) .
-Awesome and Epic photographers that took my group and my pictures
-Great Malaysian cosplayers friends that we hang around together
-Reno who created the tagline "I NEVER REGRET GOING TO COSFEST!!" at the end of day 2

======Pre event-trip======
8th July 2009, WEDNESDAY night, A day before the trip starts
i have class till 5pm, then have a club party afterwards, so my ACTUAL propSSS making starts around 10pm. Both Elaine + San came by to help this broke-down pathetic girl to make props.

Props list entry over here: http://waninokocym.blogspot.com/2009/07/cosfest-cosplay-planning.html

Things need to make/do/buy/sew:
1) 16 red boxes + 1 beige/green box cancelled of due to lack of time
2) 5 rings [got them when meet up with Sam]
3) 6 brown dynamites with wordings on it + sparkles lit
4) skull cannon. [Done at 2 minutes b4 taking off from hostel LOL, sprayed 4 times in half hour's time, EPIC giler]
5) a cross with diamond shape necklace [Allen helped origami the diamond, Sam help sew them together, done on friday night itself]
6) Thick white belt with 2 more hang on both side of the waist [done on friday night with Shio's help]
7) Punk/Jrock style wristband [borrowed from Shio, no time make them. Dx]
8) Black shortsleeve jacket [borrowed from Shio too, and getto the zips n white patch on sleeve]
9) sky blue elbow level sleeve shirt [modify, helped by Sam]

We make stuff from 10pm till sun rise. YES u see it right, until morning MY GOD. Its 7.30am when we Elaine + San went back to their rooms. I felt guilty i keep on asking them to go back but they still staying with me. In fact 3 of us having 8am class later. oTL

Props status:
-6 Dynamites finished loaded with sparkles lit + 1 dynamite for loading the Skull Cannon
-Skull cannon process at 7.30am = 10% (only have a frame)
-16+2 spare red boxes = 20% (only finished making the silver edges without painting them yet)
-Belt = 0% nothing is make at that time

======EPIC Journey starts======
Day 1 : 9th July 2009, THURSDAY night, a LONG night

Since i still have class from 8-10am, after class i rush back room and start continue to chiong props. I hot glue alot of stuff(like as usual, sorry sam xD) I was so confident that i have another pack of glue refill till at night it actually finished! O_o 6 of them + initial 2 sticks. Get dinner and free drinks for my poor slavejuniors Elaine and San up my room and continue the work.

Props status at 9.55pm (took off at 10pm):
-Dynamites done earlier
-Skull cannon = 90% (all main stuff is done except detail colouring, fire and abit on the red stripes) Spray 4 times in half hour's time, it is a MIRACLE the paint dint come off at all! Amazing. *__*
-16+2 boxes = 80% (silver edges done and painted, skull heads moled but not stick on yet)
-White belt = 0% (nothing was done again, can still continue at SG)
-Sky blue shirt modification = 0% (lol no time, i brought the clothes & cloth i bought to SG lol)

My room is having a TORNADO lvl 8 LOL, seriously no time to clean. Packing done in 10 minutes time, props are SWEPT into plastic bags. orz

My friend who suppose to arrange transport for me as i had triple duplet confirmed with him was delayed. He suppose to get car for me but cant so get a taxi. He said he gonna call a cab once i hang up. Stupidly he only call when i met up with him. and i thought i have 10 minutes (for the driver to drive to my college) to properly double check anything i left out especially the SG dollars and passport. At this very moment Sam called me they missed the train at KL Sentral. Funny thing is that they assumed it was 10pm where its actually 9.35pm. I was pissed they nvr check it, so they got on a cab n rush down to Seremban to meet me (i boarding here).

The cab is very late, 10 mins for Sotong to wait me(which he sud have called the moment i hang the phone), 10 mins for driver to come. I was jokingly telling Sotong that Sam they missed train, later i missed it also. but this CAME TRUE! I reached Nilai KTM station, waited 25 mins and the train suppose to come but it aint. Then I saw our SG train passed by me. If the SG train came b4 the usual train, obviously i will missed it cause a station cant accomodate 2 trains at the same time. I was panicked but it obviously wont stop for me.

I devastated and called Sam if they can get the train to stop for longer which i know its impossible. Train finally came, hop on, waiting and praying i wont missed it. Sam called they reaches Seremban already and the train came. Uberly panicked. then i got a call that COMPLETELY broke my heart:"we're in train now, but it took off already.."

Silent remains on my side, i'm on the way to Seremban, reached the station only 5 mins late. but it aint important anymore, MY TRAIN LEFT ME. T_T

There is actually 1 more last train from Seremban back to KL, but everyone ask me to try get a bus. I hurriedly walked to bus station nearby hoping to get ticket, alone, walking a long path in midnight. Arrived at bus station, checked, but the only bus will reach at a ridiculous 3am at Langkir, Johor. Bus to KL no more opperating at midnight. DOOM I AM. i called Allen, he fetch me all the way from Cheras-Seremban-Cheras back to his home. [If he was fetching Sam them, he wouldnt need to travel to the same place and saved their money too] Its 40 mins drive from his house, i waited. Imagine i'm STRANGED ALONE at the station MIDNIGHT, it sucks. A lot of things came in my mind: scared, terrified, dissapointed, sad, lonely. I nearly wanted him to just drive me back college, sleep for the day and go Daicon at Cyberjaya, Malaysia instead.

Around 1am Allen arrived, drove me to Pudu and manage to get myself earliest bus on Friday morning to SG. Yes i'm so EMO i hardly utter a word the whole trip back his house. Then we headed back Allen's house at 2.30am, settled down, continue with my props. Allen brings in his collection: 3 bottles of White wine, Rum and something else. We had the Australian white wine while i continue make props and him helping to fold a diamond for me. The white wine is only 30% alchohol i think, but just 1 glass i go tipsy already lol, i had 2. =_= He accompanied me and chat while i unpack all my luggage and arrange them properly, do a little touch up on the props ONLY. He taught me abit on how to get around SG once i drop off and borrowed me a map.

I slept at 5.15am, my bus is 7.30am =_=

=======Part 1 finished, part 2 continues another entry=======
Damn i write it as long as a story! i think just 1 night's coverage is longer than the whole trip coverage by Sam. O_o
1.5k words just for a night's story. My goodness. =_=
writes from 12am till 4.20am lol

Cosplay plan?

Recently i had been inspired by some male cosplayers. Yea, biologically MALE CROSSPLAYERS. Why ah why, they are so godly feminine and pwetty than a real girl. *___* I'm jealous, i'm envy, i'm totally amused.



Therefore, although it is very rare, and to the point it is very shocking to even myself, i think i MIGHT try out some FEMALE cosplays next time. XD

But i wont guarantee it will looks nice thou, or even moe or cute. >__<

I donno when i'll did it, or even actually execute what i had said, but there's no harm to stay tune over this? You guys do remind me to do this FEMALE cosplay if i tend to forget and continue doing male cosplays. X'D

Btw, what FEMALE cosplays do you think i can do?? I had done Yuuki from VK(replacing friend), Apache from Bleach(also replacing friend) and Cho Chang from HP. All of them are NOT nice to me actually, i really failed to become a girl LOL. hahahahaha~ T__T

Do suggest! Any of them you think fits me. Since i'm quite short n small size, i think can fit a few kua~ DO NOT gimme those with big boobies one ok~ no super moe i think moe is quite a good new challenge for me? XD Ganas/Aggressive girl is more suitable for my personality though.

I MIGHT go for the one you suggest oh. Cause seriously right now my mind is blank LOL. Assignment tension. oTL



Journal/blog/cover up that I still OWE:
Cosfest VIII trip and event coverup
-YES i still friggin OWE everyone this entry! and that GACC in Melaka, Malaysia is next week >__<>

Comic Fiesta entry back at December 2008?!
-orz i totally failed, to the point this old entry is still not written. ;A; Since everytime i have holidays i'm back hometown and no internet+PC at home so i cannot utilise the free time to write. >_<

Cosfest~ a brief one XD

Alright Cosfest is over last week and i seen ppl that went had already make the report about it. But i'm just too busy to even write it. Gah the assignments. oTZ Photos from the event also just gotten them from my friend's camera 2 days ago.

Will update it properly as i'm really happy of the outcome. I'm glad i make it to the event. Daicon wasnt that good from the feedback i saw.

I NEVER REGRET GOING TO COSFEST!! =D

sorry if you had already read this tagline at here and there. i cant help it cause it's really make of awesomeness. XDD

Cosfest is trully 'A VERY HAPPY EVENT'. everyone was happy, tomodachi are happy, i'm happy. =3

CosFest Cosplay Planning

CosFest is next week and 3 of us are yet to confirm what to cosplay yet. Dx

But most probably gonna do KHR on day 1 and VK on day 2. Researched at SGcafe a lil, surprisingly all groups did KHR on day 2 and VK on day 1. So no crashing with the groups. As for KHR, should be no ppl doing the version we plan. Works or not have to see how i chiong the things out. oTZ Making a list below so i can keep track on what things i need to do..


Things need to make/do/buy/sew:
1) 16 red boxes + 1 beige/green box
2) 5 rings, lucky 1 no need to buy/make, can borrow~
3) brown crackers with wordings on it, should be making 6 only, dont want pressure myself. Dx
4) skull cannon. Oh gosh i wonder is it even workable. I found a person make it awesomely, but she took months to make it. I have relatively 1 week, how... oTZ
5) a cross with diamond shape necklace
6) Thick white belt with 2 more hang on both side of the waist
7) Punk/Jrock style wristband
8) Black shortsleeve jacket (oh nooes, all my jacket is either long or sleeveless T_T)
9) nice sky blue elbow level sleeve shirt


Haha, i'm technically listing out what i need to prepare for this character. I bed it has enough hint on who i'm doing right? XDD

But i guess its not really possible to chiong all props out for next week. DAMN you, so many stuff! Dx Seeing i still need to do my assignments and also a speech presentation on next tuesday, a party on next wednesday.

Maybe i'll redo this character back in malaysia with FULL GEAR! =D

As for another character, need to style the wig. But then travelling around will make the condition bad since i dont have a manequin head. Maybe i go over SG only style.

Very doki-doki with it, since this will be my first time go to Sg event. Dont know what to expect. But thinking can meet up with some of the cosplayer that i know gets me excited a little. X)

Imma going Cosfest VIII YAY!! \(*_*)/

Yea, through some 'method', i've gotten green light from my parents to go Singapore. And so i'm able to go Cosfest next month, and for both days woot! 8DDDD
Yes they agreed me to go Sg but they dont know i go CosFest. XD but then since i can get passport to Sg = can go CF! wakakaka~ >D

Yes I'm going to Cosfest VIII! Here I come Singapore! 8D

They gonna pass me the passport in hours time ie afternoon later. But i just woke up at 1am so maybe will sleep abit later cause got class at 8am lol.

This will be my very first time to go Cosfest, but mayb will be the last seeing my parents wont let me go if they know i'm going there just for cosplay. T__T

Hmm, i dont know what to cosplay yet. Maybe i'll make a poll for it. Or that u ppl can help me decide? But definitely is recycle costumes since i only confirmed going last saturday, which left 3 weeks, how to tailor-made new one.. Dx (i normally do new costume planning minimum 4 months ahead)

For those malaysian that are going, lets go rock cosfest! and also i'm pretty much anticipated to go this Cosfest as i can meet up those awesome singaporean cosplayers in Singapore! *__*

The problem is that i know no one there, and i doubt i can recognize who is who tru their DA or SGcafe name. oTZ

Anyone that goes do help intro them to me yea~ XD
Or singaporean that is reading this, do help me intro urself too. XD

======Update/Edit 4pm=======
Damn the farking connectiion in college! i have to retype all the updated stuff. FARK. ;A;

Ok, my parents just left, gotten the passport YAY! and also went to exchange some Sg dollars ade. 8D

Passport - checked
Sg money - checked
Accomodation - checked [FOC, thanks to Shiro] 8D

Cosplay plan - uncheck
Transport tix - uncheck

Hmm, so now whats left is the transport, gonna settle with the rest by end of this week.
Cosplay planning donno yet, since i'm going with and Shiomaru, and maybe my collegemate. we 3 plan to do a mini trio team so we wont be lonely. Dx

Cosplay tentative plan (advice me ok? ):
1) Aidou Hanabusa - Vampire Knight
2) Zero Kiryuu (Black/white ver.?) - Vampire Knight
3) Cho Chang - Harry Potter
4) Ron Wesley - Harry
5) Jun Yamamoto - Special A
6) Aidou Hanabusa (vest ver.) - Vampire Knight
7) Haninozuka Mitsukuni - Ouran High School Host Club (i dont have usa-chan T_T)
8) Sawada Tsunayoshi - Katekyoushi Hitman Reborn
9) Gokudera Hayato - Katekyoushi Hitman Reborn

*Remarks:
1) Potter as Shiki, Shio as Rima?
2) Potter as kaname?!, shio as yuuki?
3) potter as harry potter, shio as
4) potter as harry again, shio as hermione
5) potter as Tadashi, shio as Megumi aka my twins?
6) er, i go there sleep meh.
7) erm, potter n shio dont have costume woh. DDx
8) i dont fit as him. Dx potter as lambo, shio as goku?
9) erm, i dont look yeng enough. Dx potter as tsuna, shio as lambo?

Cosplay possible plan (need borrow costume ;A; ):
1) Ron Wesley - Harry Potter
2) Akito/Agito Wanijima - Air Gear [i dont wanna trip over there Dx]
3) Yuuki Kurosu - Vampire Knight [erm, no girl for me? xD]
4) Ciel Phan-chiong-hive - Kuroshitsuji [i suck la~ oTZ]


I guess worst case i solo and perhaps join Sg-ian group kua. XD *which i intended to do so initially* 8D

Bunkasai event

Okai, normally i am so darn lazy to write review of an event cause i procastinated too much lol.

But i just gonna post it to fight for YuanCross's right!

but sorry la i'm too tired to continue now, will resume later k? ^^

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See i procastinated and now only wanna resume it.

Alright, thursday after my class, i went to Bunkasai event held by UCSI AniMac Club with my club member.
Meetup with Sam at LRT station at 4pm, took cab and reach there.
Met Yuan and Irislaska. Sam and i went makeup n dressup.

Meet up with Shawn and sexy ZC Dave and do all the omake + kuso shots. Cause we are bored. Nothing much to visit at the small stalls and no other cosplayers other than us few.

Oh and i cosplayed as Zero and Sam as Shiki/Rido.

Towards the nightfalls, more ppl come over. I saw my ex-schoolmate senior Jessie(i think i her), but she got off when i wanna go confirm. T_T

Then this girl come to take my pic, she looks familiar, really. Then i asked whats her name(cause i cant remember the name of the girl that resembles her lol), and finally confirmed she is my tuition teacher's daughter! \o/ She summore can remember my name! =D Cant believe i met her at KL while both of us are from the same hometown n same area woot! XD *happy happy*
At first of cause she cant recognize me cause i cosplay and wear wig ma. then we took pic together and exchange contact. (hope she dont tell her mom then her mom will 8 with my mom then habis Dx)

Alright after this we went in the hall for their opening ceremony etc etc. Sam n i ran out cause we knew after that will have what cosplayers cat-walk FTW. But later still kena dragged in by the committee to go on stage, well at least no cat walk. XD

After that we go have some food, the stall's food is just some normal decent food we can easily get, so we got in their cafeteria but out of food except for the sandwiches. Grabbed them and a packed drink.

Luckily at this moment Dei, SkyPeg, Reno, Beatbox they came! we non-stop camwhore and play around. Then Shiomaru and banana Raven came as Renji & Byakuya. Few of us got a lot of attention. (cause the rest of the UCSI cosplayers are =_=)

Byo cos as someone from DOLLS, and Miyuki as Yuuki (VK) <-- but this girl doesnt want to stick me. Dx and we dint even get to shoot some pics too. oTZ
So after this we gotten tired n went in the hall again, they had this performance by 2 guy. 1 sing + 1 playing guitar. First song is Doraemon OP FTW?! then Naruto 2nd OP and One Piece. Ish what some nice song but they sang in super slow mode + classical ver?! oTZ

Then we got called to go pose again bla bla bla. -skip the rest-
And come to another performance playing keyboard(piano). performed 3 songs, 2nd is my familiar D Gray Man's 14th song, Musician. Ish IT IS WRONG KEY DAMMIT. u screwed the song la wei, the mistake is so so so darn obvious la girl.
Then 3rd song suddenly Shiomaru play along with the girl with her violin! WOOT!
finally get to see her perform live wei, she is absolutely awesome. *__* i ran over to the front to take her pic. xD i have a new idol now. =D i think i need 10 years to reach her stage wei.

Then it came down to the cosplay result. Basically only 5 ppl participate, 4 out of 5 are from UCSI. Yuan is first as Rikku from Kingdom Hearts. Then got Chii from Chobits, Ichigo from Bleach. Sakura from Naruto (the so-called). And Unohana from Bleach.

Come lemmie tell u a lil bout them.
-ikku has a very well make weapon, nice colour etc. she even wore wig wei (although we all knew the colour slightly off and the lenght a lil long). But at least she put in lotsa effort!
-Chii, ok lo quite pretty (the guys like it). No wig, only with the black hair.
- Ichigo, called himself bankai version when he is FREAKING WEARING THE SHINIGAMI COSTUME! + a bankai bokken. and he used his hair, which is already wrong colour nvm but the style also diff. @_@
-Unohana, suppose to be her, see her taichou haori and zanpakutou also can know la. although the hair did not tied up like Unohana used to be. and her zanpakutou is correct as well. but DAMN MC keep announcing her as RUKIA WTF.
-Sakura. <-- FARK. you know what, at first i donno who the hell she cosplayed, i thought she just randomly cos as 'sumone'. Because she is wearing Neji's shirt (yea, his signature shirt what), she had red short hair(resulted from colour spray), black glove, and i doubt she wearing the ninja shoe. oh and did u know she even had a WHITE shuriken?! com'on, at least also wrap with black paper or if u're lazy, marker it to black la adoi...
I think u can easily tell who win right, suppose to be Rikku alright.

But result is as following:
1st: Ichigo <--- WTF?! 2nd: Unohana <-- aside from MC's mistake, i think she's ok. 3rd: Chii <-- o..okay. i accept it.
eh? Rikku got left out? HELL YA! With the highest accuracy of the character, she dint even get into top 3. While the other 3 has no wig, no proper make weapon. Sakura is out of the way of course. if sakura gets into top 3 i'll go kick the judges ass.

I was taking the result's pic that time. b4 they announce 1st, my gang and i were shouting for Rikku. But MC said the name starts with 'S', i got a shock, WTF? dont tell me is sakura? then apparently it is Ichigo's name. without taking picture i ran off back to my group. oh god where is the justice?

People WITH EYES can see who DESERVED to win la.

After some clarrification. The judges are 1 from ACGC, 2 from UCSI lecturer.
Yea i guess the committee or the cosplay dept ppl never brief them how to judge, or even show them example of good and bad cosplay.

YOU PPL SPOILT THE MOOD WEI.

The reason i even go is that i saw the OP vid being posted up look pro and effortful. and since i gotten the invitation letter sent to college, i might as well go have a look. Everything else was ok(since i m not that picky), the cosplay FAILED TERRIBLY.

The END. =/

Speak it off for Yuan's right. and she take it not that hard, so we're just helping her to claim some explanation from the committee.